unsure =\
Posted: Fri May 08, 2009 12:00 pm
Ok so I’m kinda a bit freaked out.
I’ve received prompts before but never on this level. Once every couple of months or so but since March I’ve been getting them at least every day, it started after I finished classes at university, in the UK we have a month holiday then we come back for finals, while I was home for the holiday I was getting the 1:11 prompt on clocks, the power cut out the first night I was home. All the clocks in the house reset to 01:11 instead of 00:00.
Recently I’ve been sick, I keep fainting and they can’t exactly work out why, doctors can’t quite work out why, though I’ve been losing weight like mad…all in all that plus my finals I’ve been beyond stressed out. I’ve had a history of BiPolar disorder so you know, they now think I might have an eating disorder and that I’m lying to doctors, which I most certainly am not I LIKE my food! The meds I was prescribed the batch number ended in 1111. Since then its been just little things dotted around, like the price of my shopping came to £11.11 in the supermarket. Then my laptop crashed with an error number 1111.
The last two weeks however I’ve been feeling depressed (whoo this sounds like an emo letter or something) sometimes it just happens, I can’t explain why I feel that way the chemicals in my head just decide to go to strike. However last night, I had possibly the most vivid dream of my life. I was asleep in my dorm room, dreaming I was asleep in my dorm room. So I’m dreaming I’m trying to get to sleep, or either I was trying to get to sleep and this was real I’m not sure which, I’m going with dream because its less freaky. I was in bed and there was something in the room and I’m not sure what it was, the temperature in the room went up, which was nice because my rooms cold and my university hasn’t heard of central heating. Anyway I’m trying to get to sleep and there is something in the room, next thing I know its beside me and shaking me awake. I wake up, roll over and go back to sleep and my phone rings. So I pick it up and the phone and the number is 077777771111 so I pick up and there is silence and go back to sleep.
Later on I wake up again, look at the clock its 1:11am and my phone beeps, a text message, there number again is 077777771111 and the text is blank.
So I go back to sleep. I woke up this morning, checked my phone nothing there so I figure it’s a dream. I did a little poking around about 11:11 and ended up here. I don’t know if someone is trying to tell me something. My dorm rooms always crept me out slightly, there’s 200 of us living in an old Victorian building, so I figured out something must have happened here in the 100 years to imprint some kind of presence. More then one and not all exactly comforting. I’ve often just felt weird things in my room, like I’m being watched, my friends have commented how the temperature changes in my room, it will go from being warm to freezing cold in a split second.
In 2005 I took an overdose, it was a tough time and thank God that its all behind me now but I was lucky my sister found me in time however in the hospital one of the nurses made a comment that was a bit strange – at least to me; ‘you are one lucky little thing, you were touched by an angel.’
I have no idea what is going on and to be honest, I’m a little freaked out… =\
I’ve received prompts before but never on this level. Once every couple of months or so but since March I’ve been getting them at least every day, it started after I finished classes at university, in the UK we have a month holiday then we come back for finals, while I was home for the holiday I was getting the 1:11 prompt on clocks, the power cut out the first night I was home. All the clocks in the house reset to 01:11 instead of 00:00.
Recently I’ve been sick, I keep fainting and they can’t exactly work out why, doctors can’t quite work out why, though I’ve been losing weight like mad…all in all that plus my finals I’ve been beyond stressed out. I’ve had a history of BiPolar disorder so you know, they now think I might have an eating disorder and that I’m lying to doctors, which I most certainly am not I LIKE my food! The meds I was prescribed the batch number ended in 1111. Since then its been just little things dotted around, like the price of my shopping came to £11.11 in the supermarket. Then my laptop crashed with an error number 1111.
The last two weeks however I’ve been feeling depressed (whoo this sounds like an emo letter or something) sometimes it just happens, I can’t explain why I feel that way the chemicals in my head just decide to go to strike. However last night, I had possibly the most vivid dream of my life. I was asleep in my dorm room, dreaming I was asleep in my dorm room. So I’m dreaming I’m trying to get to sleep, or either I was trying to get to sleep and this was real I’m not sure which, I’m going with dream because its less freaky. I was in bed and there was something in the room and I’m not sure what it was, the temperature in the room went up, which was nice because my rooms cold and my university hasn’t heard of central heating. Anyway I’m trying to get to sleep and there is something in the room, next thing I know its beside me and shaking me awake. I wake up, roll over and go back to sleep and my phone rings. So I pick it up and the phone and the number is 077777771111 so I pick up and there is silence and go back to sleep.
Later on I wake up again, look at the clock its 1:11am and my phone beeps, a text message, there number again is 077777771111 and the text is blank.
So I go back to sleep. I woke up this morning, checked my phone nothing there so I figure it’s a dream. I did a little poking around about 11:11 and ended up here. I don’t know if someone is trying to tell me something. My dorm rooms always crept me out slightly, there’s 200 of us living in an old Victorian building, so I figured out something must have happened here in the 100 years to imprint some kind of presence. More then one and not all exactly comforting. I’ve often just felt weird things in my room, like I’m being watched, my friends have commented how the temperature changes in my room, it will go from being warm to freezing cold in a split second.
In 2005 I took an overdose, it was a tough time and thank God that its all behind me now but I was lucky my sister found me in time however in the hospital one of the nurses made a comment that was a bit strange – at least to me; ‘you are one lucky little thing, you were touched by an angel.’
I have no idea what is going on and to be honest, I’m a little freaked out… =\
