Been waiting all my life
Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2011 9:16 pm
Hi
New member
all my life ive been waiting for this date.for some reason it seemed very important to me. so much so that i have taken this day of work , with all my alarms set to go off just before it.
i feel i need to insure i can "absorb this moment"
its kinda of hard for me to put into words exactly why i feel this way. but i have always felt that i was meant to be "different, special"
that i was waiting for something to happen that would "change " me.
im just a norrmal guy. married, 2 kids. got a job, work hard.But somethings has allways been off with me.
im not religous. but as i get older. closer to this date, i feel that something is about to happen. maybe its because iwant/need it to happen i dont know.
i dont see numbers in things, like 1234 or 2222 that people have mentioned in other posts. just always felt 11.11.11 was special,
this is thie first time ive ever said anything about it to anyone
and to be honest i dont know whay i am now. but i feel compelled to do so.
and to be honeset i dont know what i expect people to say in reply. but as i sit here typing this i feel it was the right thing to do.
ty for reading
New member
all my life ive been waiting for this date.for some reason it seemed very important to me. so much so that i have taken this day of work , with all my alarms set to go off just before it.
i feel i need to insure i can "absorb this moment"
its kinda of hard for me to put into words exactly why i feel this way. but i have always felt that i was meant to be "different, special"
that i was waiting for something to happen that would "change " me.
im just a norrmal guy. married, 2 kids. got a job, work hard.But somethings has allways been off with me.
im not religous. but as i get older. closer to this date, i feel that something is about to happen. maybe its because iwant/need it to happen i dont know.
i dont see numbers in things, like 1234 or 2222 that people have mentioned in other posts. just always felt 11.11.11 was special,
this is thie first time ive ever said anything about it to anyone
and to be honest i dont know whay i am now. but i feel compelled to do so.
and to be honeset i dont know what i expect people to say in reply. but as i sit here typing this i feel it was the right thing to do.
ty for reading