I have returned to make ammends
Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2014 5:27 pm
Hello all,
I did a major bail on this group near 11 months ago, I left a lot of broken promises behind. In the past I have been so bad for doing that to people and groups other than this one and I have come back to sincerely apologize for not doing what I said I would do and turning my back on the whole group at the same time.
I had said in many posts before that this group of friends I believe truly understand what is going on in the world and the information provided through this group is quite powerful for the betterment of mankind. During my 11 month absence the stress at work broke me for a 3rd time I crashed and stopped my meditation practice and was very angry at everything until recently. I have tried on and off since then to get back in the full groove of every day meditation and have just recently been able to relax enough to even sit through a whole session. So I will be starting over from step one this week.
Over the last 2 - 3 weeks my 11:11 experience's have gone off the chart, many times per day, and not just clocks, it has seemed that everywhere a 11:11 could pop up it has been even down to someone passing me on the highway and their license plate ended in 1111. All of these made me think and are part of what drove me here to ask for forgiveness for bailing on everyone the way I did.
So please everyone especially George and Sandy who were in the process of supporting me through a bad time when I bailed, accept my sincere apology. I have had some very deep insights lately on some things related to the 11:11 and some other strange thoughts that just seem to slip quietly into my mind lately. I will post on those when I have more time. I just had to get this out here to get it off of my chest since I let down the people who were trying to help me the most when I needed it the most.
Sincerely,
Bryan
I did a major bail on this group near 11 months ago, I left a lot of broken promises behind. In the past I have been so bad for doing that to people and groups other than this one and I have come back to sincerely apologize for not doing what I said I would do and turning my back on the whole group at the same time.
I had said in many posts before that this group of friends I believe truly understand what is going on in the world and the information provided through this group is quite powerful for the betterment of mankind. During my 11 month absence the stress at work broke me for a 3rd time I crashed and stopped my meditation practice and was very angry at everything until recently. I have tried on and off since then to get back in the full groove of every day meditation and have just recently been able to relax enough to even sit through a whole session. So I will be starting over from step one this week.
Over the last 2 - 3 weeks my 11:11 experience's have gone off the chart, many times per day, and not just clocks, it has seemed that everywhere a 11:11 could pop up it has been even down to someone passing me on the highway and their license plate ended in 1111. All of these made me think and are part of what drove me here to ask for forgiveness for bailing on everyone the way I did.
So please everyone especially George and Sandy who were in the process of supporting me through a bad time when I bailed, accept my sincere apology. I have had some very deep insights lately on some things related to the 11:11 and some other strange thoughts that just seem to slip quietly into my mind lately. I will post on those when I have more time. I just had to get this out here to get it off of my chest since I let down the people who were trying to help me the most when I needed it the most.
Sincerely,
Bryan
) before I leave this earth behind for better abodes.
We have missed you and your thoughtful and wise way of viewing things. I will always think of you as a brother...a fellow Ohio brother (Go Buckeyes!... I say that more so for my Columbus kids then for me 
)
