The Secret

[Petra Wilson]

Ohh, Yogananda's gone Lilly! I miss his face when you post!
Do you know he has workd his miracles tonight? Thalia has been relying on her Blue medicines for the last week and ran out! We searched the whole house for a salbutamol pump and couldb't. She was in obvious pain & distress with her breathing, and suddenly I KNEW! Yogananda was a Kriyoga expert, knew His breathing!!! So, I gave Thalia the autobiography, and told her to concerntrate on his face, the picture on the front, and pray, with complete confiction, for him to help her breathing.
Within MINUTES, she wasn't panting, wasn't sweating and experiencing belly aches!
She was looking at his picture and the change was mesmerising to witness!
She's asleep now, soundly asleep with the book right next to her face!

Phil got off the phone tonight in a bit of a state because he spent almost half an hour telling his dad to keep his money, and his dad cannot understand at all! He thinks he is ungrateful, which is why Phil is sad.
When he witnessed Thalia's 'miracle', he smiled and commented: "This is what it's all about Pet? ne?"

I am hearing her breathing right now, it is deep and rythmic and without any bubbles and wheezing, for the first time since????? can't remember!

& Pet XXX

[lilly]

Morning Pet,
I'm so glad Thalia received healing. Godbless her.
Love lilly xx

[lilly]

I've put his picture back...it's a nice one.....Love to you, Phil and the children.
lilly xxxx

[peacockplume]

Yes, thanks Lilly,,,
I've actually started reading the autobi and right at the beginning there's an experience about a picture....

so right on Pet,,,,how awesome and simple a child's belief is,,,and so complete......to be able to show us a miracle....

and a RIGHT ON !!! for Phil......

yes,,,,we know parents can be 'difficult' - sometimes,,,,but they probably came through very difficult times like their parents and I think their 'wanting to help' comes of course from the heart.....they cannot understand how you could refuse the very thing that they had to struggle so hard to get.......
( I think it's called having a blocked Base Chakra- well it's in it very solidly anyway...
and after all,,,,you want to help your kids.....it's just in a different way...

and what a miracle,,,,how cool,,,,,how truly great...
Bless All Your Hearts....

Of course you know,,,,if you're parents really want to give 'money',,,,then get them to set up Trusts, for each of the kids....
it'll keep them busy figuring out what to do with what they want to give away......

ya never know.....tell lthem to put it into gold,,,,might be the only currency that ends up having any value.....

oh my,,,please forgive my rambling on.....I was just remembering some similar situations....

we kept telling my mom.....Go on a Cruise !!!!!

oh I'm tired,,,only one more day of this fair....I don't know how Sandy did it.....it's exhausting....I think I'd much rather be on the other side of the table......just wandering around....it's been good though...

love and light to you guys,,,,
blessings
pp
xoxo

[lilly]

Hi pp,
I helped my friend a few times at a gemstone trades fair.....had to keep people from stealing the merchandise while she was taking orders.....it was exhausting being there all day...also stopping people from taking photos of her beautiful designs....hand crafted pieces of jewelry with proper gemstones...... they then do cheap replicas with fake stones...terrible isn't it.
I'm going to a new meditation group tomorrow morning with my mum....it's not far from home and she isn't charging very much.....very nice lady I met her in a shop and she gave me a psychic reading which was most helpful and extremely accurate...I still go to the other one but not every week.
Things are looking up and turning out much better than first expected....some new developments have come to light....regarding what we talked about privately....thankyou dear friend for your support and prayers....It's very strange when comedy comes into what seems tragic....this has been happening regularly....a welcome relief from the stress......
Love to Everyone in the Coffee House......
lilly xxx

[peacockplume]

Hi Lilly,,,

without the 'drama',,,,all is laughter.....

and you have called yourself 'the drama queen'.....

we are the ones who allow - it all to happen.....stress, drama,,,love and laughter..... I know what I'd choose....

I've kept all concerned in my prayers ,,, and I'm glad to hear some things are 'looking up'....

laughter is the best medicine,,,,,ok second best,,,,love being first...

going to bed now...

love
pp
xoxo

[lilly]

Hi pp,
I was involved in a car accident yesterday evening....taken to hospital in a neck brace.....for observation...the young guy is saying it was my fault...I saw nothing in that lane before I drove out into the traffic...he hit me virtually straight away...before I got a chance to get his details he left...why do I get the feeling he already had damage on his car...
I thought he was writing his details down for me.....but he was writing down mine...he says his car is written off.....the damage seemed a lot for a side swipe......my car is just scratched....with a minor dent...
A passer by must have rang an ambulance .....when they said the police were coming he left...the ambulance officers said it was ok for him to do so.....even though I said I didn't have his details....
I feel a little shaken up but I'm ok. Perhaps someone will come forward as a witness....if it was my fault well I'll have to accept it.
Did you say I said I'm a drama queen? Well.....no more..that's it....
Love lilly xxx

[lilly]

I asked for healing and prayed for the sick people who were all around me..at the hospital....Godbless
lilly xxx

[peacockplume]

oh dear Lilly,
I'm so sorry to hear you were in an accident,,,and very glad to hear you're only shaken up.....

Don't you think that's called a 'hit and run',,,and leaving no info...that's hard to believe the amb driver told him to leave,,,I think there'll be some investigating,,,I hope so...sorry, I don't know your laws down there...

can they charge you if he's not around?????

Did you say I said I'm a drama queen?

no Lilly, I said it was what you called yourself.....

but really,,,I feel terrible I mentioned it....

by all means dear,,,,drama this one up....

whatever you do,,,don't sign any release papers for his insurance when they come looking for you......

Bless your heart Lilly for still thinking of others while you were at the hospital....

I'll ask for you to join the COL....

love and prayers to you...
pp
xoxo

[lilly]

Hi pp,
This is funny....I did say that you said that I said that I was a drama queen...... A little Abbott and Costello....well sort of.... Lol
My car is getting assessed on Friday afternoon...$900 excess to pay...
Smooth sailing from now on please!!!!! I'm learning and fast....
Love lilly xxx

[memawlaura]

Dear Lilly,

Lets just be thankful you or the other were left intact. I'm sure when you get a call from his insurance company you'll know his information. Stick to your story that he came out of nowhere and let your insurance adjuster handle the wrongs and rights. If they cant get a statement fromt he youngman and feel you dont share liability or only part of thats all they'll give him and make a demand from his insurance or him personally? Well thats how it works in the USA.

PP,

Sending you some energy from your long weekend, sure miss chatting with you and I'll send an email soon. I hope you did great at the fair.

Pet,

Its wonderful that Thalia was able to utilize the picture from Yoganda and be healed. I hope she continues breathing and feeling better. Phil should not feel bad for what he stands for and like PP said they can busy themselves and set up a trust or something. I hope this situation works out for you guys.

[peacockplume]

Hi guys,,,everyone,,,,
man I couldn't believe how tired I was,,,,until I read what I had written,,,

lilly,,,it was funny,,,,you said, I said....who???? said what....you're right,,abit of A & C for sure....

hope you're feeling better today....watch the neck though....damage seems to show up later,,,,after you've told all the insurance people your ok......

I'm more refreshed today,,,,I took a MY day or a ME day....and did up some new flyers for my upcoming space at the store....

then had a nice bath,,,,release, release, release,,,
went out into my Sanctuary Gazebo and meditated for a good while,,,
had quite the 'imaginative trip'.......the circle of light,,,,the crystal pyramid, and the violet flame,,,, it was rather nice.....

talked to my sister and my niece who had just gotten back from bicycling across Canada they took the train back from Halifax so we had a really good talk...

she said each day they hugged each other and prayed for guidance and protection....and awesome things happened for them...too cool...

then I talked to my Aunt who just had a birthday....

oh yes,,,and I did wash all my towels from yesterday....

so actually,,,a nice quiet relaxing day...

memaw,,, just sent you a mail....we'll talk in a couple of hrs...

loves to all
pp
xoxoxo

[lilly]

Hi Everyone,
Coffee, tea or whatever...smoothies...juice..anything you like in this International Coffee House....cakes, biscuits, pancakes....I'l serve this morning....
Seems my car accident was a wake up call and has made me put things into perspective.....bit stiff and sore around the neck and upper back....I know I do see a lot of prompts when driving but I'm 100% sharp in my concentration....it's like reading street signs and directions....you see it but are not actually staring at it....The guy who hit me hasn't surfaced yet....at least I'm insured. Enough of that now.....
I've been alone a lot lately and passing through the dark night of the soul...where nobody can really help you.... it establishes a stronger connection with the Higher Power. I'm caught somewhere between being a confident, dynamic woman standing in her own power and a whimpy doormat...Lol It will work out because I want to change.
Having a keen sense of intuition....and a loving heart....I mistook sensitivity for weakness.....still seeing those tube things in the spiritual vision....and lots of moving layers of some kind of matter....Easy does it...
Eternally grateful to you all here for the shared experiences and grounded valuable advice. Even though I may have profound internal, spiritual experiences, I like terra firma.... Balance...
Have a beautiful day or night!!!!! Wherever you all may be.
Love lilly xxxx

[lilly]

I found this on anewsletter from Caroline Myss...


Give me a candle of the Spirit, O God, as I go down into the deeps of my being. Show me the hidden things, the creatures of my dreams, the storehouse of forgotten memories and hurts. Take me down to the spring of my life, and tell me my nature and my name. Give me freedom to grow, so that I may become that self, the seed of which you planted in me at my making. Out of the deeps I cry to you, O God.”

>From Prayer At Night by Jim Cotter

Love lilly xxx

[gypsie]

Oh Lily

I am so glad I can log on for a moment... please call me and maybe my son who lives near you and knows those groups of people can help. He fixes cars part time he knows everyone in your neck of Sydney so call me darling and I will come and see you this week, I just worked out you can call me but I can't call you I've lost all peices of paper in this move...my love and light to you sister..

Gypsie Deb

I really miss you guys I find not having a working computer so upsetting..

Hugs to all my lovlies in our coffee house

[Sandy]

Dear Lilly,

I am so glad that you are okay! Hopefully the soreness will not get any worse and this whole matter will be straightened out without too much stress and worry.

Thanks for sharing the prayer by Jim Cotter. It's lovely!

I love the Lilly I see before me...the caring loving friend who is there in a moment when she senses someone in need. Bless you for the love you share with all of us on the board, sis.

Gypsy it did my heart good to read your words and see your "photie" on the board tonight. You are in our hearts and there is always a connection whether you are able to post or not. Reach out ..Can you feel it?

PP, Laura, Petra, Reba, gypsie, and lilly... and all of you...I send my love tonight and and wishes for a wonderful day or evening...
Goodnight all,
Love,
Sandy

[lilly]

Hi Sandy,
Everything is changing around me....some things I can't talk about here....I've got some pretty heavy personal stuff happening on top of everything else.....this morning my neck felt really weird....and my head....what's new... Lol
I meditated today with a friend and it was very special.....something or someone clicked my neck....made a loud crack....it feels better than it did. Visual appearances in my spiritual vision of some beautiful beings...with soft, kind faces.....I asked for the Archangels Michael, Gabriel, Raphael and Uriel to help me....a lot of fear was released. The name Athena came into my mind as well. I felt like I was going to speak.....also saw my friend who passed away three years ago....she told me not to back down in a certain situation.....she was happy. There was a lady who looked American Indian....couldn't catch her name...it felt like a whole day had passed in one hour...felt such peace.....Receiving a lot of Spiritual healing of the heart centre...
I feel blessed to have you all as friends.....Thankyou God. Hugs to you and George.
Love lilly xxx

[lilly]

Hi Gypsie Deb,
I'll be in touch...glad to see you. Will call you tomorrow, correction, today.
Love lilly xxx

[Sandy]

Hi Lilly,
I'm still up and I see you are up late too. Athena is a name very familar to George and I. She is a Celestial Artisan and Teacher who has worked with George and others on our world with their creative endeavors. A truly lovely friend she is... If you do a search through the Celestial messages on the board you will find some of her transmits.
{{{Hugs}}}} and good night this time for sure.
XXX Sandy

[lilly]

Thanks Sandy...I'll have a look.
Love lilly xxx

[peacockplume]

Hi Ladies,,

Now that just sounds right for you Lilly,,,,to have Athena near you,,,how wonderful....and you being such an 'artist',,,,she probably wants you to pick up those brushes and she'll be there....

Glad to see you to Gypsy,,,,,don't worry,,,you'll eventually run across all those bits of paper,,,I'm getting better I think,,,,spent the whole weekend looking for my appt book,,,,and yes I found it,,,,just a stupid thing... and addresses and ph #'s HA,,,,I finally started to put them into my computer....duh!!!!!! I mean,,,it's pretty hard to 'lose the computer' !!!!

even if the computer satelite goes down,,,I can still look in it to find ph #'s...,,,,,,but if the power goes out,,,,I'm hooped....

pen and paper it is !!!!!OK at least my daytimers...

you know about all this talk about the 'light ship' appearing down your way Sandy????? (how could you not ),,,,well memaw and I were gabbing away one night,,,and I think she thought about it first,,,but we also figured that if it's the 14th,,,where you guys are ,,,,then it's the 13th for us....but no,,,,it's not a friday....we checked...

sorry,,,don't mean to get us gabbing about that,,,,the thread for it is enough....

it was my mom's earth birthday yesterday,,,she would have been 88,,,

and she popped into my mind,,,so I gave her a Happy Birthday cheer...

well, I've somehow been missing the prompts for this thread ,,,,

but I've been busy,,,,so it seems,,,

on the go 3 days, then rest one,,,then go for two days then rest one...
think I've just had two off,,,but have appts tomorrow,,,then two off...trying to do my computer work either early in the am,,,and shut it off at noon....then get back on later,,,and end up staying up late....

and I'm not getting much resoved around the house 'mess'....it seems everyroom I've entered gets cluttered.....I manage to get the dishwasher going,,,and it takes me days to unload it....it needs unloading now....

I need a housekeeper,,,,live out type,,,,just comes in to do daily....2-3 hrs a day should do it....

as I dream on......

I'm wishing I was going to Golden again,,,,but instead I will hold the meditation here,,,and I better get to bed since,,,it's a town trip tomorrow/today now....but since Archangel Michael said 'do it' it must be needed....

So anybody down under,,,,can take a few minutes,,,,and breathe back in the vibrations of peace you sent out last June....

must be that Law of Attraction thing........here it comes.....so hold it till the 12th of Oct,,,,then we'll release it again.... oh geez,,,,if it ain't a full moon on the 14th,,,and that's always a releasing time.....

just figures hey!!!!!


work, work, work,

ok,,,,I'm even sounding 'off the wall' to myself now....so I best go to bed.

see you later....

love and blessings
pp
xoxoxo

[lilly]

Hi pp,
Happy Birthday to your Mum ..she'll be very pleased with how you turned out....absolutely.
Things are improving here in many areas.....neck feels strange right up in my head.....I bought a magnesium tonic...made in Germany....to relax my muscles.....Floradix Magnesium mineral drink. You take 20ml a day. It's pleasant tasting..Contents:
Magnesium gluconate and citrate combined 250mg
and herbal decoction...
Chamomile 50mg
Fennel 50mg
Bitter Orange 50mg
Carrot dry 50mg
Spinach dry 40mg

honey, juices fom apricots, mangoes, pineapples, pearsand natural peach flavour.
Not chemically preserved and no alcohol or synthetic colouring or flavouring...
Aids and assists heart health, relief of cramps, stress and general well being.

You can also get a vitamin tonic made by the same company.....that's next......

Frank bought me a lovely meal from the local Indian take away near his place....it was very nice...not too much.
I will have a meditate later on when my dinner goes down.....
Memaw and yourself are very dear to my heart....as are Pet and Sandy and Anne....Gypsie, Liz, Heather, Michelle, Reba, Maria, Jill, George... Rachel, Lisa, Thalia, Mathilda, Manni and many others....
I'm always losing things as well.....Lol you're in very good company...
Love you dearly lilly xxxx

[Petra Wilson]

Hello you Beauties! Sometimes, (p'raps because it's such a mammoth thread) it takes aaaages to read any latest posts here, so oftentimes I skip it, but I was patient today, I went off to make a cuppa, and it finally came on't screen, hehe!

I didn't realize you're computer-less Debs! Sorry about that, I now what it feels like.
PP & Laura, forget it! Phil's parents don't want to give their money away. Long silly old story. They want to buy a house here, have us live in it and then they'll visit us whenever they fancy, which would be a lot. If this sounds a bit off, well, I s'pose it is. I'm not strong enough to endure my father-in-law's nasty comments, or the atmosphere after 3 days. The blessed man can't help himself. When they come next month, there'll be plenty of 'discussions' about this house business. So! I'm taking a vow of silence so's I won't say anything bad. Seriously!

Lilly, I did managed to read about your accident! I hope all is okay now?

I find meditating in the morning very rewarding these days. I've also given up breakfast and in a week, I really don't need it any more. My meditations are getting better, so I've deduced it's 'cause of abstaining from me morning fry-up? hehe! I'm not saying one should try this, I just felt the need to give up one meal a day, it felt right for me! So, soon as I'm abstaining from the vino I'll be a saint? hahaha! No talking, no eating and no drinking! I'm gonna give it a go...

PP, your mom's birthday was today? Aw! I shall light a candle for her tonight!
My lovely sister-in-law, Bere, had her little bundle of joy on the 25th! A Libran then? Cool people IMO. My dad was born on the 10.10
They still haven't named him, thinking of Michael..now there's a cool name! after Phil & pat's Dad. My brother in law has a tendency to think hard before any decision...you shoould see him in the shops: "Hmmm? White toilet paper or pink? Maybe the blue?" don't even ask about a major decision like naming his son & heir. He's calling him bebe for now, i have a feeling that boy will be about 10 by the time he's got a proper name,

Time for tea, LOVE you ALL, you brilliant people!

Pet XXXXXXXXXXXX

[memawlaura]

Hello Everyone,

Just been popping in and not doing much posting. It seems much is in the air these days and what I once relished doing now has been replaced more by practice. So happy to hear everyone is growing and learning and dare I say it "Ascending", perhaps one day we could just pop over to one anothers home and sit with each other having a cup of tea or coffee, or will we need that anymore

PP, you have surely been a very busy lady, but it becomes you. With what your doing is that Living or Existing? One day soon we will be able to visit TB for a spiritual retreat, perhaps we can get together at that famous retreat? Happy Birthday Mom .

Pet, I've never been much of a breakfast eater myself. If a meal was going it would be either breakfast or lunch, so it needs to be breakfast since I normally skip it anyways and I would be very hungry by dinner time. Glad to hear your giving up the hooch . I'll tell you its like a poison to my system, it did not happen all at once of course but its that way now. I rarely indulge and really dont miss it, so Bless your heart and wish you success. You can do the same for my smoking!!

Congrats on the newborn with no name some parents crack me up!!

Perhaps you should not hold your tongue when the in-laws come and let them know that $$ does not buy happiness, friends or children It must be difficult living with controlling parent's who push their lifestyle off on their children. I've a taste of that myself with my older sister recently, she seems to think her way is the only way which of course implies I'm doing something wrong . Got to let it roll off our backs and Bless their hearts for being so narrow minded.

Gypsy, why dont you have a computer? I sure have missed you coming to the MB as often. I guess were like the older members now and embarking on our chosen adventures. Hows the muscles feeling dont forget to ask for healings during your meditation. I was telling PP the other night that I've had great success with healings for myself and what a wonderful gift to realize its in me with the help of our celestial friends.

Lilly, the same for you and healing you just need to ask and believe and its done. I cant tell you how many times I asked and received healing from AA Rahael and Dr. Medoza. I will pray for you to receive healing from Our Father and his Angels Lilly. It seems that Athena's telling you to create have you been void your art lately?

Sandy, how are you doing this fine day? I have to tell you my garden was very successful this year compared to most. Our weather was extremely mild and most gardens did not flourish as they do in the summer out here. I was a success and enjoying the harvest, thanks to Our Father. I did have to request much help from him to keep the critters from eating all the veggies I ask for just enough and thats what I got with a little extra to give to others in need.

I think its time for me to go ride on the Big Truck again with my husband, perhaps we can get a trip or two down to see my children and grandchildren, I would love to put my arms around them and feel them close to me physically. My grandson, Gavin, was singing Happy Birthday the way he did for his mommy, my daughter and it was beautiful. He has a pretty good voice and harmony.

To all my 11:11 Family may your day be Blessed and Full Of JOY!!!

[peacockplume]

Hello coffee haus menchen,,,,(coffee house people)

well, that might have been a bit rusty,,,and why it popped out?????

anyone in time for a late night chai,,,,or latte,,,or a mocha???or just some lovely herbal teas (that's Lilly's dept)

I wouldn't mind something to munch,,,,but the easiest thing for me to do is throw a bag of popcorn in the microwave.....don't feel like getting fancy or healthy snacks right now...

Pet,,,,oh I hear ya....good vow to take in those circumstances.

They want to buy a house here, have us live in it and then they'll visit us whenever they fancy, which would be a lot. If this sounds a bit off, well, I s'pose it is. I'm not strong enough to endure my father-in-law's nasty comments, or the atmosphere after 3 days. The blessed man can't help himself. When they come next month, there'll be plenty of 'discussions' about this house business. So! I'm taking a vow of silence so's I won't say anything bad. Seriously!

it didn't sound a bit off at all.....they (he) obviously still have huge 'control' issues.... but I think you and Phil have that one covered...it's all a matter of 'boundaries' yours and Phil's boundaries that is....

(it's just another 'test')......I don't know why parents (of the older generations I should add),,,,seem to forget,,,that when their kids (you guys/ us guys)....get to be at least 40.....that we are now 'adults',,,,
we're not their kids any more where they can tell us what to do and when.......just remember the 'lesson' when your kids turn 20....save them 20 years.....

well, you and Phil are quite 'tight',,,,especially after the last couple of experiences you've both gone through.....that's soo great!!!!!

so just dig in your heels,,,,stick to your guns,,,,and don't give in...
but you might want to go for a few walks....

I don't eat very much in the am anyway,,,,but I really haven't tried to meditate in the am,,,,but I think I will.....I have to wake up first though,,,and sometimes that takes me a couple of hrs, of walking around like a zombie (I know,,George says it's because I'm not getting enough of the patterned sleep I need)....but I'm working on it...

thanks for the candle Pet,,,,Mom will be surprised to see one lit 'way over there',,,,,well,,,,maybe not...since I'm sure she knows of all the connections we are all making with each other....

Both of the psychics that I got readings from last weekend gave me the usual 'drivel' about how much she loves me and she's fine etc etc....
honestly I'm beginning to think it's something mediums learn early on...
I mean,,,lets face it,,,,with what we know.....we 'know' they're happy,,and love us.....tell me something I don't know....

now I didn't mean that to be offensive to all the wonderful mediums that we have on the board here.....don't take it personally,,,,
cuz I do know that you're only saying what happens to be the truth,,,,

Congratulations to Bere,,,,and BeBe and yes a Libran for sure,,,,so he'll be one balancing the scales,,,,

Lilly, sounds like good stuff there,,,you are such a 'healthy' drinker/eater, wish I had you in my kitchen... I get all these grandiose ideas of how I'd like to eat,,,,,,then don't....and I have no excuse now, cooking for myself 90% of the time.....I'm just lazy....

then memaw comments on my being busy.....and what a good question..

With what your doing is that Living or Existing?

with what I try to get done and just keep messing up in the house area, that's definitely 'existing',,,,,but the rest is 'ALL LIVING'......which is why I never get done in the house what I want done.....too busy living.....


allan's coming home for 5 days, and says to me on the phone tonight,,,
'could you get the 'wood guys' to bring out a couple of cords of wood so he can stack it while he's home?' now 5 days notice,,,,isn't much...so it will be interesting just how much I can get delivered....

Personally I think I'd like to use the hydro this winter,,,,except when the power goes out of course....that's when I want the wood....so I best get acting on that request...

Well, some things have come to my attention here to take care of,,,
so,,,byeeee for now....
and thank you all for being you....
love and light and many, many blessings...
pp
xoxoxo