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happyrain wrote: ↑Sat Jan 10, 2026 1:56 am Today, while meditating with a friend, I briefly lost awareness.

It was kind of like going to sleep- how we start with active thoughts, and as we go deeper into sleep there's a moment where we are not shaping thoughts but instead passively observing. Where things take a life of their own.

I slipped out of bodily awareness for a split second and suddenly I found my self looking at a flustered hispanic woman. She was standing in a hallway, it looked like a hospital. She spotted me and started moving frantically towards me. Her chin was raised high and her head tilted- her movements were like someone with a nervous tick.

I wasn't really aware of my self in the moment. She had raven black hair with pale skin. As soon as she got up close to me, she palmed my forehead but right before her hand made contact my awareness was snapped back into my body.

I completely forgot I had been there breathing. It is a similar feeling when a muscle twitches after the body goes to sleep and so it jumbles with your dream and causes you to jump, bringing awareness back to your physical self.

The vision was like, I was not supposed to be there. So, I kept breathing and went back to noticing the soothing sensations of my breath. I went back to honing a state of present attention.

The meditation was 30 minutes, but this experience was probably 2 seconds.

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You have wonderful experiences Dron. And I believe you are on to something. How is it two people continents apart can share a similar experience? Like a dream, or even a synchronicity? It tells me we are more than our bodies.

Moving ahead, I hope I can integrate this more. I share so often because these experiences are so thought provoking- awe inspiring, and the answer to something even deeper.

Because I believe deep down I am still afraid. Afraid to let go of all these wonderful forms of Love. It seems I've become quite comfortable with this lower, grosser(denser) material realm. But my meditation partner reminded me today, whatever happens... "It's just another place."

I watched a movie today and it asked the existential question: "what if there is nothing after this life? not even awareness that awareness ever existed at all?"

But these experiences show me there is more. Though I share with joy, I can't answer these questions for someone else. So... I hope this year, to really absorb what are Faith affirming experiences.... To be ok with being in it, alone. One day I will have to release my hold on this body.

Or maybe it is better phrased, to feel the love without bodily associations. Not that we are alone, but the understanding of presence needs to really develop. I am not saying to disregard that which we have been gifted.

But I am sharing what motivates me to step into these altered perceptions now. Hone in on the Love, above all. One day, we will have to be ok with letting go of this temporary physical form.