Sleep paralysis and angels
Posted: Mon Jan 01, 2018 4:08 am
So I’m 17 and I’m at a pretty rough patch in my life. I’m doing a lot of things I know I shouldn’t be doing but I’m also recovering from multiple addictions and trying to be present in my life again.
So basically this happened was just a few hours ago I was in my room on this night of December 31. So my foster family was outside having a New Years dinner and I was inside laying bed because I felt kinda sick.. still do cuz it’s the same night. Anyways so I’m laying there thinking maby I should get some sleep and I turn off the lights and lay down to sleep. Meanwhile there is a party going on basically out my back window and I can hear all the Mexican music playing. After a minute of me laying in bed before I know it everything gets real quiet like the party had stopped and I thought nothing of it nor did I even really notice it. Eventually I Realise that I am in sleep paralysis and this isn’t the first time iv had sleep paralysis. So I then remember what I read online about sleep paralysis and how some believe a demon is passing through. So I then start to freak out just using every muscle and every bit of my strength to move and wake up. But I can’t do I start to hear a noice like as if a walke talke is in my room. I hear like a static sound then with my eyes being closed it was as if I could still see so I decided to ltry ole towards my TV where my PlayStation was because I thought maby I left my PlayStation on with the Tv off and maby I was hearing my friends talk online through my headset/mike. By the time I looked down I realized before I went to lay down I made sure everything was turned off so I could play later if I felt better. So I start to straight up freak out. I’m shaking and squirming trying to wake up and I hear the static again only to hear this.. lol please excuse how dumb this might sound but it is basically what I heard. “Cssshh.. Cssshh .. casey.. casey can you hear me?” I hwas are this as if it was on a walke talke laying on my dresser across the room. So I decided to fight myself to wake up again and I managed to get my head to turn to my left and I could see a really bright lighted figure standing there but not casting any light across the room. Just the bright lighted figure so bright that I could make out what it was just the shape of what I would say a woman or a fragile man standing there about a foot away fro my head. After I seen it I immediately woke up and took a second look only to find no one and nothing was there. I was left with my fear and panting while laying there in the dark and I thought this must be god or Jesus or some type of angel reaching out to me
So basically this happened was just a few hours ago I was in my room on this night of December 31. So my foster family was outside having a New Years dinner and I was inside laying bed because I felt kinda sick.. still do cuz it’s the same night. Anyways so I’m laying there thinking maby I should get some sleep and I turn off the lights and lay down to sleep. Meanwhile there is a party going on basically out my back window and I can hear all the Mexican music playing. After a minute of me laying in bed before I know it everything gets real quiet like the party had stopped and I thought nothing of it nor did I even really notice it. Eventually I Realise that I am in sleep paralysis and this isn’t the first time iv had sleep paralysis. So I then remember what I read online about sleep paralysis and how some believe a demon is passing through. So I then start to freak out just using every muscle and every bit of my strength to move and wake up. But I can’t do I start to hear a noice like as if a walke talke is in my room. I hear like a static sound then with my eyes being closed it was as if I could still see so I decided to ltry ole towards my TV where my PlayStation was because I thought maby I left my PlayStation on with the Tv off and maby I was hearing my friends talk online through my headset/mike. By the time I looked down I realized before I went to lay down I made sure everything was turned off so I could play later if I felt better. So I start to straight up freak out. I’m shaking and squirming trying to wake up and I hear the static again only to hear this.. lol please excuse how dumb this might sound but it is basically what I heard. “Cssshh.. Cssshh .. casey.. casey can you hear me?” I hwas are this as if it was on a walke talke laying on my dresser across the room. So I decided to fight myself to wake up again and I managed to get my head to turn to my left and I could see a really bright lighted figure standing there but not casting any light across the room. Just the bright lighted figure so bright that I could make out what it was just the shape of what I would say a woman or a fragile man standing there about a foot away fro my head. After I seen it I immediately woke up and took a second look only to find no one and nothing was there. I was left with my fear and panting while laying there in the dark and I thought this must be god or Jesus or some type of angel reaching out to me