Newbie needs advice - Please...11.11 & 3.00am / 3.33am!!
Posted: Thu Mar 12, 2009 9:26 pm
Hi...I've only just registered after yet another sleepless night! My whole family (Myself & Partner & 4yr old child - D.O.B 11/11/04) seem to have some strange affinity with 3am &/or 3.33am. Most nights we wake up bang on, or at 4am...this has been going on for almost a year now...even when we are apart (interstate)...we know when the other has been awake!. We've always noted the 11.11 time & numbers popping up everywhere...and thought it was a nice thing, because it was our childs birthdate, and rememberance day...never associating it with any spiritual link. But the awakening in the last few months, after moving into a new house, has become a little freaky & sometimes even scary. My partner has let out some loud noises...almost animal!..and said he was having some rather strange...& dare I say evil dreams...at the 3am when we've had to get up...and stay up! I believe my daughter is quite special and has 'friends' who she talks to...from a very young age she has had 'imaginary friends'...and I have always encouraged her to talk about it. But lately she has become very guarded...and says that her friends are 'shy from me'...I was sitting at the dining table the other night with her, with my head down...when I noticed what I thought was a shadow of an insect fly across the table & over my head. My daughter asked if I saw it...I said no. She said..."That was Alexander, my friend!"...She told me sometimes she sees her friends as shadows...and sometimes 'as real'. I'm not sure if any of this is connected...but I simply don't know who to talk to about all this stuff without sounding crazy!! Some nights when we wake up...I find myself almost chanting (in my head) "This is my family, this is my light...my light is white"...I have no idea where this is coming from! I feel like I am having to protect my family from intruders or something!? Sometimes it can help take the sense of fear & anxiety away...and help me get back to sleep. I guess, without reading anyone elses posts...I would like to know what other people think about this. Is it simply a case of needing a lavender oil hot bath before bedtime...or could there be a little more to it??!!
I want to believe/partner is skeptic...even with all this stuff happening/want to nurture childs gifts...but don't know how
Any/All practicle advice welcome :-)
I want to believe/partner is skeptic...even with all this stuff happening/want to nurture childs gifts...but don't know how
Any/All practicle advice welcome :-)