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[Starwalker]

I was driving down a street today and my head suddenly turned 90 degrees to the right and it wasn't me turning it. My eyes immediately focused on the number 14 on someone's house. It freaked me out a bit. Eric, I think it's time to make contact with this celestial. They are getting aggressive.

[happyrain]

You know I'm curious about your crystal portrait with Casey. But, I respect if that's not the way to do this.

Maybe time in an AC workshop?

I had a thought about 14 today.

You may not agree with my assessment. It's quite alright with me.

My thoughts are this...

14 Belongs to a greater personality. We are the microcosm of it. Just like we can't understand how this intelligence is able to manipulate our world in order to speak to us. We may not be able to conceptualize what that greater personality entails. But, I believe... There are many of us who belong to this Intelligence. In this life, we have a unique lens that is our personality- but still more, we share a common bond of Heart and Mind with this Being. There are many others who belong to this energy dynamic. Others we've not met, some we have yet to meet.

You know I haven't gotten far with the UBook. I hope you, Sandy and others here can forgive me. I just don't feel so enamored by the material. That doesn't mean I think it's wrong. It means... I think our connection to this Mystery is one to be discovered by way of personal experience. And there is much to discover. I believe we are a part of a spiritual family. In an sense, it's like we are all this One personality-

I think of the similarities we've shared, and the similarities I've shared with others who experience 14. It's true, our hearts and minds interact with this world in a similar way. And it's also true that we are all fiercely unique. I see this level of intimacy with the unseen guiding intelligence as a coming together of a Soul-community. Whatever that means.

I think that means there is still so much mystery, joy and revelation to be had. I had the thought as well, that this level of intimacy with that intelligence might be an answered prayer from lives of old. We are all helping each other Realize God. Not by any text, not to discredit the benefit of the wisdom found in various writings. No, because that Living Spirit can often guide us to the right writing at the right time- no matter the context, origin or frame of reference.

It's 8:08 now and I am hearing a very intense ring in my right ear.

I think I've said enough for now.

I hope you continue to share your discoveries here, our community is one that we help one another by being ourselves and I don't think we yet realize the greatness of it all.

[Starwalker]

It’s funny that you would mention Casey’s portraits. When I had that reaction to her video, it wasn’t just tears streaming down my face, my head kept turning to the left involuntarily. Much like the experience in my car yesterday. But the vision of that entity came through to me and then I was ok again. It was an intense experience. I was thinking that something was going wrong with my nervous system, and I’m still not entirely sure what happened there. Perhaps it was something going wrong, but perhaps it is something to do with 14. I can’t say for sure, but I’m a bit nervous to get a portrait done for this reason. It is stated in her directions that not everyone’s nervous systems can handle it right now.

The AC might be the best way to go about this. Last time I was there I saw myself again. At first I thought I was wearing a strange tall hat. But then I realized it was a large bandage. And it seemed like I had a longer skull under the bandage. It was odd, but what else is new. I think I will have to go there with the intention of discovering the meaning of 14.

What comes to my mind concerning 14 is the phrase “all for one and one for all.” I believe this is about loyalty and unity. We are a diverse group of fiercely unique personalities and yet somehow all unified through loyalty to the Supreme Personality. The name given to this greater Intelligence matters little, it is our allegiance to spiritual values that counts. United we stand, divided we fall.

I hope you are doing well, my friend.

[happyrain]

Thank you Jon for such a thoughtful reply. I want to tell you, a coworker came in early this morning with a sweater on. And what was on her sweater? A giant 14. I had to explain my sudden excitement. That this was a special number. I wonder if it's a coincidence I tried establishing contact last night- ? ? ?

A couple days ago I felt a sudden wave of depression. It was like, everything was fine but nothing was alright. Have you ever experienced that? It was so bad I was pleading to God for relief. I couldn't explain why I was in such an existential funk. Anyways... By the next day I woke up with so much energy. It was like God really responded to my request. Like a healing took place. I found my self vocalizing to a friend how grateful I was for all my conflicting emotions, my lack of knowing and how exciting it is to be alive. I had such a strong and overwhelming sense of joy for the unknown, and all this energy translated to a very electrifying day sales wise at work. I started thinking about it on my drive home and just at that moment in time someone driving in the opposite direction of me zoomed by with the number 14 hanging from their rear view mirror.

Sometimes, in the dream world, something so surreal and strange happens it causes you to wake up and become lucid. Well, establishing contact is like that. We're waking up in this dream life. 1111 is the same thing. And I'm with you, I don't care for whose name/concept or definition is the right one because my belief system has me discovering in a way that doesn't mean the UB has *my answers. Yet here we are discovering just the same, and experiencing very similar happenings.

Did I tell you someone else in my apartment complex is driving the same unique blue subaru Impreza as me? We're the only ones in the entire complex- not only that, but my neighbors literally drive the exact same black Nissan SUVS. This is like an 1111 prompt, causing me to notice something is not quite right- waking me up to a greater reality.

The key to contact is in unified awareness. Awareness of the present, which is actually quite a skill to develop. Especially in this land of duality. But being able to hold on to that fundamental existence is somehow the key to communicating at any point in time/space with these intelligent beings. We discover that they've always been there for us, and they can really make this life seem like a dream with how precise an event will align with our personal and internal world- something no being outside ourself could possibly know!

We've questioned the nature of our writings sometimes- I think 14 is present in that, a type of channeling which is contact! As for Caseys crystal portraits, I do hope you reach out to her when you're ready. I understand what you mean about the nervous system. The very FIRST being she ever channeled for me, I was so impacted I had to take the day off work. I was filled with an intense sadness and my intuition immediately called the being Mother. Guess what time it was when I discovered all of this by the way? 1111AM. Yes. No joke.

My first experience was archived here: https://www.patreon.com/posts/reading-for-eric-46491002

But it wasn't a bad thing. And I don't think it's as shocking to the nervous system as our nerves make it seem. If anything, that shock was quite healing and fortifying my desire to establish that divine relationship with the Beloved. To make it more Alive in this reality than not. Heh. Anyways, I appreciate the insights and am happy to know we are connected through this unifying intelligence.

Cheers!

[happyrain]

Jon,

I may have spoken too soon. But how cool is this? Casey Claar just posted a video about the very subject. Divine timing?
"Casey Claar: Preparing the Human Central Nervous System for Contact"
She's interviewed by a beautiful woman named Biba
And look what I just found out... She has 414 subscribers

I'm going to share right at the minute marker that addresses the very concern you posted...

https://youtu.be/2Ip3LJbN-lk?si=1JwEdEqRCh9UB-Z-&t=1915

But as you listen to this I want to suggest something else.

I think your worry of system shock isn't going to be so bad. I say this because 1) You are a prominent 1111 experiencer.
Based on our discussions, where you can already kind of see beings inter-dimensionally... It makes me think your system is already adjusted
and 2)Because of these prompts, contact is already established

In other words, it's not that contact isn't happening- all were doing now is making the relationship more tangible while here in our 3D earth bodies.

Ok, give it a listen if you will! I'm going to share this video in the misc thread just incase~

[Starwalker]

Hi Eric,

Thanks for the encouragement to get involved with this. I have watched part of Casey's video, it's really good. I've also checked out Biba's thread on the GTC. It got me interested in doing some crystal work on my own. I am looking into getting one of these crystals and seeing where it takes me. If I get anywhere with it, I'll be sure to share my findings.

Anything to report from the Akashic Construct yet?

Cheers,
Jon

[happyrain]

No, just what I have shared in the group meditation thread. I reserve that for Monday nights. I will try it again tomorrow. = )

[Sandy]

Hello Eric and Jon,
I just wanted you both to know I was thinking of you. I know I have been absent the past few weeks but for a good cause...family. My grandson returned with me for the week and I am thoroughly enjoying it.

But I am enjoying this thread this morning while he is still asleep. (he will be a teenager in February and starting to exhibit the typical sleeping-in.

Funny you mentioned getting a crystal, Jon as I was considering the same thing. I love crystals anyway. This amazing crystal shop is within a few miles of us but they are rather pricey. I wanted to take Eli there anyway. So we may go there today or tomorrow and pick a crystal for him to take home.
Eric, I will surely listen to the new video. Thank you for posting it.

xxSandy

[happyrain]

I was playing my game this morning, a morning ritual- when I had the sudden thought...
"This should be my last game."

I looked at the clock and it was 8:14

There was also a sense of instantaneous knowing, a burst of depth that words and a rationale mind could not formulate as quickly as the sensation came.

Last night I asked Jon and Oscar, how do we know the Fathers Will?
It's a interesting question.

And I would add even listening to the inner guidance, for the smallest suggestions, may be indicative of cooperating with our TA.

It looks like, over the course of 16 years, the time prompts have "calibrated" with my incarnation. As if the beings responsible for manipulating the physical reality to acknowledge innermost thought have trained/*adjusted my own understanding so now, even the simplest of suggestion can be acknowledged by this external means...

Do I stop and say, "No, I think I will play one more game. Screw your recommendation." No. Not at this point. But have I been dismissive before? Definitely, and I probably still am in many ways. In fact, I think that is a part of the calibration. Because there are suggestions that arise from an impulsive mind that are not coupled with the same sense of knowing. And much of my developing youth was learning how to shut down the authoritative voice because there is a difference between the demands of our Ego and impulse than the subtle suggestion of a Loving guidance.

It was I who asked for ways to recognize the guidance, beyond thoughts. And I am reminded of what Oscar advised me last night. To feel more than to rely on words.

Got to go...!!!

[happyrain]

Man, my mind is all wobbly trying to figure it out!

But I wanted to share my friends 14 prompt... I had a feeling 14 the energy... personality... group.... would reach out!

And here is what she shared with me...
"Two days ago I sold a product online, and can you believe that the buyer's cellphone number was 14141433? I was frozen... "

She had a dream with 33 in it and I interpreted it as a guiding intelligence. And so, that 14 and 33 are there combined to me is affirmation of the personalities guiding us 'behind the scenes.'

[happyrain]

This morning I woke up with a thought that has occurred on a few occasions. The thought is, I want to marry God. God is my Divine Partner. The truth is, my life is becoming an awareness of the marriage that already exist.

Today at work, the peacock angel surprised me in a unique way. My inner detective took notes.

After this thought found me, I said a prayer before going to work. Once I got to work, I opened the companies computer to check our emails. The first email really got my attention... The title of the email

"Partnership proposal"

I intuitively felt the contents of the email did not matter, only that the title was meant to make the forefront of my mind. And so it did, thinking on it now... I can feel the same sensation of "reach/meet, connection and presence" that subtlety takes place when these manifestations occur. I knew it important because I had the thought of marriage but an hour before. I didn't think much more of it, except to make a mental note... God is acknowledging my desire.

It was later in the afternoon when a new family walked into the store did I feel a strange sensation. A husband and wife, with a small boy and little girl. I started to feel an energy around them, maybe I knew them in a past life? This thought occurred to me. I feel sometimes this happens with me, and nothing more comes of it... But a good exchange happens on a deeper level in which we haven't much awareness. That's when I noticed the little boy holding up a peacock card.

Suddenly, the "reach/meet, connection and presence" took over. It was my duty to give this family my soul felt sympathies and gratitude. I treated them as best as able, we bonded over a few things. One, the man Yousef is Persian- this spoke to the mystic in me. Having been born in a very diverse city, I grew up with good persian friends... I've only scraped the surface of their culture, but there is a deep affinity that seems to go past my present level of comprehension. I felt this tenderness today in my interaction. I learned their little girls name, Hannah... A palindrome(1111) and the little boy holding the peacock card is 14 months old.

If you're reading this thread, and/or a friend of mine... You have had some experience with 14 or the peacock angel and understand its significance in my life(maybe even yours). It turns out the little boy was actually holding an animal alphabet card-book. The cards hung on a ring and he just happened to be on P for Peacock and the card was beautifully decorated with Peacock Feathers... The Eye of the Feather is what immediately grabbed my attention when the family first walked into the store.

I even ventured as far as inquiring whether the man was aware of the Peacock Angel... But this too was answered intuitively before my asking him. Before engaging I asked myself... "Do I mention the angel to him? Is he aware?" And the answer was very clear, "he won't understand what you are referencing." This wasn't imparted to me by words but a concise impression. Feelings are faster than words anyways, no?

----- Of course, I do not believe any of this to be coincidence.
Another thought occurred to me tonight and I ponder on it...

Considering Gods grandeur, is the peacock angel my personal intermediary in translating my marriage to God?

The Urantia Book says that our lives here are a shadow, even suggesting we have billions of years ahead of us before complete attainment in God. The UB says while we're here the TA(thought adjuster) spiritualizes our mind and prepares us for a life less material than this... And even that life is not solely Spirit. Just as this life is not only Spirit but a bond between Spirit and Matter...

Now many of the concepts in this book are over my head... And I think of Eastern philosophy and Samadhi... That belief might suggest it is possible to Know God while human incarnate. But I genuinely question if we can comprehend the grandeur of Eternal God while identified with the host earth body and its limited faculties. And as we evolve towards Paradise, we may incarnate in a different body- with different faculties and abilities of comprehension. It may even be time is not experienced the same in this new Reality. And supposedly, even that is not the final attainment in God.

In some cultures, the peacock angel is the first manifestation of God. In others, it is a planetary logos. My point is... Just as Christ serves as an intermediary for so many, as a way to know God... Is this my personal guide? Did the peacock angel say... "You wish to marry God? I am here to show you the way." Am I to know this angel and in turn, know God?

A few things are certain... I am not alone, my desires for Union are being acknowledged. Spirit has lead me this far as to impart me with unique identifiers. I believe Spirit works that way... Acknowledging any one persons interest. How my interest have lead me here is actually quite beyond my immediate incarnation. Like learning I am Sufi in a dream, to developing a bond with the number 14.

While it's becoming clear to me I have a personal relationship with Spirit, why has Spirit chosen these forms? Will that too change?
For now... I am inspired to grow closer to who/what is working with me... In All-ways.

<3