Re: Moving past the numbers
Posted: Thu May 14, 2026 1:05 pm
Thank you Sandy.... Yes, I feel the love. I decided to watch the disney version of a wrinkle in time last night at the recommendation of my meditation partner. It opens up with things like... Love is all around, even when you don't feel it.
And the theme was about family love stretching beyond time and space- beyond the way we perceive it.
The core message: "Never gone, just enfolded."
And I feel like I have been given a taste of this baseline frequency- of a spiritual family, of being known intimately, of a reunion- just before Jordans passing.
I think I have a spiritual Mother out there who is constantly encouraging me, reminding me of Her... And has been with me more than with this single lifetime as Eric...
And yet I believe I understand I am to love those in this life as Eric to the best of my ability- in order to honor that Loving Intelligence that moves beneath the surface level existence. Even those folks who think all this a coincidence, who lose patience when I try to share these amazing instances, who just don't care- or strangers lost in their own spiritual ignorance(No one is excluded from ignorance- I am often ignorant).... They are equally loved and guided by that same intelligence... and if I'm to honor my Home- I must honor them, even when they don't know who what they are... Like I said, it is bitter sweet at times... but it seems my Ego and my Soul still have much to work through.
Thank you Sister for your reciprocation towards my experience. Yeah, I really feel like I've won the lottery with this one. To me, it is no longer "apophenia" or "coincidence" - and hopefully, these archives are a testament to any young inquirer seeking greater understanding within themselves.
Peace & Love
And the theme was about family love stretching beyond time and space- beyond the way we perceive it.
The core message: "Never gone, just enfolded."
And I feel like I have been given a taste of this baseline frequency- of a spiritual family, of being known intimately, of a reunion- just before Jordans passing.
I think I have a spiritual Mother out there who is constantly encouraging me, reminding me of Her... And has been with me more than with this single lifetime as Eric...
And yet I believe I understand I am to love those in this life as Eric to the best of my ability- in order to honor that Loving Intelligence that moves beneath the surface level existence. Even those folks who think all this a coincidence, who lose patience when I try to share these amazing instances, who just don't care- or strangers lost in their own spiritual ignorance(No one is excluded from ignorance- I am often ignorant).... They are equally loved and guided by that same intelligence... and if I'm to honor my Home- I must honor them, even when they don't know who what they are... Like I said, it is bitter sweet at times... but it seems my Ego and my Soul still have much to work through.
Thank you Sister for your reciprocation towards my experience. Yeah, I really feel like I've won the lottery with this one. To me, it is no longer "apophenia" or "coincidence" - and hopefully, these archives are a testament to any young inquirer seeking greater understanding within themselves.
Peace & Love