So is it a warning or an agreement?
Posted: Tue Dec 01, 2009 4:27 pm
Hey there I'm new here,
I have a very deep desire to fix a friendship that went sour, very sour. It teared me apart for many month already. And I have a very deep desire to fix it.
Of course its a about broken hearts and lost trust. But I don't wanna fix the hearts, I wanna fix the friendship.
Now strangely when it comes to that person I regulary experience the 11:11 or 1:11 in a very odd way.
I must say that I'm a very emotional person, not at all religious, but I am pretty good with logic. As it comes with my job as a programmer.
So most of the time I just filed it under 'coincidence'.
But now I must say that there are too many coincidences to be mere coincidences.
It regualry happens that whenever I see these numbers, I think of that person. Now to no suprise, I think of her almost all day, for many month now.
So that doesnt have to mean anything.
One of the 11:11 stories, connected to that is this:
When I think very very strong of her. And have an idea to do a certain action that might help me on this almost impossible endeavour. I play it all through in my head, get lost in thought and awake with the strong feeling: Yeah thats right, you gotta do that and you got to do it soon. I'm totally motivated and I'm sure its the right thing to do. And then my eyes trace over any clock, alarm clock, windows clock, cell clock...whatever. And I see these numbers: 11:11 or 1:11. And then I start to wonder, if they exist, what do they tell me? YES do it? or Nooooo don't! It freaks me out already. 4 times in the last 3 days that happend. And they all took me by surprise. It's not like I'm waiting for that time of day.
So I don't wanna go too much into detail. Just is it a warning sign? or is it a "You're on the right track" sign? How would anyone know? Should I just take my 50/50 chances on it?
I have a very deep desire to fix a friendship that went sour, very sour. It teared me apart for many month already. And I have a very deep desire to fix it.
Of course its a about broken hearts and lost trust. But I don't wanna fix the hearts, I wanna fix the friendship.
Now strangely when it comes to that person I regulary experience the 11:11 or 1:11 in a very odd way.
I must say that I'm a very emotional person, not at all religious, but I am pretty good with logic. As it comes with my job as a programmer.
So most of the time I just filed it under 'coincidence'.
But now I must say that there are too many coincidences to be mere coincidences.
It regualry happens that whenever I see these numbers, I think of that person. Now to no suprise, I think of her almost all day, for many month now.
So that doesnt have to mean anything.
One of the 11:11 stories, connected to that is this:
When I think very very strong of her. And have an idea to do a certain action that might help me on this almost impossible endeavour. I play it all through in my head, get lost in thought and awake with the strong feeling: Yeah thats right, you gotta do that and you got to do it soon. I'm totally motivated and I'm sure its the right thing to do. And then my eyes trace over any clock, alarm clock, windows clock, cell clock...whatever. And I see these numbers: 11:11 or 1:11. And then I start to wonder, if they exist, what do they tell me? YES do it? or Nooooo don't! It freaks me out already. 4 times in the last 3 days that happend. And they all took me by surprise. It's not like I'm waiting for that time of day.
So I don't wanna go too much into detail. Just is it a warning sign? or is it a "You're on the right track" sign? How would anyone know? Should I just take my 50/50 chances on it?