A little perplexed...
Posted: Fri Oct 02, 2009 7:27 pm
Hello all,
This morning was my first time in my Akashic Library. I had been designing it in my head for awhile now (I guess that's the Interior Designer in me! lol) so it was fairly easy to settle in.
So this being the first time using track 3 on the CD, I didn't really know what to expect, When it was time for me to welcome someone into the library, a young woman came out of the elevator. Right away it seemed to me that she was a midwayer. I asked her name, and she told me the name Matilda.
*When I am in these states, I can see, but sometimes not everything is 100% clear - sometimes it's kind of foggy, but I can still see what's there.*
I couldn't see her smiling face clearly, but she was wearing a white and gold robe and had brown sholder-length hair, and bangs going all the way across. (I remember thinking - "Wow, she has such a modern hairstyle!" lol )
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Now going back to a few nights ago:
I was lying in bed, and before I drifted off to sleep, I asked for the name of a celestial that was around me - trying to make contact in some way.
And just before I fell asleep, I heard the name "Matilda. My name is Matilda. Your (she said either 'guide' or 'guardian'...I can't remember at the moment.)"
After hearing that, my eyes POPPED open because I had heard the name so clearly. "...Matilda???" I just said to myself. I was so surprised and wasn't sure what to make of it. I pondered the name for a short time, then fell asleep.
I didn't really think about it much after that, but I suppose it's been in the back of my mind - wanting to know who this being is.
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I know that there are many many helpers, and not all are known, but has anyone come in contact with anyone named Matilda? (lol I thought it was worth a shot, asking.)
Anyway, more happened while I was in my library, but I guess I will break it up into pieces. For the time being, I am very curious about this experience I had. It has left me a little perplexed and I'm not sure why. Things like this have happened to me before, so I don't know why it is bothering me so much. Not "bothering" in a bad way, I just can't get it out of my mind.
I guess part of me just questions whether or not I am making things up in my mind or if I really experienced meeting her in my library today. I wasn't at all expecting her, but it felt real.
Sorry for such a looong message, but I just felt like I had to explain everything...
Thank you to all who have taken the time to read this. I hope this wasn't too confusing to understand.
With love,
Kendra
This morning was my first time in my Akashic Library. I had been designing it in my head for awhile now (I guess that's the Interior Designer in me! lol) so it was fairly easy to settle in.
So this being the first time using track 3 on the CD, I didn't really know what to expect, When it was time for me to welcome someone into the library, a young woman came out of the elevator. Right away it seemed to me that she was a midwayer. I asked her name, and she told me the name Matilda.
*When I am in these states, I can see, but sometimes not everything is 100% clear - sometimes it's kind of foggy, but I can still see what's there.*
I couldn't see her smiling face clearly, but she was wearing a white and gold robe and had brown sholder-length hair, and bangs going all the way across. (I remember thinking - "Wow, she has such a modern hairstyle!" lol )
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Now going back to a few nights ago:
I was lying in bed, and before I drifted off to sleep, I asked for the name of a celestial that was around me - trying to make contact in some way.
And just before I fell asleep, I heard the name "Matilda. My name is Matilda. Your (she said either 'guide' or 'guardian'...I can't remember at the moment.)"
After hearing that, my eyes POPPED open because I had heard the name so clearly. "...Matilda???" I just said to myself. I was so surprised and wasn't sure what to make of it. I pondered the name for a short time, then fell asleep.
I didn't really think about it much after that, but I suppose it's been in the back of my mind - wanting to know who this being is.
--------------------
I know that there are many many helpers, and not all are known, but has anyone come in contact with anyone named Matilda? (lol I thought it was worth a shot, asking.)
Anyway, more happened while I was in my library, but I guess I will break it up into pieces. For the time being, I am very curious about this experience I had. It has left me a little perplexed and I'm not sure why. Things like this have happened to me before, so I don't know why it is bothering me so much. Not "bothering" in a bad way, I just can't get it out of my mind.
I guess part of me just questions whether or not I am making things up in my mind or if I really experienced meeting her in my library today. I wasn't at all expecting her, but it felt real.
Sorry for such a looong message, but I just felt like I had to explain everything...
Thank you to all who have taken the time to read this. I hope this wasn't too confusing to understand.
With love,
Kendra