No accidents in this world
Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 6:00 am
I feel like i just discovered a new planet. Im very happy that there is a site like this for all of us I have been seeing 11:11 everyday for about two years but i just thought it was a wishing time, just cause i never took the time to look deeper. My turmoil began on 04/10/09 when my cousin accused me of putting a gun to his freinds head( they were both drunk and on cocaine).Here's how it started I was very intoxicated on alcohol home alone(as always) I was falling asleep on my couch when i heard and felt someone banging on my window I was so drunk and half asleep that my mind told me "Grab the gun" although a little voice in my head told me not to. I opened the door with a BB gun ( looks identical to a real gun, I hate It) in my hand and noticed it was my cousins freind whom i knew. I dont remember pointing the gun but i do remember having the gun in my hand. I opened the door and apologized again and again for what had happend and then i see my cousin stumbling in behind him not realizing what had just happend( he did'nt see anything that happend).They both came inside and we talked like nothing had happend. I thought it was over with and fell asleep. When i wake up the next morning i look at my cell phone and i had one missed call from my cousin the message was how could you pull a gun on my freind we will have to take care of this, there will be gun shots. I immidietly called him and told him he had called and left a message to the wrong person. He said No i left it for you and we are going to take care of this. I have never been in a physical fight in all my life not once so i was very nervous and scared. I called him and told him that we had to talk about this and to come over ASAP i waited for him to come over and as soon as he did I told him that i would have never pulled a gun on him if i knew it was him and that we are blood and i would never do anything to hurt him. He out of the blue punched me in cheekbone and began wailing in me, me having never been in a fight I just covered my face as best as I could and took all his punches never even atttempting to left my hand to strike him. I knew that i had brought this upon myself and that i deserved to get hit. After the fight my cousin came inside and we had a couple of beers. I was fine for about two weeks then i started having these very paranoid thoughts that my cousin was going to come over and kill me or that he was sitting at home with his freind plotting against me. About two weeks after this incident he called me to come over his house to have a bar-b-que I went and all was fine but even then i still felt that "more was coming" i felt that everything had happend to fast and that it was'nt over yet. I started going to church alot and now i go everyday compared to before when o would go once a year if even that Then on May 5th i vowed to stop drinking at least for a month. that while week i stopped drinking i started noticing that i would wake up every morning at 4:44 am and then after that at 5:55 So on Monday morning i decided to type 4:44 into google and like a sign from above the first website was 1111 Spirit Guardians. Ever since then it has been a bright and beautiful new world. I finally found the answer to why i kept seeing 4:44 my baby sister passed away when she was two monhs old from heart problems i was bout 5. her birthday is 4/4/92 which equals 4/4/11 it was her all along trying to comfort me letting me know she was watching me. Sorry for the long post but my heart could no longer hold. Thank You and bless our angels
... but anyway glad to hear you are being contacted by the midwayers and angels via your little sister....
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