i have a question about something that happened to me
Posted: Tue Dec 23, 2008 3:43 am
hello 2 days ago i was dreaming that i was singing a song about me wanting the truth i was singing with all my heart going ''quiero el camino a la verdad'' (youknow) as soon as i was finished singing my dad woke me up telling me i have a call from jesus. lol i knew the symbolism this had, i took the call from jesus(a friend who does'nt really give me a sense of peace) and this call ended up in a fight just clarifying that he indeed had caused me harm before (long story). well a few minutes later my brother calls because he needed a ride to the house from speaking rock casino (he was there with jesus watching ravens cowboys game). A day passed and i was contemplating about how i got a call from jesus just after dreaming that i wanted truth, i was also contemplating how 11:11 or 10:10 always appearing when i had doubts about things kinda like angels of god telling me ''hey look just stop worrying'' as i was contemplating all this i thought about the calls i got, i actually thought. ''if the whole dream i had and the call were synchronized by the real Jesus just to tell me something then the time of the calls may be significant'' so i looked at the caller id just to check the time of the calls. i checked and saw that my brother had called me at 10:11
jesus (my 'friend'
) called me at 10:05. After all this was a call from Jesus
But here is a question to all of you i need your insight esecially George's. Just today i was trying to meditate for about 20 minutes just as i was suggested to do so but i wasn't very succesful and eventually just fell asleep. in the sleep i had a terrible feeling all over my body like it was frozen and being controlled by satan i even growled at some point and this wasnt even a dream i remember thinking o yeah i got you kinda like saying oh yeah so it was you who had been causing me harm (the harm is a long story) but yeah i felt the presense of the devil but wasnt really afraid when it went away i invite it back just to check how real it was it came back and when it did i tried o levitate from laying down didn't do it but i felt my left leg being picked up by some force that wasn't me, i tell you it didn't feel like a dream because when the growling came i remember being conscious of it that was when i thought 'i got you'. ....What was this it felt horrible please answer back at this point i am very very confused about what 'truth' is


