And the theme was about family love stretching beyond time and space- beyond the way we perceive it.
The core message: "Never gone, just enfolded."
And I feel like I have been given a taste of this baseline frequency- of a spiritual family, of being known intimately, of a reunion- just before Jordans passing.
I think I have a spiritual Mother out there who is constantly encouraging me, reminding me of Her... And has been with me more than with this single lifetime as Eric...
And yet I believe I understand I am to love those in this life as Eric to the best of my ability- in order to honor that Loving Intelligence that moves beneath the surface level existence. Even those folks who think all this a coincidence, who lose patience when I try to share these amazing instances, who just don't care- or strangers lost in their own spiritual ignorance(No one is excluded from ignorance- I am often ignorant).... They are equally loved and guided by that same intelligence... and if I'm to honor my Home- I must honor them, even when they don't know who what they are... Like I said, it is bitter sweet at times... but it seems my Ego and my Soul still have much to work through.
Thank you Sister for your reciprocation towards my experience. Yeah, I really feel like I've won the lottery with this one. To me, it is no longer "apophenia" or "coincidence" - and hopefully, these archives are a testament to any young inquirer seeking greater understanding within themselves.
Peace & Love