4:44 - need help...guidance
Posted: Fri Jul 23, 2010 5:53 pm
i guess i should start with how i think it started up to this week's recent events.....
i met this guy about a month ago....there was definitely chemistry there...but we both know that we're not right for each other. that were just in it for the fun. let's just say that he has his own responsibilities and i have mine...and time wise it'll not be possible to make it work to last.
but we have been texting regularly since we met. finally we made plans to hang out this week. we had to plan where we can spend a few hours together before we both go back to our responsibilities...he has to drive an hour to get back to work and i have to pick up my kids.
we finalized the plan jul 16th.
on the morning of jul 19th my 3 yr old woke up at 4:44am coughing non stop. at first i didnt think anything of it. i was more worried that i wont get up on time to get to work. when i picked her up the sitter said that she's been coughing all day. my girl is the kind of person who does not like to take medicines. so in my "desparation" i started to look into my old music collection and started playing a reiki healing track all night since the 19th...the next day my sitter asked me what i did cuz she stopped coughing.
i went through with the plan on meeting my friend yesterday morning. we had a simple but nice time. it felt good.
i've been playing the reiki healing music all week long everynight....i consider it a lullaby for my daughter somehow she sleeps well and is more happy througout the day.
anyway...she woke me up this morning at 4:44am saying that she's thirsty.
---this is the second time 4:44 this week.
my confusion is i dont know if it's about me and this guy[beacause i know deep down i want to feel guilty about being with him...but at the same time, i feel like he's been guided to me in order for me to help him]
or if it's about my daughter....that the angels are contacting her??? she's only 3 and she hasnt said that she's seeing anything....cuz it seems that she's the one being woken up...and she just happens to wake me up at that time and i happen to look at the clock.
i feel like so many things and thoughts have happened this week alone - so i cant pinpoint as to what particular thing the 4:44 message is about.
please help
thanks and blessings
heidi
i met this guy about a month ago....there was definitely chemistry there...but we both know that we're not right for each other. that were just in it for the fun. let's just say that he has his own responsibilities and i have mine...and time wise it'll not be possible to make it work to last.
but we have been texting regularly since we met. finally we made plans to hang out this week. we had to plan where we can spend a few hours together before we both go back to our responsibilities...he has to drive an hour to get back to work and i have to pick up my kids.
we finalized the plan jul 16th.
on the morning of jul 19th my 3 yr old woke up at 4:44am coughing non stop. at first i didnt think anything of it. i was more worried that i wont get up on time to get to work. when i picked her up the sitter said that she's been coughing all day. my girl is the kind of person who does not like to take medicines. so in my "desparation" i started to look into my old music collection and started playing a reiki healing track all night since the 19th...the next day my sitter asked me what i did cuz she stopped coughing.
i went through with the plan on meeting my friend yesterday morning. we had a simple but nice time. it felt good.
i've been playing the reiki healing music all week long everynight....i consider it a lullaby for my daughter somehow she sleeps well and is more happy througout the day.
anyway...she woke me up this morning at 4:44am saying that she's thirsty.
---this is the second time 4:44 this week.
my confusion is i dont know if it's about me and this guy[beacause i know deep down i want to feel guilty about being with him...but at the same time, i feel like he's been guided to me in order for me to help him]
or if it's about my daughter....that the angels are contacting her??? she's only 3 and she hasnt said that she's seeing anything....cuz it seems that she's the one being woken up...and she just happens to wake me up at that time and i happen to look at the clock.
i feel like so many things and thoughts have happened this week alone - so i cant pinpoint as to what particular thing the 4:44 message is about.
please help
thanks and blessings
heidi