Let me start at the beginning...
My name is Melissa. I am almost 27 years old. Married to my soul-mate and I have 3 amazing little girls. When I was 7, I lost my baby sister to a rare form of children's cancer. It was something like.. a million to one odds of getting it and there was no cure, still no cure today.
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Immediately after her passing, I began having unexplainable experiences. I never heard her, but I knew she was around me. I was spooked at my ability to see what I was being shown and I blocked it out... It wasn't until I was a teenager that I began becoming more curious about what I had purposely shut out that I decided to open myself up again. When this happened, I found that I was able to read others extremely well. I knew about events that happened in their lives, I could describe family members to them that had passed on. I could make that connection. I don't know what to call it, and frankly I think I like it better that it doesn't have a name. I just know that I can and that is perfect for me
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I can walk into a room and feel if someone is there that I cannot see with my eyes. Sometimes this spooks me, other times I am alright with it. I wonder if I am afraid of what I can do so I keep it contained.. I started seeing 11:11 and other numbers 1:11 and 3:33 such a loong time ago, I cannot pin point the exact time. I know that this is not just a coincidence, but I also don't know what to do with it.
I have "swung by" this forum before just as a visitor, and now I come back as a member. There is a reason I am here, and Im hoping some of you can offer me some type of guidance on what is it that I should be doing. I get the prompts... but what do I do with it!?
Thanks so much for listening
Melissa
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