Re: :14
Posted: Sun Sep 07, 2025 1:40 am
Evening Oscar
First, I want to say-
Lately, I do not fear failure. I do not even think of failure as anything negative. I see it as a wonderful opportunity. Faith that Gods timing is Just, what was once considered "failure" is now interpreted as being in the right place at the right time.
This, alongside becoming aware of my 'self' in the challenging moments, is proving a great joy- even if I may still behave in ways that show I am only a child (spiritually speaking). Having an inkling of awareness is exciting, as is the opportunity to shape our lives according to our desire.
That last part may throw up red flags for some folks, but what is choosing the Fathers Will if we never bother to learn ourselves- to understand our thoughts and emotions, to choose what to do with them and how to engage with them. To decide whether they are ours, or not. To choose slavery or mastery?
In the process, I find my desire is actually aligning more often than not with what I imagine Jesus teaching Love to Be. And when I fall, His Wisdom is there to purge and transcend.
The rewards of seeking, desiring God- to be With God, to Breathe God... Yeah, I'm happy with you!
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As for the news... You're right, same old doom and gloom since before you and I were born. Take that with this new dependency on rapid communications via technology- manipulation of social media, and even fabrication with hyper realistic AI... Whoa-whoa whoa whoa!
I am good. I am attempting to influence my immediate environment, and integrate more of who I desire to Be in my circles. This means learning my self, expressing my self authentically, and not worrying too much about the rest. The joy that awareness is present, is just the best.
Let me remind you one of my favorite sayings by my Sufi friend Hazrat Inayat Khan...
"There is only one virtue, and one sin for a soul on the path. Virtue, when he is conscious of God. Sin, when he is not."
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Travelling would be nice. At the moment, I am putting a ton of energy in the work place, and hope my presence is making a difference. Should that bring me material comforts too, I will not complain.
But... I hope that I am serving Love appropriately. And the work place is proving a wonderful crucible. (Now if I can adopt the same mentality everywhere else!
)
I'm not even sure if I desire to go to Arizona anymore, where I thought my peacock angel journey awaits. As for abroad. Maybe one day. I don't see it in my future, but I'm no psychic.
Thanks for checking in and sharing all the Glory you are experiencing!

First, I want to say-
I agree completely. We are in alignment, and perhaps this alignment is not so coincidental. Perhaps the celestials administer these cosmic lessons en masse.Just awesome. It was a very good week, filled with lots of challenges. It seems I no longer see problems as such, but as challenging myself, like kind of happy that they come my way. Oh well, who knows!
Lately, I do not fear failure. I do not even think of failure as anything negative. I see it as a wonderful opportunity. Faith that Gods timing is Just, what was once considered "failure" is now interpreted as being in the right place at the right time.
This, alongside becoming aware of my 'self' in the challenging moments, is proving a great joy- even if I may still behave in ways that show I am only a child (spiritually speaking). Having an inkling of awareness is exciting, as is the opportunity to shape our lives according to our desire.
That last part may throw up red flags for some folks, but what is choosing the Fathers Will if we never bother to learn ourselves- to understand our thoughts and emotions, to choose what to do with them and how to engage with them. To decide whether they are ours, or not. To choose slavery or mastery?
In the process, I find my desire is actually aligning more often than not with what I imagine Jesus teaching Love to Be. And when I fall, His Wisdom is there to purge and transcend.
The rewards of seeking, desiring God- to be With God, to Breathe God... Yeah, I'm happy with you!
----
As for the news... You're right, same old doom and gloom since before you and I were born. Take that with this new dependency on rapid communications via technology- manipulation of social media, and even fabrication with hyper realistic AI... Whoa-whoa whoa whoa!


I am good. I am attempting to influence my immediate environment, and integrate more of who I desire to Be in my circles. This means learning my self, expressing my self authentically, and not worrying too much about the rest. The joy that awareness is present, is just the best.
Let me remind you one of my favorite sayings by my Sufi friend Hazrat Inayat Khan...
"There is only one virtue, and one sin for a soul on the path. Virtue, when he is conscious of God. Sin, when he is not."
----------
Travelling would be nice. At the moment, I am putting a ton of energy in the work place, and hope my presence is making a difference. Should that bring me material comforts too, I will not complain.


I'm not even sure if I desire to go to Arizona anymore, where I thought my peacock angel journey awaits. As for abroad. Maybe one day. I don't see it in my future, but I'm no psychic.

Thanks for checking in and sharing all the Glory you are experiencing!