Prompts, dream state, digging deeper.
Posted: Fri Aug 10, 2012 6:12 pm
There is a world opening to me and I am trying my best to allow and to understand what is happening. I went through a particularly painful break-up which sent me pretty deep into myself in search of growth and answers. During this time the time prompts began, as did other signals of a path to take. The last few months I have had many thoughts manifest into reality and am really beginning to understand the process of my creations, even throughout my life without my conscious understanding.
Recently I believe things have lined up and the person whom i was in this last relationship with has temporarily taken shelter in the room next door to my house. I have been asking for guidance on mending this situation. The time prompts are everywhere. I have seen feathers every single day. Yesterday he and I took a spontaneous day trip to the beach together.
I have a difficult time in mediation and out of an initial fear, I decided I was not yet ready to begin a regular practice. The other night I was particularly in tune with my surroundings and before I went to bed I asked/spoke that I was ready. I entered a dream-state that felt nothing like a dream and remember this very intense situation. I was surrounded by beings, though it was relatively dark and it was known they were not human. They were speaking but I cannot remember what was said. I was present but not being paid attention to.
I am seeking to better understand and i know this will come with time. I am grateful for what has unfolded in my life over these few months but know there is so much more. I just looked at the clock and it read 1:11.
Recently I believe things have lined up and the person whom i was in this last relationship with has temporarily taken shelter in the room next door to my house. I have been asking for guidance on mending this situation. The time prompts are everywhere. I have seen feathers every single day. Yesterday he and I took a spontaneous day trip to the beach together.
I have a difficult time in mediation and out of an initial fear, I decided I was not yet ready to begin a regular practice. The other night I was particularly in tune with my surroundings and before I went to bed I asked/spoke that I was ready. I entered a dream-state that felt nothing like a dream and remember this very intense situation. I was surrounded by beings, though it was relatively dark and it was known they were not human. They were speaking but I cannot remember what was said. I was present but not being paid attention to.
I am seeking to better understand and i know this will come with time. I am grateful for what has unfolded in my life over these few months but know there is so much more. I just looked at the clock and it read 1:11.