hi Dylan,
thanks for sharing.
i prefer interacting here on the forums than watching videos. i have a friend whose whole forum is just link after link, with little exchange. thats not what draws me in. i like the thoughtful exchange of ideas between real people. and i have learned words like samadhi, fusion with the TA- are awesome concepts that, experientially, might look different to different people.
i was in an "astral community" and learned the word OBE was a misnomer for something i prefered to call the, "WBE" the wider body experience. this might be more akin to samadhi and fusion with the TA- where the distinctions between observed and observer are more like a transparent veil than a dense material.
your timing is interesting because just two nights ago i was in deep prayer remembering my longest desire for communion with god- remembering all belongs to god- all is god. and yesterday that was my practice out in the world. anything i looked at, i would say internally "belongs to god" or "is gods" and eventually my mind would simply say, "God."
even the choice word god, and how we come to experience this, is aptly unique for any maturing soul. this is also why i asked where you are at with your experiences, and how you understand the word samadhi.
after the prayer, i had a profound dream centered around the pursuit of an ideal.... and marriage
(a merging with the TA)
one of the words i was given at an intuitive level after waking up was, "Vectors" and it had a lot to do with my understanding of awareness as greater than the physical body.
i woke up and found a green and gold beetle resting on my window.
and in that moment, i couldn't help but feel Gods presence.
even the song i was listening to seemed to be speaking relative to the moment, the lyrics coming from the speaker- as i saw the beetle and felt God
were, "the eagle has landed."
i got on the ground and just leaned up against the window placing my hand and head near the beetle... i whispered... "i love you, i love you, i love you..."
The idea of vectors ... where observer and observed come together... Between, "I love you" and "You are loved" as a space that can be held, and relished...
That awareness- in its grandiosity, can be felt experientially through these vectors... And that we're given a choice with how to commune.
Whether that desire is called, samadhi- fusion with the TA or even just a sincere plea for God.
you said,
Personally I think this is a good place to attempt Oneness with our Thought Adjuster.
how do you practice this your self? or maybe, how have you come to experience it?
i hope my questions aren't taken as disruptive, i'm just sharing here as equal participant and curious brother- i'm not here to debate methodologies or even how others come to experience these choice words.
i want to include- the 1111 phenomenon has really become more clear to me these last two years especially as active guidance and communication With.
it has always been(WITH), even all those years ago, but to think of how far we've come with the help of that constant guiding force. through the subtle adjustments provided by God as Spirit- a guiding force, my own capacities as far as bandwidth have increased - this is only meant to give credit to the subtle reality and power that is God. i realize my whole orientation has somehow been guided from duality to non-duality and wu-wei. it started with Sufism discovered at the dream level, where i'd find teachers uniting hearts in God and online forums around, "the law of one." All of this gives credence to the idea of a, "progressive soul" and even fusion with the TA.
which is why i've asked you how you've come to experience these things.
thanks for opening the space up!
