Good Morning everyone,
Let me get this straight...Kimmie, you cleaned before Rachel interviewed a housekeeper?

Yes, I understand as I would do the same thing. This person will probably turn down the job as they will think there will be no challenges in such a spic and span environment. When I was Marie's housekeeper I used to love cleaning her bedroom and attached bath because that was the only room where I could tell I was actually doing something. (she used baby powder up there and lots of it

) I cleaned everything dutifully anyway and she was always so appreciative. She was one of those people that was a blessing to just be around. She's left this world too and probably very busy getting everything completely organized up there.
Well, I said I would post my group meditation experience and so here we go. Bear with me.
I began by using the second part of George's Akashic Construct cd to help calm my mind for meditation. Afterward as I sat quietly visuals began to form... nature...trees and such. I realized it was our own local lake-side park. I saw a man in a baseball cap and jacket sitting on a wooden fence rail overlooking the water. I sat beside him and when he looked over at me he said, "There you are!" and I saw indeed that it was my George. We sat together for awhile and then he said, "It is beautiful here but shall we join the others now?"
We waded into the lake which became our beautiful comforting River of Love where we met up with other members of our little meditation family. There were some I had never met padding around us but I knew they belonged just as assuredly as those I've known for years and in a strange way I felt a connection with them too. a family kind of connection which I suppose is what we are shooting for for the entire world. (Big job, eh? )
We met up...and encircled someone who we all love who was in need of healing energy. George took the lead this time and we joined him, hand in hand as we looked to the heavens for our "help."
It was then we were lifted skyward from within a crystal clear light-filled bubble and taken to a place of such beauty it was impossible to describe. It was here that George bid us Adieu. I felt the hands of my celestial family as I longed to break free and follow George, but it is not allowed at this time. It was here that emotions brought me back to my own living room, calling for help as I felt so lost and alone.
I thought of Christ Michael and what he must have gone through as described in the Urantia book when losing his Father at the young ag of 14 and finding himself head of his large family.
In those moments I felt the presence of pure love and knew Christ Michael was comforting me.
He "sat" with me and I realize that when He said (as Jesus) "Let the little children come unto Me. " He wasn't just talking about littlies...no he meant all of us... we are all His children.
He told me that as young Jesus He survived and overcame the emotional turmoil of His Father's death and the responsibility thrust upon Him by communing with the First Father whose strength and advice was forth coming and self evident.
I realized again in that moment that I was not alone, set adrift in a leaky row boat without oars while a terrible storm raged all round me. In many ways that was my reality because that was the narrative that I was choosing. I can choose a new narrative where I can do more then just survive but also prosper with good things- happy things-positive things-peace flowing around me.
I felt the desire to declare...
"I am strong in faith. I am strong in love and I give my heart to Father's plan for me. (I should really declare that several times a day as I am the most forgetful of their children on this planet...) I continued with, "But I ask that please, will someone hold my hand as I hold those of my "lovies."(all of you

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I thanked and embraced the spirit of Christ Michael... This was His parting message for all of us.
"My message this day is for all of my children who feel like life has become too hard, too complicated, too choked with seemingly impossible obstacles. Do not despair! Your voices are heard despite the tempest swirling around you. Look to "the heavens" for the Light, the Heart of the Universe and empty your soul of these debilitating worries. Tell your God everything in great detail and leave it there. Return to your world, knowing that you are empowered in all your endeavours to see what you couldn't before, to hear what despair and frustration blocked, to sense and touch solutions you didn't realize were right there within your grasp.
Stand tall and allow Love to fill you top to bottom with a knowing that God 's perfect plan for you has this and more and you are safe and strong and more then enough to move forward in life and ever towards an eternity that is welcoming and wonderous in all ways.
So Love with all that you are and watch as Love becomes drawn in greater strength and resonance in your vision of who you are.
You are loved. You are Love's actuation.
Well that's about it... Sorry this is so long...
Love you guys,
Sandy