Hi, Everyone!
I've been absent from the boards taking some much needed time to work through emotional issues and exhaustion. It might be impossible to catch up with all the posts! Last Thursday I told spirit I was ready to get back on my journey. It's a little crazy how quickly they took me up on that as spiritual happenings began right away. If anyone is interested in reading about a few of those things just ask and I'll add them here. As it is my meditation is quite lengthy, but for anyone who knows me that's not unusual.
After plodding through a contrast filled day, by 4:00 in the afternoon I'd gone to meditate for the sole purpose of having an attitude adjustment. Because of my frame of mind there were no great expectations for any kind of connection. I was completely surprised and over joyed that I was able to make not only a strong connection, but also have an extraordinarily wonder filled meditation!
Meditation July 12, 2022
Avi Kaplan's song All Is Well played throughout this meditation.
Before having hardly any prep time my maternal grandparents were beside me hanging onto my hands. Grandma(on my right) and Grandpa (on my left).I was a little surprised, but so incredibly grateful to have them there. We were kind of in a nowhere place. No ground or sky, up or down. There was nothing but shades of blue and indigo denoting the space we occupied.
Recalling the phone happenings in the last few days, and how in my last meditation I'd invited others into my vortex. I'd wondered if that was possible and suddenly the meditation commenced without waiting to give me an answer.
We talked, I felt such all encompassing love emanating toward me, marveled that they had been watching over me with such care and concern, watching my progress, witnessing my letting go of certain issues of late.
(This was a very visual meditation where energy and feelings were denoted with intensities of color.)
I could see energy appearing like the wind, gathering speed, swirling around us! Realized this was my vortex. While trying to take this all in, my Mom joined us taking my right hand. My grandparents stayed with us moving aside as Aleah arrived, carrying her unborn baby girl in her arms, and taking my left hand. The females in my family kept streaming in, all taking a hand when reaching us. Tiny and Nova, my sister and niece came taking Mom's hand. My sister held the hand of a niece we'd never met named Christy. It was amazing how happy they both looked, like their feelings radiated from inside them outward!
Cousin Kayte and her girls came in, then it seemed all the women from my mom's side were walking toward us. My daughter-in-law joined us. I was astonished as the line of people holding hands kept growing and growing!
As everyone kept coming I thought about finishing the regular routine of preparation I do when beginning to meditate. I asked the archangels who cleanse and heal my chakras, if I could ask permission for them to do this for everyone coming to join us. They could as long as the others were accepting of this.
The energy winds kept increasing in height and density! I began calling on the archangels in the regular order I did for myself. The cleansing and healing stretched over several minutes. The archangels waited patiently for me to ask them to join us as I reveled in amazement for a time between each healing. I could SEE the release of whatever we had buried inside us, rise up in clouds of color corresponding with the individual chakras. Several minutes later after Archangel Uriel finished with our crown chakras a multitude of minute individual colored sparkles, rose up streaming from everyone's crown.
It dawned on me then that this was a gathering of the female energy from our family. Grandma and Grandpa smiled at this recognition(So funny! While rereading this, the taste of my grandma's barley soup filled my mouth. She passed away in 1974. It's been a very long time since having her soup.). The relatives kept coming, then female friends came also! I smiled noticing I was watching all this happen, and narrating it out loud at the same time.
Then males began to arrive, George met Sandy, her eyes twinkling in delight. Sammyjo had the biggest smile on her face, leading all the board members who wanted to be a part of this. Lynn arrived her hair flowing, the picture of health. She motioned below, coaxing her husband to join her. It seemed like we were on a plateau, but there was nothing recognizable of a landscape, only different colors and densities of colors.
My brother Rick appeared, meeting Christy, the daughter he'd never met, with a loving embrace. Her son, who had passed a few years earlier was with him. All of my brother's daughters and granddaughter walked up then, all coming together in a long group hug. All that had been keeping them separate from each other instantly vanished in that moment. I watched the residue of it stream off behind them as they came together. The look of contentment on Rick's face was... perfect. Without words his expression reflected, “This is all I've been wanting.”
The wonderful pressure of the growing gathering of love was amazing,..spectatular! I noticed people were gathering into smaller groups. One of my friends began teaching The Sacred Tara Dance to whomever wanted to learn. My granddaughters ran to join the large group of eager students.
My dad appeared then with all of his family. His mom was overjoyed to have all of her family around hugging and smiling! I could physically feel the joy emanating and growing! Those gathering didn't simply smile with their expressions, the pureness of their happiness and love emanated from them!
The archangels had stayed with us. I gave many thanks for their help in this gathering. My TA gave me his symbol, appearing at my side. Taking my hand we began rising up. I resisted a little not ready to leave this outstanding gathering! He nodded, letting me know we wouldn't go far and for too long. As we rose up I understood what he wanted to show me. We had a visual of the whole world! I saw there were groups just like this ours of others gathering internationally! What Banyan wanted me to realize was this wasn't just an isolated 'me, and my family and friends gathering', this was a global merging of energy and upliftment for the entire Earth!
(There have been many meditations where humans living and deceased have come together with a multitude of celestials to stream healing to our world. I realized this meditation was different. Instead of everyone working together to heal the planet, we gathered and each of us was being healed individually, thereby healing the world!)
Grasping this, it was a very heart filling, almost overwhelming understanding. At the very beginning of the meditation I intended to ask about what the effects of the five planetary alignment about to happen would have on our world. Before that happened I was swept away with the current of the meditation. Even though I'd never formulated the question, I believe this was an answer to that.. at least that's my my take away of it.
I'm not exactly sure how long this meditation lasted, about an hour and a half to two hours. I wish I could capture with words the all encompassing feeling of love felt throughout this meditation! It was so strong, like I could feel the pressure of it in every cell of my body! I tried to hold on to it for as long as I could, reluctantly letting it go in the end.
Usually I kind of keep myself half way in alpha so I can recall as many details as possible when recording the meditation. After the end, begin writing it down right away as the clearness of the details fade pretty quickly sometimes when out of alpha. This time however I felt I was supposed to message as many people as I could so they could think about how they were feeling in that moment. I so wanted everyone to be able to feel, even just a fraction, of the intensity of the meditation as I had. I quickly messaged a handful of friends and family. Admittedly I was a little loopy, still quite 'under the influence' of alpha and wasn't as aware of my surroundings as I probably should have been before sending the messages out.
While still recording the meditation my family all arrived home all at once. They entered the house as they usually did, chatting enthusiastically. I became extremely aware of my state. To me their energy hit me with an intense pressure. It felt like someone had come up from behind and pushed on my back. I didn't want to interrupt the flow of concentration. Fortunately! They have been exposed to this enough they immediately stopped talking and went back outside for a few minutes to finish their conversation and let me finish recording before my recall faded.
Love to all and, "Happy Meditating!"
Kim