Fear and 1111
Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2012 9:15 pm
Hello,
I have returned to the board after several years of being absent. My last post I had brought up letter codes and there seemed to be conflicting ideas about their validity and what they mean. I have continued to see them since that time constantly as well as the 1111 and other numbers, all of them! I sometimes know what the letter codes mean, like jj which refers to my husband and I always call him when I see it as I know he needs to hear from me but is someone who will rarely reach out when needing help.
I was seeing a lot of prompts before I disappeared and around that time I suffered job loss and a breakdown while it sounds bad I needed the slap in the face and have since mended the fractures in my life and am stronger, healthier and better. I have a good job, a home and good support.
My question concerns FEAR. I have seen the prompts since 06 but I've never seen them so much as the past few months. Three times a day 1111. I seem to have latched on to the warning theory since I feel that I have been warned in the past about bad situations. I now dread the prompts because I am afraid they are warning me of certain disaster. I stopped meditating a while ago, I know bad girl!
My other thought is that I know what I should be doing with my life and I am not pursuing it fully, it is why I am here and "they" want me to get on with it and stop being afraid to go full throttle.
Sorry for the long post and any insight is appreciated.
Best to all!
I have returned to the board after several years of being absent. My last post I had brought up letter codes and there seemed to be conflicting ideas about their validity and what they mean. I have continued to see them since that time constantly as well as the 1111 and other numbers, all of them! I sometimes know what the letter codes mean, like jj which refers to my husband and I always call him when I see it as I know he needs to hear from me but is someone who will rarely reach out when needing help.
I was seeing a lot of prompts before I disappeared and around that time I suffered job loss and a breakdown while it sounds bad I needed the slap in the face and have since mended the fractures in my life and am stronger, healthier and better. I have a good job, a home and good support.
My question concerns FEAR. I have seen the prompts since 06 but I've never seen them so much as the past few months. Three times a day 1111. I seem to have latched on to the warning theory since I feel that I have been warned in the past about bad situations. I now dread the prompts because I am afraid they are warning me of certain disaster. I stopped meditating a while ago, I know bad girl!
My other thought is that I know what I should be doing with my life and I am not pursuing it fully, it is why I am here and "they" want me to get on with it and stop being afraid to go full throttle.
Sorry for the long post and any insight is appreciated.
Best to all!