I've been a member of this site for quite some time and I rarely post becuase not a lot usually happens to me..besides the normal sequence of numbers and streetlights going out around me all the time, and finding an occasional white feather here and there. I do however really enjoy reading everyone's posts and their expieriences with this phenomenon. Well...I think I'm finally being "yelled at" and my attention is definitely being requested! Yesterday and a good deal of today I have had so many prompts that my mind cannot fathom! This all started yesterday as I was off from work and had some things to do around the house. I have a portable doorbell that is plugged into my hallway and the button itself is outside of my door. It is the kind that you can set the tone to whatever you like. Currently it is set to Bethoven and my fiance thinks it is funny to ring it when he comes home to let me know that trouble is here lol. Anyway...I was sitting in my living room when the doorbell rang, but it wasn't the tone that it was set to, just the normal "ding, dong". So I thought that was strange, and I went to the door, checked through the peep hole, no one there, opened the door, and no one there. Mind you, I live on the 3rd floor of an apartment complex and we are the only ones that live on this level. So I went back inside and went about my day, and it rang again...still no one at the door. I began to think this was funny and chuckled and it happened once again! By this time I gave up on checking to see if anyone was actually at the door. Some time went by, and it happened again...so I whispered "please stop"...and it did. My cats had been very uneasy as well...several minutes before each doorbell ring they got very uneasy and were looking at the door as if someone was here, but it was just me. I guess animals have that 6th sense. I went on with the rest of my night..when we went out for a bit..I got a few street light prompts and the normal things I usually experience. When it came time to go to bed, I noticed that the DVD player had been turned on and the disk tray was out. The DVD in the tray was Angels and Demons..kinda funny I guess...BUT my DVD player no longer works and neither me or my fiance have touched it in a few weeks. UGH! Last night I had a lot of trouble sleeping as I kept feeling like there was a presence here and I would hear whispering that would wake me up but I couldn't make it out. When I actually did sleep I had a horrible dream about an earthquake that was in a large place and a lot of people were injured..I was there trying to warn these people, but no one would listen. When I woke up this morning I turned on the news as I usually do when getting ready and saw that literally a few hours prior, there was a large earthquake in New Zealand. My mouth dropped and I really started to wonder what my prompts yesterday mean and how I can find out! Today was a pretty rough day..several bad situations, but it ended with me finding a white feather at the end of my work day. It made me smile and I felt comforted
I guess my problem is that when things like this happen to me, I get scared and I don't know why. I know in my heart that my "angels" would never do anything to harm me, but my head can't get over the presense of something beyond my understanding. How do I get over this fear, and what is the next step to communicating effectively without letting the fear get in the way? If anyone reading this has ever felt the same way about fearing what is going on, how did you overcome this? Would love to hear back!!!
