
to you all!
Eric,
Your mentioning it reminded me I'd thought of the notes from the movie(even thought they ere not the same) as I was writing the meditation down!
Ahh, I remember your Pappy joining us in the river a few times. Lol, he was singing with my brother. He reminded me of my own grandpa I loved so dearly. Sending him a happy birthday air hug.
Sandy,
I think the delight of our laughter would protect us completely from hazards while wearing the suits!
Meditation August 24, 2023
It was not my intention to drag the other members of the meditation group with me during a personal meditation,... but as we all know, it's happened on many other occasions.
Went through meditation prep felt several symbols, including my TAs. Met Nebadonia on the bridge. Walked to the other side. Banyan(mt TA) and Shane were there(I really love that Shane joins in our meditations!). I greeted them thinking my TA was going to lead this meditation, surprisingly I kept walking by myself, growing younger with each step until appearing to be maybe 8 years old... It was like I was watching my spirit self, take control of the meditation.
I turned to wave at them still standing by the bridge, got an impish expression on my face, leaped up into the air, quickly arriving on Mansonia 1! (Many times in meditation I've spent several minutes waiting for a teacher to lead the meditation and no one shows up. A while ago I was told by spirit it was time I took on the role myself sometimes. Often that was as far as the meditation went,as I was resistant to trust and go on by myself,)
When arriving on Masonia 1, I always arrive at the same place. It's how I envision an expansive piazza would look in a old European city. Beautiful white architecture, a bridge over a river, a wide open space in the center with a few small amphitheaters where people are gathered listening to a teacher, various parks and gardens scattered around, many people in couples and groups milling around.
Looking about, wondering where to go next, my grandma gave me her symbol, appearing by my side. She was very excited to show me a garden I'd not visited yet. I thought, “Of course it's a garden, it's grandma!” I was more than happy to follow her. Pleasantly surprised I saw thousands of small crystal flowers and leaves suspended midair. All else was completely white, no delineation between the ground or sky. It did have a closed in feeling with walls, but they too were white an indiscernible. A slight breeze blew creating a continuous chiming sound. I was so happy to share this experience with her, in life she was a consummate gardener. In spirit she and my grandpa are caretakers of a cave filled with crystals for the family. There too the crystals appear suspended in midair. After a time of pure delight we exited the crystal garden and grandma left.
I stood alone again in the center of dozens of teachers, students, and several others going on about their day. My heart swelling I reached up drawing in the air. The words, “There Are No Limits,” appeared as clouds before me. They grew exponentially in size as they rose higher and higher for all to see. I was giddy seeing this!
Deciding what I would do next, I looked over and Lynn(about eight years old too), waved and beaconed for me to join her! Running to her we giggled and hugged. She wanted to show me the garden she'd just discovered. It was the same one grandma had taken me to. We walked around marveling at the scintillating display, when I spied a darkened doorway at the back. Upon inspection, we saw a narrow enclosed spiral staircase. Amethyst crystal facets lined the walls and made up the steps. Following downward it open up into a massive geode amethyst amphitheater.
The only way t describe it was, “SPECTACULAR!!!” We ran to the center, sat down, and closed our eyes. Every tiny sound was amplified and directed to the very spot we were sitting in. Spying another doorway, it revealed a clear crystal spiraling staircase. The space became tighter and tighter as we progressed, almost to the point we could hardly move any further.
In perfect childlike candor I asked, “Want to see something else?!” Lynn nodded enthusiastically, in a blink we were watching a celestial meeting. (I've been here a handful of times in previous meditations.)
It's a large room with marble walls and sweeping ceiling, high ranking celestials were seated around in a wide circle. They're positioned about 15 foot higher than the circular space between them. A long wide staircase leads down to the lower area. Lynn and I were tucked up against the wall of the lower area thinking we were invisible to everyone. I smiled when Christ Michael, who was leading the meeting, winked and waved to us. We stayed and listened silently as the meeting continued. They were discussing a serious problem I either didn't hear, or didn't understand.
After a short time, my hand went up, at the same time observing as Lynn and I appeared to have grown up to about 15 years old. The whole group quieted as Christ Michael nodded to me in acknowledgment, to go ahead and speak. I felt very confident in my answer to their problem stating simply, “Love,” then continued, “Love,... it's the answer to every problem.” I heard this phrase echo as it repeated and reverberated around the room.
This was a group of super intelligent beings, minutely aware of the inner working of the cosmos,… of course they already knew that. The room went silent as they took a moment to ponder what I'd said. At that point Lynn and I began to feel the weight of the situation and place we found ourselves. Thankfully, directly behind us our TA materialized, relief washed over us both. An understanding passed from them to us without words, “We are always here for you even when you can't see, feel, or hear us.” They conveyed a look of complete love and understanding for us. Our bodies sagged backward a bit into them, felt like we were wrapped in a cocoon of... all things protective and loving. Banyan appeared as I've always seen him. I was awed by the image of Lynn's. Immediately wondered, “Am I supposed to be able to see the TAs of others?” Her TA was much taller than Lynn, but looked just like her, with short curly gray hair. At that moment a 15 year old version of Sandy and Eric appeared with their TAs!
The thought hit me, “Oh! That's what this meditation is about, us following through with getting to know our TAs, and understanding they are always with us! The business like tone of the meeting changed completely with the appearance of the newcomers. There didn't feel like a separation at all between the elders of the spiritual core and ourselves. It felt comfortable, accepting, equal.
The meditation was over, it lasted for an hour. I held a green calcite in my left hand, a heart shaped apatite in my right, and a smaller azurite over my heart. The song Mad World played throughout the meditation... as it has for over the past few days. I'd done some research right before meditating realizing there was a message in the lyrics for myself. Although I consider myself on the fringe of materialism and taking life to seriously, I do own that most times I'm more concerned with the expectation of the material world over simply stopping and seeking refuge in my spiritual seeking... I'm truly working on it.
Kim