Thank you for holding the fort with your beautiful meditations. Actually I joined you today... but I wasn't terribly visual except in the beginning. I connected with Urantia as I collected and calmed my heart and energies. As often happens, I reach into a box filled with spikey rocks which on examination usually holds the word of what I am releasing on its surface. I picked up this one rock and on it was the word, grief. As I reached back to throw it into the molten lava she stopped me. and said, "This one is not for the fires... No this one is to wear around your neck because in time this un shapely prickly piece of coal will become clear and vibrant, a jewel, resonating energies and light that even in this dark form is still contained within."(well, something like that.) In the vision she placed it around my neck as a necklace and I had a vision of it clear and beautifully vibrant, much like a diamond.
When you said/ here, “Yes it's going to take time.” I felt it was similar to the lesson that Urantia was sharing with me.
As I sat quietly I sensed beings around me and work occurring on each chakra. I felt as if I had received a "tune-up" and the peace lasted for some time after mediation was completed.
I hope in the coming weeks to be a full participant in our group meditations. We're with you Kim...even if we seem to be bouncing around in our little bubbles like playful school children. So no worries.
With love,
Sandy
But I can understand that sentiment as I have dealt with it for years here on the board. In no time flat I embrace all the "lovies"( Blue Nova, Anne used to use that word a lot. 
" That is not a "spare tire" around the middle...no, just my oversized heart filled with my lovies." 
Forget it... one never knows when you will need your own feet and your wits because a cloned Tyrannosaurus Rex has broken free from his enclosure. 
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virtual family. 
