What can i do? Feels like im cheating...

[AlphaFarfar]

Look, now that i have got alot of answers to alot of my questions i just cant stop looking for 22:22's everywhere. Yesterday when i posted my first topic i couldnt stop from watching the clock every 5 minutes :S
It feels like im cheating when i see a combination.
It is ALLWAYS in my mind now.
I want to see it more often and maybe "talk" or "hear" them, ask them what they want and so on.
It is not as random as before, im kind of looking for it now and it feels wrong :S

Midwayer, angels friends, but i really wanna talk to you!

[luvinlife]

Hi Alphafarfar! I know what you mean, I tend to do the same thing with license plates! But, I often find that I now get a feeling and know when it's a prompt and when it's not....they sort of surprise us!

Love, Clare

[AlphaFarfar]

Haha i see! Thanks for advice!
Now i get it! Yesterday i saw 911 on a licens plate! And it surpirised me!


Thanks /Kim

[Geoff]

Look, now that i have got alot of answers to alot of my questions i just cant stop looking for 22:22's everywhere. Yesterday when i posted my first topic i couldnt stop from watching the clock every 5 minutes :S
It feels like im cheating when i see a combination.

Dear AlphaFarfar,

Yes thats not surprising, but it rarely works that way. Yes you could see what you are looking for, but you probably wont enjoy it, and in fact I tend to find that if I am waiting for a clock time, incredibly I miss seeing it, pretty much every time.

love,
Geoff

[Sandy]

Clare, I do the same thing with License plates...Sort of dangerous too if you're driving isn't it? Course I am the un official navigater and self appointed protector while George and I are out on the road. It's like I feel my attention must not deviate any more than his or we could be in an accident... Actually this behavior I believe exhibits an inner fear of some sort. Unfotunately, I feel I need to smooth the road for everybody and that is not always wise or prudent.

Kim, as you can see we are all guilty of trying to produce prompts. You are doing well to just let them happen and allowing things to progress in their own time as you feel ready. So much good lies ahead. Sometimes I feel I want to race ahead as I often do when reading a well written novel. Yet, the journey is even more precious, I think, as we savour each and every newly discovered step.
Hugs,
Sandy

[LurkerAbyss]

Clare basically beat me to exactly what I was going to say.

For one, I know the feeling, with watching the clock and especially license plates.. but at least with the license plates I don't have to worry about my attention because I am a full fledged busser.

It gets easier to stop yourself from "cheating", and also like Clare said, I find that you learn to recognize the feeling where you just "know".

EDIT: Also, I understand the feeling of wanting to progress and go deeper, sooner. I felt that way a lot near the beginning, but nowadays I've learned that the best thing is never to pressure yourself and let things unfold at their own pace. I am still lagging in certain areas that I would like to progress in, yet I still feel like I have learned heaps more in such a short time than I ever could have imagined.

Love
Lucky

[AlphaFarfar]

Thanks