Unconventional contacts
Posted: Sun Apr 22, 2007 8:53 pm
Greetings All
I tried once again to arrange my Library and am having a heck of a time with the elevator. It moves way too fast and is not in an ideal location to function properly so I went about just plain asking for contact , names etc out loud in my living room. I am curious also if my limbic epilepsy might be causing any
problems. I have had it since I was 12 years old and have since learned to detect the aura in time to excuse myself and find a quiet place to lay down or sit and let the seizure pass. I have not had an episode in several years although I think I might have those irregular spike patterns in my EEG brainwave scan like in the past.
There has only been three times that I am confident I heard a small voice inside my mind and the 1st two I will not go into at this time. All three however were one word only and I could see the word spelled out clearly
in my minds eye also.
The last one happened only a few days ago when I was in my stillness.
Thanks to George I feel I am actually getting pretty good at stopping the internal dialog of my daily BS and just trying to listen to Papa Frag. A few minutes after I had quieted down the name linel kept repeating over and over in that urgent type of small voice I had heard before and also spelling out in my minds eye too. I was very doubtful that it was any kind of contact and went to my old wishful thinking but still retained the notion it was just me.
After I concluded my stillness I went to google "teaching Mission" linel
and sure enough there was a teacher from the early days named LinEL
with a capital E that I had missed. After reading the 1st transcript from LinEl I gulped and said with chagrin., oh no. Am I being called once again to start up this HUGE multi-media project( LinEl mentions multi-media) that I was shown one night back in 1999? Because it is huge and although I did spend hours with my contact being shown this project and how it could be revealed though film
I still to this day tell myself I am not equipped to do it. I'm not a film maker or much of a story teller or visual artist enough to relay the visions
I am a accomplished song writer/musician so I do have some talents.
I'm not going to go into the project at this time although i will say that Solonia would know what this is all about.
Meanwhile I will be patient, probably too patient more towards procrastination on this. so I will go back to the stillness and hopefully get more of an answer
Peace & Love
Lee
I tried once again to arrange my Library and am having a heck of a time with the elevator. It moves way too fast and is not in an ideal location to function properly so I went about just plain asking for contact , names etc out loud in my living room. I am curious also if my limbic epilepsy might be causing any
problems. I have had it since I was 12 years old and have since learned to detect the aura in time to excuse myself and find a quiet place to lay down or sit and let the seizure pass. I have not had an episode in several years although I think I might have those irregular spike patterns in my EEG brainwave scan like in the past.
There has only been three times that I am confident I heard a small voice inside my mind and the 1st two I will not go into at this time. All three however were one word only and I could see the word spelled out clearly
in my minds eye also.
The last one happened only a few days ago when I was in my stillness.
Thanks to George I feel I am actually getting pretty good at stopping the internal dialog of my daily BS and just trying to listen to Papa Frag. A few minutes after I had quieted down the name linel kept repeating over and over in that urgent type of small voice I had heard before and also spelling out in my minds eye too. I was very doubtful that it was any kind of contact and went to my old wishful thinking but still retained the notion it was just me.
After I concluded my stillness I went to google "teaching Mission" linel
and sure enough there was a teacher from the early days named LinEL
with a capital E that I had missed. After reading the 1st transcript from LinEl I gulped and said with chagrin., oh no. Am I being called once again to start up this HUGE multi-media project( LinEl mentions multi-media) that I was shown one night back in 1999? Because it is huge and although I did spend hours with my contact being shown this project and how it could be revealed though film
I still to this day tell myself I am not equipped to do it. I'm not a film maker or much of a story teller or visual artist enough to relay the visions
I am a accomplished song writer/musician so I do have some talents.
I'm not going to go into the project at this time although i will say that Solonia would know what this is all about.
Meanwhile I will be patient, probably too patient more towards procrastination on this. so I will go back to the stillness and hopefully get more of an answer
Peace & Love
Lee