Hi Sandy, pleased to meet you. Thank you for the welcome and helpful links.
To me, it feels like being in a movie, instead of watching it lol, because a huge part of me still thinks this can't be happening.
Also, if they decide to get my attention with a noise again, I sure hope it's a harp sound, a sound that would seem angelic to me, no more grinding sounds lol, I'll have to put that out to them. I do talk to them, and ask what they want, what am I suppose to do. I've accepted this quite awhile ago, it's just that noise startled me. Today I'm not walking with wobbly legs, whew.
I also want to mention this, I'm a cancer survivor, and a very grateful one. The day after my surgery, I could feel them with me, actually most of the time, more so with the difficult days. I could visualize them sitting on window sills, etc letting me know they were there. I remained so peaceful and calm through the treatments and all the unpleasantries with this experience. At one point, my daughter told me there was something wrong with me....I laughed and said, yeah I know
![Mr. Green :mrgreen:](./images/smilies/icon_mrgreen.gif)
and what did she mean. Her reply, I was acting like everything was ok. I told her we all have choices, and I chose to remain positive and thought about so many others dealing with more painful experiences.
I seem to have a bigger grin since this recent 1111 experience. I know they are playful, and so am I, they are my perfect match. Laughing typing this, because If a person were to tell me this, and not having experienced it, I might lean my head to the right and wonder...."What the heck!" Haha
Thanks again for your reply, it really helped. Oh one more thing, I wish they would email us, make this easier lol
My Captive Soul, is happy and free today.
![So good :sunflower:](./images/smilies/Icon_flower2.gif)