Strange turning and twisting feeling!

[Reza]

Hi everybody,

I am at the end of second week with AC Cd; I have a weird condition mostly during last minutes of the track, I also had this experience before with other meditations method.

When I am lying down in the bed I feel that my body starts to twist, my legs to the left my upper body to the right and vs. and when I’m on the chair I feel the same thing, I’ve got the feeling that my upper body is turning to right or left and my lower body to the other direction. It happens when I’m so deep in my meditation (mean deepest feeling that I’ve ever had)

This feeling distract me a lot as my mind tries to adjust my position and I can’t go deeper anymore and mostly I come back to surface.

I would be grateful to receive any advice from you.

Cheers!
Reza.

George: This is the best mediation technique I have ever had; I feel no tension and I feel so good during entire meditation which I don’t want to go back to the surface. It also brings me to the Alfa state faster that the other techniques. Special Thanks

[George]

I just read what you wrote here, Reza, and the effects you are experiencing.

Over the years of teaching the Akashic Construct face to face on Australia's east coast, and briefly in Indonesia,
I've come across a few different effects that can inevitably be described as unrealized fear of some kind.

Generally, folks find that it lessens over time. Generally, when they overcome the old restrictive teachings
of their religions about "evil spirits etc" the symptoms disappear.

In my mind I've long classed this "mode in which we function" as saturated with unrealized fear.

However, Chief Bzutu just "woke me up" by declaring that it can be subconsciously unrealized or consciously
unrealized fear.

IOW. To first realize the fear and then forcefully banish it from consciousness is a consciously unrealized fear, or deeply repressed fear, and according to the Chief they are "hardly a rarety."

It's somewhat like "being in two minds" about the Akashic Construct, still.

God bless...
George.

[Reza]

Thanks George for your respond

Generally, folks find that it lessens over time. Generally, when they overcome the old restrictive teachings
of their religions about "evil spirits etc" the symptoms disappear.
In my mind I've long classed this "mode in which we function" as saturated with unrealized fear.

How can I overcome the old restrictive teachings of my religions about "evil spirits etc" (if any of course)? Could you please give me an example to make this subject more clear to me? My religion always helped me to overcome my fear about unknown and unseen matters by giving a logical description about it.

However, Chief Bzutu just "woke me up" by declaring that it can be subconsciously unrealized or consciously unrealized fear.

I am very novice; I have no idea what could be subconsciously unrealized or consciously unrealized fear? Fear of what or who exactly? Why should I have these fears in myself at all?

It's somewhat like "being in two minds" about the Akashic Construct, still.

I am not sure if I understand you well on being in two minds about AC,I usually don't decide to start any activity unless I accept this from my heart.I tried to meditate twice a day and I totally loving it. I realize that I might not be able to meet my celestial teacher after these three weeks but I will keep doing it.

Thanks and God bless
Reza.

[HDPG]

Hi George and Reza,
I would just like to weigh in here because once or twice a month or so (for the last 2 years) I get the same exact sensation. I must say for me, over time, it has developed into quite a blissful experience, although when it began, fear did bring me back to the surface. Nowadays I am asking for more and more as it is happening, and as a result, the sensation is enhanced . Maybe I have an unrealized unconscious fear down there somewhere, but it feels like it is transforming, and I say this simply because the feeling has transformed to a blissful one. George, is there more we can do to further enhance this phenomenon (because I really look forward to it now) and where does it go from here? Does it possibly symbolize some deeper meaning, like the energy of the Torus, or is it simply a slow and methodical "loosening" of our energy body from the heaviness of our physical one? Thank you Reza for raising this question and topic! This is why I love this board. I have not visited in a couple of months, and your thread is the first I landed on. Lovely.....
Peace,
Phillip

[overmind]

I wouldn't worry about it. To me it just seems like the meditation is starting to work, like your body gets super relaxed and it feels different. I could rarely get any sort of weird experience while using the CD. There was a case where I actually heard the shower, but I was never able to see anything. I should probably start up again to see if I can improve.