Kim
you obviously got the right picture...
it was probably the very image that was in my mind as I typed it....
still

xoxoxo pp
Dear Lilly,,,,
I think you're having an argument with yourself,,,,about what you 'should do' and 'what you want to do'
and deciding to do,,,,what you think you 'should do',,,,is making you sick...
you're even having horrible nightmares about it....
it's showing you going in the wrong direction....inner self revealing to you,,,
just remember,,,,you are the one who chooses,,,,,if you don't like the choice.....change it.....don't stay in a thought pattern that isn't conducive to your forward growth....recognize it,,,,and get rid of it....
remain open to your Spiritual guidance system,,,,,keep asking.....then let go of the old energy patterns....
sorry to go on so....
but you need to create your own 'work force',,,,and not go back into the old one....
you will be able to do this,,,,,just a little confidence and encouragement and following your heart,,,,not your head ....and it will turn out right...
let your head get back in there,,,and you'll be just starting over a new circle of the same stuff....this is your oopportunity to 'stop' the old circle.
Remember WHO,,,walks with you daily and let HIM lead for awhile.....
it really does make a differnce...
love and blessings
pp
xoxo