So...What happens when you listen to your intuition?
Posted: Fri Aug 29, 2014 1:15 am
Hello all my freinds and whom i consider family here
Ive missed you all and i have a lot to discuss today, so i hope you have a few minutes. The reason for my post today after such a long absence from these boards is due to my extremely altered life path thats been placed before me. Now that i have this new found sense of a heightened awareness, i feel that i can see and feel signs....suggestions from my Spirit Guardians....that i have been following and my life has changed dramatically in the past FOUR months.
Im going to try and make a long story short because i know how long winded my posts can be.
For Four, very miserable, years, i worked for a company called Goodwill. I should have never been there as long as i was, but an injury at work led to a very very long fight with them over Workers Compensation. Many many times, i would stare out the front window from the register and pray that i could do anything other than this...just give me a door to walk through. But i was never in the right frame of mind.
When 11:11, the midwayers and every other celestial being that is in service with these wonderful (and i feel like that word is an UTTER understatement) and benevolent beings...i was at the darkest time in my life....then something Amazing happened. One day before i went into work, i prayed like i had never prayed before. I poured out my soul to and i afterwards, i cried out "Please, give me a sign your hearing me...give me a sign that im not being ignored or that all of this is just made up in my head. Please...give me something to believe in again!"
Afterwards, i wiped the tears from my face...composed myself and went to do my shift for the day. Now this wasnt twenty minutes from that prayer, and my first customer walks in with an acoustic guitar. She asks if she can play a song and i say sure...thinking that maybe she would find a couch in the back and sing to some kids. What she actually did was sit on the floor, right in the middle of the store, and belted out a song with a voice that sounded like pure harmony....and what was that song about you ask?
How much god loves each and every one of us! (and i had the presence of mind to run and record it)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48TdAuk ... FufUCpHR3d
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AP4IUDn ... FufUCpHR3d
A few months later, the "Goodwill Girl" and her family returned to the store. I had actually gathered the courage to tell her what had happened with me previously in the day with my prayer. I didnt tell her the contents of that prayer, but i did tell her how i begged for a sign of any kind to know that im loved....and being watched over by angels. I then jokingly said, "Man, God sure does work in the most mysterious ways, doesnt he?" To which she replied " i dont think he works mysteriously....i think he works Synchronously."
Thats coming from , at that time, a 17 year old young lady.
Now Fast Forward a bit...and its the beginning of Spring of this year. Again, im gazing out the window...wishing i could have my opportunity yet again...for anything. Shortly after, i had an incident where the boss went off on me for something that would normally be given a second thought. An hour goes by...and im having this crazy internal argument. I feel like something the resides deep within me saying...Its time to go Jason, quit this job...but my ego refused. I kept telling myself, i didnt endure a 4 year struggle here just to throw it all away....in which an answer came through that i couldn't have even cooked up myself, it was "Your not throwing anything away dear one. Youve endured these four years to become a stronger person...to prepare yourself for the next challenge in your life. Stay here if you please...but keep in mind, many synchronous evens have come and gone that have created this opportunity. The choice is yours"
That was the first time in my life that i made a decision like this based on intuition.
Two months go by and im unemployed with no job in sight. I keep wondering if i had imagined it all....if i didnt concoct what i believed i felt i heard just to give myself a reason to quit. i was really beginning to doubt things at this point. But then...something very very unexpected happens, an angle i never would have seen coming...well..just EVER.
A job offer DID come to me...and i did NOT apply for this job. One night, i was visiting my Uncle and his Boyfriend for dinner (may as well say husband, theyve been together for over ten years lol). And i was showing Ed my Ancient History Blogs. I was kind of feeding off his excitement because i can always appreciate anyone who has an interest in the technological marvels of an ancient race of humans that our technology cant not reproduce today...not even close!! I literally had the guy wrapped around my finger as i explained the details of some sights, what made them so mysterious and how did they have such a vast knowledge of Astronomy when were just now discovering what the ancients had already known for thousands of years.
Afterwards, Ed says...you know...you should be in Sales. When there is something your passionate about, there is a way you explain it to where it can make even the most skeptical person at least raise an eyebrow. Why dont you come work for me instead?
I am now a very proud Manufacturers Representative for a company in North Carolina called Fueltec...which specializes in in Diesel Gasoline filtration systems. The perks that have also come with this job (and PLEASE keep in mind, im NOT bragging...im a very very humble person, im just trying to show how vastly different things are with this job as compared with had i stayed at Goodwill) is a company car, credit card for hotels and eating expenses, a brand new smart phone for work (and im allowed personal usage as well). I get to travel to travel so much now and i get a chance to talk to all these different people...their stories, what brought them into the business that they are in now...its such a unique opportunity. Never once, ever in my life ever, would have i ever thought i would have a job that i LOVE to do. I mean, i really do love this job!! Not the perks, its the opportunity im grateful for...and ever since ive kept that positive attitude and a feirce dedication to doing well (This is a commission only kind of job)
The manufacturer invited me down to North Carolina where he extensively demonstrated the unit for me and showed me how it works...he also told me the story as to why he decided to enter into this line of work.
Many poeple know that, after goodwill, i want nothing to do with corrupt corporations. and believe me folks, what you pay for at Goodwill...you may think a portion of that goes to some kind of charity...it doesnt. its pure profit in the pockets of the Goodwill's CEO. Its also false that they give special treatment to those with disabilities....Four years i worked there and i watched many physicaly fit and disabled applicants turn in their resumes. Guess who got hired and who didnt....EVERY time?
anyways, im getting off topic and i apologize. What im trying to get at with that above statement is that i ONLY wanted to work for someone that would ACTUALLY appreciate my efforts and see my worth to the company as an individual...with thoughts and ideas that could be beneficial. What i love about my new job is that Ed never turns down an idea...and when i say that theres a busieness that may really have a benefit for the services we provide...the man will actually pull over and off we go.
At Goodwill...when i tried to do the same thing...i was actually told, by a higher up in corporate, that "I am in my position and i make the kind of money i do for a reason. You are in your position and you make the kind of money you do for a REASON, dont you ever try and tell me what to do again"
So its not just the travel and personal interaction with others that make this such a wonderfull opportunity. I still follow the signs of the spirits when im out and about...its actually lead to extremly benefical leads! Today, when me and Ed were wrapping the day up...i said...lets go hit up one more place! Just one more! So Ed says "Well...its kind of late in the day (about 4pm) and a lot of places will be looking to close up shop soon...im not so sure there is anything thats even on the way home we could look up really quick and have the time for it."
Five minues later, a truck with a huge tank on it pulled out in front of us. I slowly looked over to Ed and said "Ed, i dont know if your a spiritual person or not...but...here we are...two people in the business of Fuel Filtration...and the truck in front of us is a Fuel Based Distributor!" the words "Ummmmmmmmmm" was all the came out of him haha. So i told him to follow it! But what if its just going to some job site, i dont want to be on a random goose chase, he says to me. "Ed, in the past year, ive had some pretty amazing things happen when i just follow my gut...trust me on this one, lets follow the truck.
it actually pulled into the fuel depot it belonged to! We had a chance to talk to the owner and some of his employees. We left some information with them about what we do and we left on very good terms! These are the kinds of leads i get when im out by myself...but man...i cant describe how awesome it feels when it happens and Ed is in the truck and i keep hearing the words "I cant belive this crazy crazy dumb luck we keep running into!:"
Last time, i forgot my electronic Ciggarrette at a family dollar cash register. When we went to retrieve it, i saw what i thought were UPS trucks behind the family dollar. Turned out to be the staging area of the UPS Fleet of Erie, Pennslyvania!! With above ground Storage tanks filled with glorious Diesel!! I see Ed shaking his head and repeating the words...dumb luck man, this is just dumb luck....
11:11 and the guidance of spirit guides have changed my life....if it wasnt for Mr. Barnard and the courage to write the books in the fire of heavy criticism....the guiding, supporting and loving words of his Wife Sandy, the many poeple who maintain this site, the beautiful souls that have searched and were guided here to learn, and most important of all, the Midwayers and the ones who volunteer to work right alongside with them.....i would never have listened to my heart and i would have listened to my Ego.
Thank you all so very very much. I want to say so much more to all of you, every person out there that has contributed and helped me along my way when it came to learning and learning to love again...starting with loving myself..faults and all.
I would have never made these strides if it werent for ALL....OF....YOU. Physical.....and Spiritual.
Peace and love to each and every one of you
--Jason
Ive missed you all and i have a lot to discuss today, so i hope you have a few minutes. The reason for my post today after such a long absence from these boards is due to my extremely altered life path thats been placed before me. Now that i have this new found sense of a heightened awareness, i feel that i can see and feel signs....suggestions from my Spirit Guardians....that i have been following and my life has changed dramatically in the past FOUR months.
Im going to try and make a long story short because i know how long winded my posts can be.
For Four, very miserable, years, i worked for a company called Goodwill. I should have never been there as long as i was, but an injury at work led to a very very long fight with them over Workers Compensation. Many many times, i would stare out the front window from the register and pray that i could do anything other than this...just give me a door to walk through. But i was never in the right frame of mind.
When 11:11, the midwayers and every other celestial being that is in service with these wonderful (and i feel like that word is an UTTER understatement) and benevolent beings...i was at the darkest time in my life....then something Amazing happened. One day before i went into work, i prayed like i had never prayed before. I poured out my soul to and i afterwards, i cried out "Please, give me a sign your hearing me...give me a sign that im not being ignored or that all of this is just made up in my head. Please...give me something to believe in again!"
Afterwards, i wiped the tears from my face...composed myself and went to do my shift for the day. Now this wasnt twenty minutes from that prayer, and my first customer walks in with an acoustic guitar. She asks if she can play a song and i say sure...thinking that maybe she would find a couch in the back and sing to some kids. What she actually did was sit on the floor, right in the middle of the store, and belted out a song with a voice that sounded like pure harmony....and what was that song about you ask?
How much god loves each and every one of us! (and i had the presence of mind to run and record it)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48TdAuk ... FufUCpHR3d
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AP4IUDn ... FufUCpHR3d
A few months later, the "Goodwill Girl" and her family returned to the store. I had actually gathered the courage to tell her what had happened with me previously in the day with my prayer. I didnt tell her the contents of that prayer, but i did tell her how i begged for a sign of any kind to know that im loved....and being watched over by angels. I then jokingly said, "Man, God sure does work in the most mysterious ways, doesnt he?" To which she replied " i dont think he works mysteriously....i think he works Synchronously."
Thats coming from , at that time, a 17 year old young lady.
Now Fast Forward a bit...and its the beginning of Spring of this year. Again, im gazing out the window...wishing i could have my opportunity yet again...for anything. Shortly after, i had an incident where the boss went off on me for something that would normally be given a second thought. An hour goes by...and im having this crazy internal argument. I feel like something the resides deep within me saying...Its time to go Jason, quit this job...but my ego refused. I kept telling myself, i didnt endure a 4 year struggle here just to throw it all away....in which an answer came through that i couldn't have even cooked up myself, it was "Your not throwing anything away dear one. Youve endured these four years to become a stronger person...to prepare yourself for the next challenge in your life. Stay here if you please...but keep in mind, many synchronous evens have come and gone that have created this opportunity. The choice is yours"
That was the first time in my life that i made a decision like this based on intuition.
Two months go by and im unemployed with no job in sight. I keep wondering if i had imagined it all....if i didnt concoct what i believed i felt i heard just to give myself a reason to quit. i was really beginning to doubt things at this point. But then...something very very unexpected happens, an angle i never would have seen coming...well..just EVER.
A job offer DID come to me...and i did NOT apply for this job. One night, i was visiting my Uncle and his Boyfriend for dinner (may as well say husband, theyve been together for over ten years lol). And i was showing Ed my Ancient History Blogs. I was kind of feeding off his excitement because i can always appreciate anyone who has an interest in the technological marvels of an ancient race of humans that our technology cant not reproduce today...not even close!! I literally had the guy wrapped around my finger as i explained the details of some sights, what made them so mysterious and how did they have such a vast knowledge of Astronomy when were just now discovering what the ancients had already known for thousands of years.
Afterwards, Ed says...you know...you should be in Sales. When there is something your passionate about, there is a way you explain it to where it can make even the most skeptical person at least raise an eyebrow. Why dont you come work for me instead?
I am now a very proud Manufacturers Representative for a company in North Carolina called Fueltec...which specializes in in Diesel Gasoline filtration systems. The perks that have also come with this job (and PLEASE keep in mind, im NOT bragging...im a very very humble person, im just trying to show how vastly different things are with this job as compared with had i stayed at Goodwill) is a company car, credit card for hotels and eating expenses, a brand new smart phone for work (and im allowed personal usage as well). I get to travel to travel so much now and i get a chance to talk to all these different people...their stories, what brought them into the business that they are in now...its such a unique opportunity. Never once, ever in my life ever, would have i ever thought i would have a job that i LOVE to do. I mean, i really do love this job!! Not the perks, its the opportunity im grateful for...and ever since ive kept that positive attitude and a feirce dedication to doing well (This is a commission only kind of job)
The manufacturer invited me down to North Carolina where he extensively demonstrated the unit for me and showed me how it works...he also told me the story as to why he decided to enter into this line of work.
Many poeple know that, after goodwill, i want nothing to do with corrupt corporations. and believe me folks, what you pay for at Goodwill...you may think a portion of that goes to some kind of charity...it doesnt. its pure profit in the pockets of the Goodwill's CEO. Its also false that they give special treatment to those with disabilities....Four years i worked there and i watched many physicaly fit and disabled applicants turn in their resumes. Guess who got hired and who didnt....EVERY time?
anyways, im getting off topic and i apologize. What im trying to get at with that above statement is that i ONLY wanted to work for someone that would ACTUALLY appreciate my efforts and see my worth to the company as an individual...with thoughts and ideas that could be beneficial. What i love about my new job is that Ed never turns down an idea...and when i say that theres a busieness that may really have a benefit for the services we provide...the man will actually pull over and off we go.
At Goodwill...when i tried to do the same thing...i was actually told, by a higher up in corporate, that "I am in my position and i make the kind of money i do for a reason. You are in your position and you make the kind of money you do for a REASON, dont you ever try and tell me what to do again"
So its not just the travel and personal interaction with others that make this such a wonderfull opportunity. I still follow the signs of the spirits when im out and about...its actually lead to extremly benefical leads! Today, when me and Ed were wrapping the day up...i said...lets go hit up one more place! Just one more! So Ed says "Well...its kind of late in the day (about 4pm) and a lot of places will be looking to close up shop soon...im not so sure there is anything thats even on the way home we could look up really quick and have the time for it."
Five minues later, a truck with a huge tank on it pulled out in front of us. I slowly looked over to Ed and said "Ed, i dont know if your a spiritual person or not...but...here we are...two people in the business of Fuel Filtration...and the truck in front of us is a Fuel Based Distributor!" the words "Ummmmmmmmmm" was all the came out of him haha. So i told him to follow it! But what if its just going to some job site, i dont want to be on a random goose chase, he says to me. "Ed, in the past year, ive had some pretty amazing things happen when i just follow my gut...trust me on this one, lets follow the truck.
it actually pulled into the fuel depot it belonged to! We had a chance to talk to the owner and some of his employees. We left some information with them about what we do and we left on very good terms! These are the kinds of leads i get when im out by myself...but man...i cant describe how awesome it feels when it happens and Ed is in the truck and i keep hearing the words "I cant belive this crazy crazy dumb luck we keep running into!:"
Last time, i forgot my electronic Ciggarrette at a family dollar cash register. When we went to retrieve it, i saw what i thought were UPS trucks behind the family dollar. Turned out to be the staging area of the UPS Fleet of Erie, Pennslyvania!! With above ground Storage tanks filled with glorious Diesel!! I see Ed shaking his head and repeating the words...dumb luck man, this is just dumb luck....
11:11 and the guidance of spirit guides have changed my life....if it wasnt for Mr. Barnard and the courage to write the books in the fire of heavy criticism....the guiding, supporting and loving words of his Wife Sandy, the many poeple who maintain this site, the beautiful souls that have searched and were guided here to learn, and most important of all, the Midwayers and the ones who volunteer to work right alongside with them.....i would never have listened to my heart and i would have listened to my Ego.
Thank you all so very very much. I want to say so much more to all of you, every person out there that has contributed and helped me along my way when it came to learning and learning to love again...starting with loving myself..faults and all.
I would have never made these strides if it werent for ALL....OF....YOU. Physical.....and Spiritual.
Peace and love to each and every one of you
--Jason