I've been seeing the 11 11 for probably around 6-7 years now

A few years ago i tried meditation for a while,which was great until one day I heard something call my name


I must admit it really freaked me out as it was soooo clear and i couldn't mistake it.
Because of this i havnt done it since

Ive carried on seeing these and other numbers,but the last few days it hasnt stopped...11:11,12:12,13:13 ect on everything shopping reciepts giving change off 11:11 and coming to 11:11 lots of times a day.
Ive read things on here about doing meditation but im so scared from my past exsperience

Please if anyone could thrw some light on what the voice i heard could be or how i should go about what i should be doing next,i would really appreciate it
God Bless
Donna