New, trying to understand and seeking guidance.
Posted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 12:51 am
For the last few weeks, I would say that many of my thoughts have taken concrete form and have manifested themselves into my reality. Along with this I have simultaneously been seeing 11:11 for te last few weeks.
Yesterday seemed like a significant jolt in the appearance of 11. Everywhere. The one that has held strongest in my brain is it's presence on a cd player. Last week I was cleaning a room and turned on a cd. I notices the cd had stopped in the middle without explanation but was too busy to take much notice. I did not turn the cd player off and forgot about it for a few days. Last night I sat down and saw 11.
I then went out to the gym and ordered food after. Thinking to myself I was not going to eat the entire sandwich, I et into my car and the sandwich flips over, feeling almost like a force pushed it out of my hands.
Last night I was getting overwhelmed by the 11:11 happening and decided I was going to purposefully stay awake and make it past the 11:11 without it appearing. As I did this I look at my Facebook page and two notifications back to back are 12:12 and 11:11.
So, I go to sleep. Very tired and in a deep sleep, I wake up a few times throughout the night but immediately fell back to sleep. Then I awake to a feeling of a presence near me. I look at te clock and it reads 3:33. I admit, I got a bit frightened but laid there, knowing t was a good presence until I fell back to sleep. As I entered the sleep/ trance state I swear I heard a voice but it was speaking entirely too fast to decipher. I also believe I heard children laughing.
I am not sure what is happening or what I should do. I came across this forum just the other day and have done quite a bit of reading. I would really appreciate any advice you can offer.
Yesterday seemed like a significant jolt in the appearance of 11. Everywhere. The one that has held strongest in my brain is it's presence on a cd player. Last week I was cleaning a room and turned on a cd. I notices the cd had stopped in the middle without explanation but was too busy to take much notice. I did not turn the cd player off and forgot about it for a few days. Last night I sat down and saw 11.
I then went out to the gym and ordered food after. Thinking to myself I was not going to eat the entire sandwich, I et into my car and the sandwich flips over, feeling almost like a force pushed it out of my hands.
Last night I was getting overwhelmed by the 11:11 happening and decided I was going to purposefully stay awake and make it past the 11:11 without it appearing. As I did this I look at my Facebook page and two notifications back to back are 12:12 and 11:11.
So, I go to sleep. Very tired and in a deep sleep, I wake up a few times throughout the night but immediately fell back to sleep. Then I awake to a feeling of a presence near me. I look at te clock and it reads 3:33. I admit, I got a bit frightened but laid there, knowing t was a good presence until I fell back to sleep. As I entered the sleep/ trance state I swear I heard a voice but it was speaking entirely too fast to decipher. I also believe I heard children laughing.
I am not sure what is happening or what I should do. I came across this forum just the other day and have done quite a bit of reading. I would really appreciate any advice you can offer.