I have visited this site on and off for about 4 years now, the first visit shortly after a psychic informed me that I should Google it..funny thing is she talked to me in the store for a while and charged me the minimum 5 dollar requirement. She had been right about me having saw the 11:11, but when I came here and learned about the electronic device manipulation..I really started to believe something was trying to communicate with me.. or has been for a long time. I did not register nor sign up for the mailing list until a few months ago when I subscribed to get some very insightful messages. My wife has also subscribed to the list and she has been pleased with the messages we receive.
Now here is what I really wanted to share/ask/whatever
When I was deployed in Iraq from 2004-2005 my grandfather passed away, but it took a miracle for me to go back and see him since he was my grandfather. Somehow I got the order to be allowed to go see him, which till this day baffles me. When I got back to Iraq, I had an intense series of dreams that took place on circular platforms.. and I was having a profound discussion/possibly teaching with something (I cannot for the life of me remember its intentions). After Iraq I found myself in Hawaii.. a place that for some reason did not feel right (but it sure did look right), and about a year later everything in my life came apart. In 2008 I began what I consider 'waking up'.. and I started seeing the 11:11 more frequently, and sometimes on cue.. one day while reading some posts on this site I began to question whatever it was to be a little more specific and my comp had a power outage. Since that day my dreams and sleep have been altered, I feel as if though I am working at night =)
I was immediately scared and decided to forget the 11:11 thing and focus on school, which for the past 2 years I have. Funny thing is I ended up studying History/Anthropology with a focus on Atlantic/Caribbean histories. I found out me and my wife are having a baby which we had been waiting for a long time. Everything had been going great until this past year when I began searching for a house and began feeling I was being punished for not doing something right (still have that feeling). I began encountering hurdles that I would expect, but not at the intensity and magnitude they came at me. I felt blessed and protected, but I complained and complained. Then I ended up here one night and decided to give myself up to whatever I can do to assist in any capacity, but again I got a little hesitant and did not buy the CD.
Lately whatever has been guiding me has let me a little loose again (I felt like I was a leaf in the wind for 2 years good grades etc). My transmission on my car went out, medicaid rejected my wife for me making 50 dollars more than the 150% poverty level, and just an overall feeling of being lost.
Boom the 11:11 5 times last week, and I am like "what?" and today when I check my bank account, my trans bill (parts)..as in a single charge for 2,222.22 - This is shortly after I had a conversation with my aunt about God, Job(from bible), and patience. Somehow I feel like I am on the right track again.. but like on my last straw with people who have either vouched for me in another level or are tired with me.
So I guess the long story short.. Appreciate what you have, be patient, and help others.. our society is so overcrowded with people ready to swindle others just to get ahead on earthly posessions. It is so sad that we fail to take care of each other with the capacity for love and consideration we have.
to be continued if allowed
Moises
A leaf in the wind
Throwing out positive energy and Light has more power than we can imagine at this time. Beautiful Helen and her Divine Self just reminded us of that.
I think this one struck a chord with Sammy too on another thread. Yes..positive physical work is required on all our parts but lets also remember the work we can do every day in sharing our spirit self and the love within for the benefits of our Earth Mother ...Urantia... Gaia. It is very much needed right now. 
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And when and if you do, remember many of us have been there as well at this exciting point in the center of the road... wondering which direction to go...wondering where this will lead...wondering what is down the road for me?... Take it slow...take it one day at a time, following the path with the most love and you won't loose your way... 
