They like waking me up
Posted: Sun Jun 12, 2011 11:40 am
I have been getting alot more auditory name callings recently, just this morning at 2:32 AM I was awoken to the voice of a male aged around 30 calling my name, and then was prompted 2:34 AM on my digital clock 2 mins later. I also heard a very deep groggy voice in my head after I just fell asleep after this prompt, I thought it was God himself, it sounded very commanding. I did not make out what was said.
I've been asking God to talk to me alot recently, I always ask this in my mind, not out loud, I'm about to be 21 in a month, and I haven't done anything with my life physically, and I'm very lost, I need God or some kind of Guide to give me a heads up, I can't move forward because I don't know what to do. I know meditation is the doorway, but I cannot get into that deep meditative state.
A few days ago at 12:30AM I was awoken again by a different voice, and I actually walked outside my room to ask my dad if he called me because he was preparing his bed for sleep, he said no.
I remember my 4-5 dreams I've had this night.
1. Walking though an area that had Serbian and Russian soldiers talking amongst each other, I was wearing combat gear, and recording video with my camera.
2. In a room with my Grandmother who just bought a new dog, named it Apollo. (My grandmother does not own a dog in reality)
3. Driving a WW2 tank that had tree branches and foliage stuck in the top, down a long stretched dirt road with tall bushes to my right, and a huge open field beyond those bushes.
4 .Walking down another long dirt road, that turned around a corner, and to my left was full of giant German Soldier medals hanging from wood pillars, I had my camera with me in the dream, I was taking pictures of it.
5. Talking to German WW2 Officers while walking down the same dirt road with the open fields, I remember the Officers Hats significantly.
I've been asking God to talk to me alot recently, I always ask this in my mind, not out loud, I'm about to be 21 in a month, and I haven't done anything with my life physically, and I'm very lost, I need God or some kind of Guide to give me a heads up, I can't move forward because I don't know what to do. I know meditation is the doorway, but I cannot get into that deep meditative state.
A few days ago at 12:30AM I was awoken again by a different voice, and I actually walked outside my room to ask my dad if he called me because he was preparing his bed for sleep, he said no.
I remember my 4-5 dreams I've had this night.
1. Walking though an area that had Serbian and Russian soldiers talking amongst each other, I was wearing combat gear, and recording video with my camera.
2. In a room with my Grandmother who just bought a new dog, named it Apollo. (My grandmother does not own a dog in reality)
3. Driving a WW2 tank that had tree branches and foliage stuck in the top, down a long stretched dirt road with tall bushes to my right, and a huge open field beyond those bushes.
4 .Walking down another long dirt road, that turned around a corner, and to my left was full of giant German Soldier medals hanging from wood pillars, I had my camera with me in the dream, I was taking pictures of it.
5. Talking to German WW2 Officers while walking down the same dirt road with the open fields, I remember the Officers Hats significantly.