Hi, Im a major fan of Sylvia Browne, I have some 12 books writen by her (and her spirit guide Francine)
I have to say and I really mean this when I say it, that I really owe my life to Sylvia Browne and the begining of my spirituality which has taken me to this point in my life, and without it I not only wouldnt be here (that is what I believe) I wouldnt have met the man I met 2 months ago.
It all started some 5 years ago, my then husband walked out on my leaving me with 5 children (3 under the age of 1) I was a total wreck in every way possible. No one knew the hell i was going through and on the outside I put on such a front that no one knew the complete misery I was feeling. Every night after the kids went to sleep, I would sit in the corner of my lounge room with a bottle of wine and and a knife in the other, trying to get up the courage to end my pain
I was never strong enough thank God. and also my children and the thought of them being alone without me made it that much more harder to go through with it.
Anyway... one day i was at a shop and they had some books on sale out the front and in a daze just wondering around trying to look for something to occupy my mind other than my depression, I saw a book that 'looked' special. It was titled 'Blessings from the other side' by Syliva Browne, I'd never heard of her before, but I always had an interest in psychics and the afterlife.
I read the back and it sounded somewhat interesting, so i bought it.
As soon as I got home I started to read the book, more or less to do something to take my mind off my day to day life.
Well.... I never put that book down, I read well over half that book that day, and there were some parts of that book where I just bawled my eyes out. I cried and cried, not because I was sad but I was just so happy and emotional that I was reading a book that gave me the answers to 'My life'
The answers like, why am I here, why am I going through this Hell in my life (for a second time, ie second husband) I just didnt understand why I was going through all this misery in my life and why was it that others had happy fullfilling lives ?
Subconsciensly I was looking for an answer but felt there was no 'real' answer out there for me, till I read this book.
It truely was a blessing from the other side !
After reading it and many many tears later, I felt like a humongous weight had been lifted from my shoulders... I so wanted to ring Sylvia or write to her and say .... hey you saved my life or at least saved my sanity.
I now more than ever before know why Im going through the things I have and will go through. I understand that my soul is learning and experiencing and everything good and bad in my life was and is meant to happen and I wouldnt have put it in my lifes chart if I couldnt cope.
Im a huge believer in fate, and I believe that there is a time and a place for everything, and the time for me to find that book was spot on ! I was at a very low stage in my life with young children I should have been happy and contented, but I wasnt.
I found that book not because I was looking for a 'self help' book or anything of that nature because reading a book was the last thing on my mind. But it was the time for me to 'read' and to finally 'know and understand ME'
I now love myself more than ever, and since that day I bought that boook, Ive believed more than ever.
Sylvia has a saying..... 'Take what you want and leave the rest'
If it sounds right or true it probably is, if it doesnt then it probably isnt.
This not only sounded true, but it felt so RIGHT.
I love my life, sure its still crappy at times and there are people that come into my life to raise hell again, but hey.. I can deal with it now!
This is a test that I bestowed upon my, not only writen by me on the other side before I incarnated, but also by my guardian Angels and my spirit guides (Rises with the Sun is one of them)
Heck, I even feel smart
I know more than the average Joe out there, I may not be a Scientist, but I 'know' what life is all about, and the most important thing (well there are lots of important things) I can handle life now, where before I couldnt.
I met a man a couple of months ago, my first spirital partner.... And he SO GETS ME ! and thats fantastic, and I also GET HIM and he thinks that is fantastic too.
We look at each other and we just smile
because we 'know' and we 'beleive'
I nearly fell off my chair during the first week I knew him when he mentioned in an email if I ever saw the number sequence 11:11 He said he see's it often, or the number 8:38 keeps popping up lately.
Ive just started seeing 12:12, and its so cool to see different number sequences.
Just the other day I looked at the time and it read 11:01 and the very next time I looked at it it read 11:11 and 11 seconds !
As i mentioned Ive got many of Sylvia Brownes books, all are just fantastic, one off the top of my head which is great book to read more than once (and I do read a lot of them more than once) is a book called 'Souls Perfection'
I am also a fan of Doreen Virtue, I have about 8 or 9 of her books,and 3 of her Angel card sets.
If I ever have a lull or a low point in my life, I simply pick up or go out and buy another one of Sylvia Brownes books... instant pick me up and its drug free
I say Thank God for Sylvia