MY FIRST EXPERIENCE!!!!!!
Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 8:18 pm
Last night was my first AC experience (well, sort of, few days ago, while doing the 2nd meditation, I was briefly shown a bed with a patient on it, a spiritual being healing that patient and a celestial being sitting and watching. I thought the healing spirit was me, but now I’m not sure. This was very brief, almost a glimpse of something, but it sure gave me something to think about)
Anyway, last night, after doing my 2nd meditation, I felt I should go ahead and do 3rd part (even though I have not practiced diligently for a week).
It was all sort of fuzzy, I was ‘split’ between seeing things and being aware of my mind questioning the validity of this experience.
Anyway, when I got off the elevator a gentlemen greeted me BUT not the gentlemen that I EXPECTED (I expected my guide), so I thought hmmmm………this is interesting.
He showed me to a room where I was greeted by a childhood friend who was killed in a terrible car accident over a decade ago. Her and I have not seen each other for over 30 years!!!! I have often thought of her for some reason. She was my favourite childhood friend.
Anyway, I did not expect her, she had/has this incredibly long, blonde hair (just like an angel) and as she said ‘we’ve been waiting for you’ I kept thinking ‘this is not real, it’s my head talking again’. All of this was not very clear, it was fuzzy, (probably due to my mind at work…….lol).
I think she (her name is Monica) said ‘the connection isn’t all that clear”. But she kept on talking. I don’t even know what the heck she said because I was looking at her and thinking ‘this is not real, it’s my brain’!!!
At one point, she handed me a book, thick, brown leather bound book. I opened it and it was empty. All the pages were blank. So I asked her ‘why blank?’ and she told me that it was “for me to write it”
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The next thing I remember was when she said ‘we have about 1 minute left’, and I just clung to her, wanting more and more and suddenly I felt this incredible PUSH, like she pushed me away and the next thing I heard was Georges’s voice. The “push” was so strong, my heart started to race like crazy and I almost got scared. My heart felt like it was going to jump out of my chest.
Does this sound like a real experience or is my mind proudly at work here??? …………lol
Anyway, last night, after doing my 2nd meditation, I felt I should go ahead and do 3rd part (even though I have not practiced diligently for a week).
It was all sort of fuzzy, I was ‘split’ between seeing things and being aware of my mind questioning the validity of this experience.
Anyway, when I got off the elevator a gentlemen greeted me BUT not the gentlemen that I EXPECTED (I expected my guide), so I thought hmmmm………this is interesting.
He showed me to a room where I was greeted by a childhood friend who was killed in a terrible car accident over a decade ago. Her and I have not seen each other for over 30 years!!!! I have often thought of her for some reason. She was my favourite childhood friend.
Anyway, I did not expect her, she had/has this incredibly long, blonde hair (just like an angel) and as she said ‘we’ve been waiting for you’ I kept thinking ‘this is not real, it’s my head talking again’. All of this was not very clear, it was fuzzy, (probably due to my mind at work…….lol).
I think she (her name is Monica) said ‘the connection isn’t all that clear”. But she kept on talking. I don’t even know what the heck she said because I was looking at her and thinking ‘this is not real, it’s my brain’!!!
At one point, she handed me a book, thick, brown leather bound book. I opened it and it was empty. All the pages were blank. So I asked her ‘why blank?’ and she told me that it was “for me to write it”
.
The next thing I remember was when she said ‘we have about 1 minute left’, and I just clung to her, wanting more and more and suddenly I felt this incredible PUSH, like she pushed me away and the next thing I heard was Georges’s voice. The “push” was so strong, my heart started to race like crazy and I almost got scared. My heart felt like it was going to jump out of my chest.
Does this sound like a real experience or is my mind proudly at work here??? …………lol