Oh Sandy,,,
Your are toooooo funny
sweeping in my AC....
not likely m'dear,,,,I made sure I put in automatic dusters and vacumes,,
it's the only place I can go and not think about that....
It's like even right at this moment,,,while I'm typing, eyes open,,,I can have this picture in my mind,,,of going down the steps,,,walking around, peeping around corners,,,checking out my desk,,,but it's like I'm seeing it from afar....I see me,,as someone else there, although I know it's me...
I just can't seem to get 'into it',,,,I'm visioning from afar....but as you say, when I least expect it....it's 'bam' - in and out - and back to seeing it from afar....
only once when doing a healing did I feel like someone else was there guiding my hands,,,,then it was like looking through my eyes,,,in there...
fortunately I'm passed being frustrated about it....it's just...oh well,,,this is what's going on today...
I went to bed last night and put on the AC,,,,and got as far as the leaf/feather going into the light blue,,,,,,,,then I woke up this a.m. headphones still on....
I don't think I've ever mentioned this to George,,,but here's a funny for you....
when he says you start coming down through the colours (which are the chakra colours),,,,my first 'block' was.....
How can I float down through red,,,,when red is the base chakra and at the bottom... I should be floating 'up' or going down through the violet then purple.....
besides that,,,,I could no more see colour all around me,,,,let alone taste it, smell it,, feel it.......Oh the problems I created for myself..
I have to say though,,,,,with practise,,,,hmm hmmm, it is getting abit better....but I have to pick a colour from something,,,,like an orange,,,or the sun,,,or the ocean,,,to get the colours ''''far off in the distance'''''.
So tell me,,,,do you really get to see and feel like you're actually in your AC,,,,,,or do you ever see it from a distance????
One really good one though,,,was I read Georges "Flight of the Eagle",,,
and I put it on a tape so I could listen.....well, off I went up the hill,,,poised on the edge,,,,,could 'see' my feathers.....and quite happily, lifted off from there.....flying over the beaches and landing on them was really a treat.....I loved the coloured rocks and shaking the water off my wings,,,,then off again.....I should do that one more I think....but when I get to the 4 benches,,,,,my mind,,,steps in....I see nothing in the mirrors, cuz I'm trying to physically think of what I should see...
so now you know what I like my Eagle Avi more than most....perhaps I should try that tape today....
love ya,,,sis
xoxoxoxo