Not Alone 11-11-11
Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 2:58 pm
I'm new to this site - I too have been haunted by 11:11 my entire life. I was Born on 11-11, my father took his life on my 14th Birthhday on 11-11 and this year on 11-11-11 will be the 30th Anniversary of his death.
My Mother is also actively dying of COPD in my home and her deteriation has reached a point that I don't know how much longer she can hang on and then I think " don't tell me she is going to pass on 11-11 too".
Every damn time the clock turns 11:11 IM LOOKING AT IT !!!!!! It has been more frequent over the past couple of years, I ask myself is it simply self awareness in that number that causes this?
Is it simply the human brains abitilty to identify patterns and because these numbers have significance in my life that they stand out as out of the ordinary? What I do find interesting is that other people see it too.........But aren't other people also seeing 12:12 or 4:44 or other patterned repetitive numbers........? I want to make sense of this. I want to understand the underlying reasoning for it. I used to think it was my Dad sending me a message as he was a very deep thinker, highly intelligent and believed strongly in the afterlife and the untapped abilities of the human mind. Then at times it feels bigger then that, if that makes any sense. It sometimes feels "eerie", for lack of a better word, when I see the #11.
Hopefully I can take some time and read this site and see if I can find any answers or at least a direction.
Thanks for listening................
N530C, Over and OUT..............
My Mother is also actively dying of COPD in my home and her deteriation has reached a point that I don't know how much longer she can hang on and then I think " don't tell me she is going to pass on 11-11 too".
Every damn time the clock turns 11:11 IM LOOKING AT IT !!!!!! It has been more frequent over the past couple of years, I ask myself is it simply self awareness in that number that causes this?
Is it simply the human brains abitilty to identify patterns and because these numbers have significance in my life that they stand out as out of the ordinary? What I do find interesting is that other people see it too.........But aren't other people also seeing 12:12 or 4:44 or other patterned repetitive numbers........? I want to make sense of this. I want to understand the underlying reasoning for it. I used to think it was my Dad sending me a message as he was a very deep thinker, highly intelligent and believed strongly in the afterlife and the untapped abilities of the human mind. Then at times it feels bigger then that, if that makes any sense. It sometimes feels "eerie", for lack of a better word, when I see the #11.
Hopefully I can take some time and read this site and see if I can find any answers or at least a direction.
Thanks for listening................
N530C, Over and OUT..............