Dear Farfar
Don't worry about the feelings of fear, they are just created by yourself, you have total control over how you feel...the midwayers will ((never)) harm you, they are loving beings.. they come to me when ever i'm feeling down and out and crying, when i or my family are sick or in hospital they come to me with prompts... most of all they come to me when i'm having fun with family and freinds, without fail, i am bombarded with numbers on those days.. i guess they enjoy fun times

....this cannot be from anything other than loving creatures. I feel nothing but love from them..
Midwayers aren't angels, here is a link that will explain it a little more clearly..
http://board.1111angels.com/viewtopic.p ... 60&start=0
Here's some info on angels, quoting from the Urantia book, because it gives a detailed description like no other, but you can read about angels and midwayers in other religious books too:
http://www.urantia.org/en/urantia-book- ... erm=angels
Much Love
Sarah