Me and life
Posted: Sun Aug 15, 2010 9:25 am
I don't even know how to start here so I will meander until I hit my stride lol. I grew up extremely religious and took all teaching totally to heart. My mother died when I was 18 of a long bout of cancer and it changed my perspecitive of religion irrefutably.
I lost faith in all the teachings of my church.
From there I became more open to learning all I could about other faiths and because I was a horror movie fan, about anything that was interesting and informative on either side of the fence of perceived evil or good.
From all of this, I became more knowledgable about what could be out there but never took up "one" religion or way of thinking. I always remained open to anything may be real. I've had too many weird and unexplainable things happen in my life to ever discount anything.
As I grew up with the 10 commandments and it was ingrained in me, I figured as long as I followed that as a way of life, I should be ok in the finality of my life, no matter what the other side may be. I also added rules as I went along because society changed and some of the commandments just didn't cover it. Like accepting everyone as a person first, then see their different upbringings as a way of understanding and learning.
My family knows and accepts that I sometimes know things like the sex of their child or if something is going to happen to someone. These gifts run in our family.
In the last three years I went through a series of extremely life altering events that forced me to change everything I expected was a constant in my life and put me on a new path. I literally went through hell but am strong and forged a new life from it.
I started seeing 11:11 on my clock at the time I was starting to feel more secure again. I discounted it while having stranger than normal things happen. I'd be walking down a staircase and miss my footing, thinking oh no! But find myself at the bottom with the distinct feeling of someone carried me down the stairs by putting their hands under my arms.
When I first experienced this, someone gave me a site to check out and I did. It was a site that said extraterrstials wanted to contact us and help us with our planet. I pulled up info that made me laugh in disbelief because it was too over the top in fanaticism on religion.
Meanwhile the 11:11 kept coming up.
I met someone else who was experiencing the 11:11 phenominem so I googled it. Holy rubbish! To find so many others are also experiencing the same thing is crazy but makes sense at the same time. I totally believe in coincidences. So here I am, responding because so far, this site seems ok and really seems to care.
I haven't checked all yet here but I will. I just wanted to give a little of my history to show, yeah, this phenomenom is totally real.
I lost faith in all the teachings of my church.
From there I became more open to learning all I could about other faiths and because I was a horror movie fan, about anything that was interesting and informative on either side of the fence of perceived evil or good.
From all of this, I became more knowledgable about what could be out there but never took up "one" religion or way of thinking. I always remained open to anything may be real. I've had too many weird and unexplainable things happen in my life to ever discount anything.
As I grew up with the 10 commandments and it was ingrained in me, I figured as long as I followed that as a way of life, I should be ok in the finality of my life, no matter what the other side may be. I also added rules as I went along because society changed and some of the commandments just didn't cover it. Like accepting everyone as a person first, then see their different upbringings as a way of understanding and learning.
My family knows and accepts that I sometimes know things like the sex of their child or if something is going to happen to someone. These gifts run in our family.
In the last three years I went through a series of extremely life altering events that forced me to change everything I expected was a constant in my life and put me on a new path. I literally went through hell but am strong and forged a new life from it.
I started seeing 11:11 on my clock at the time I was starting to feel more secure again. I discounted it while having stranger than normal things happen. I'd be walking down a staircase and miss my footing, thinking oh no! But find myself at the bottom with the distinct feeling of someone carried me down the stairs by putting their hands under my arms.
When I first experienced this, someone gave me a site to check out and I did. It was a site that said extraterrstials wanted to contact us and help us with our planet. I pulled up info that made me laugh in disbelief because it was too over the top in fanaticism on religion.
Meanwhile the 11:11 kept coming up.
I met someone else who was experiencing the 11:11 phenominem so I googled it. Holy rubbish! To find so many others are also experiencing the same thing is crazy but makes sense at the same time. I totally believe in coincidences. So here I am, responding because so far, this site seems ok and really seems to care.
I haven't checked all yet here but I will. I just wanted to give a little of my history to show, yeah, this phenomenom is totally real.
hello and welcome to the site Panther 