For some reason I was thinking I would have a job driving a truck for about 6 months before I start the whole process over of rebuilding a building to suit my needs. Unfortunately, "The Man" says he's got all that he can use. (Drivers.) The bottom of my world just dropped out.
My building is a nice hole in the wall, forty miles out & way in the sticks. So far, I have used the place for dead storage & painting a couple of paintings. At some point my landlord contacted me & told me that he sold the building, this sort of put me in a bind because I've accumulated more junk than Fred Sanford. I met with my landlord at another building in the next town over and we talked about a lease there, but I really wanted to stay in the building that I was in. Somehow, I think my landlord was just trying to force me to buy this building (that nobody in their right mind wold buy.)
My last building's address was 4904... I didn't really think there was any significance to the address & I used it in the name of my business as a last minute idea. Now that I am closed and moving, I can't take the 4904 part with me because my address is now 118... My zip code even changed and the ending is 123. This is weird because I get a lot of time prompts with runs of numbers that are 9:11/8:11... 1:23 & 12:34... and 3:21 So I am thinking maybe I am in the right place doing the right thing. Anyway, the 123 & 118 was something that I noticed because of having to ditch the 4904 number. Had the building been 111 This would have been my building a long time ago.
...I'm not making any money and I am trying to figure out how I'm going to come up with a down payment on a building. I thought of having an art show in the space I have and dropping my prices to $650 per large painting (6+5 = 11) and then if i can get people to come by/buy... I have enough paintings at that size & scale (about 22) that it would pay for the building. (I need $13,500.00 total) So, I have the show in a few weeks in October (10/11 to be exact...) I could do a Friday night show on 10/10, but I keep getting time prompts of 10:11 so I'm thinking Saturday afternoon would be better... (But now that I typed it out I'm rethinking this.) Maybe I will do both.
I have seen the time prompts and experienced perfect timing before.
I know that this is my building. (Or at least, that is should be.)
My down payment is due on the 15th of October for $2500.00 (So, it can happen.)
I've built this place in my mind a bazillion times since I thought of buying it.
Not like I have any other problems going on... This is just one thing that I want. Everything that makes it easy for me to go work has been jinxed... (I have a suspended license for unpaid speeding tickets.) I don't have the money to pay for them... so I am kind of being forced in a direction and I have an uncertain feeling because I really need the money & this building and I have less than a couple weeks to create some sort of art show with a serious emphasis on sales in a building that needs to be gutted. I've never experienced so many blocks to hopping into a truck before.
I have to make the decision to do this sometime today because I need to make handbills to toss around downtown to get people to come to my venue out of town.
I've had my crystal out, put on a gold chain... prayed, meditated, and have seen time prompts spot on when I open my eyes (and it is telling me that this is going to happen OR... it's a warning.)
Oh the insanity...
Peach & Love
