I might have blown a fuse, and have been of no further use to them.

Hugs...........
so I don't think I'm really in the AC......could I have just fallen asleep and had a very lucid dream???You practice the Akashic Construct diligently, and you get answers -- pictures, open eyed, and projected over the funiture, forest greenery, ocean waves, beach sand
Yes, I've done things similar to that, rather I let my Thought Adjuster free to do it, whilst my conscious mind goes along for the trip.In this one, I actually got into my library, then into the healing room, before the blip happened.....the next thing I recall, is I'm overhead looking at a highway, full of cars going fast...I see a car start to go out of control, and the next thing I'm in the car, (no body), but just slightly behind and off the right shoulder of a lady with short light brown hair...
she was swerving and heading for the ditch. I told her not to panic, this was how she needed to do it, and somehow, with no hands or body, guided her hands on the wheel around the turn,,,,then inbetween traffic, and missing a head on with a huge transport truck....
I don't know where I was when I knew she would be all right,,,,then I had the sensation of coming out of it,,,,or waking up?????and remembered I had to thank the Celestials before I left....which I did, then it was a fast surface....
Not a lucid dream. They don't fool with us. You could be anywhere, but your body and soul stayed put. That's how it goes with me. Soul travel is for the top yogisso I don't think I'm really in the AC......could I have just fallen asleep and had a very lucid dream???
and when you do get these pictures properly, projected over the furniture, do you still see the AC room your in???
if so, then what was the experience you had with the drowned woman, where ABC 22 took you to Frisco.....(I do realize you were 'demanding something important at the time).....
If body and soul stay put, what the heck travels???? mind and personality???You could be anywhere, but your body and soul stayed put
Yes I pick up on that 'early' attitude of yours,,,,and I honestly can sometimes almost see ABC 22, either rolling his eyes or throwing up his hands.....boy they must have been determined to push you through, to do what you do.....So I said give me the info! I wasn't very polite then, because I thought they were working for me. Big mistake!
The only thing I could come up with, re the 'blipping in and out', was that I thought I was being taken somewhere to learn or do something,,,which would slowly work it's way into my waking consciousness, and prepare me for future sojurns....Why did you "go to sleep"? You might have interfered with the process, unlikely to next time.
Hello dear PP and AquaDeb,
I too have experienced times when I have been unable to visit my AC or quiet my mind in Stillness. Others, too, have had similar problems....it can be quite frustrating. I think the reason is probably different for each one of us. But in my case, at times, it has stemmed from my lack of "cleaning my inner closets." I tend to be a collector of "stuff", a pack rat of emotions I guess. And I also tend to be a little lazy with my own needs. Sometimes by closing the AC door it forces me to look for inner healing myself...to remember to ask for help and guidance in locating these stubborn packets of resistence. Perhaps I too strongly in my mind associate my AC as a place of healing for others and forget that I too can find healing for myself within its walls...not only that ...it can also serve as a quiet place to commune with God, find answers to problems, or form creative ideas just to name a few.
At other times, I have found there might be a backload of things I need to do and my mind refuses to slow down to any one item (so nothing gets accomplished...At these times it might be helpful to go ahead and work through a few of your physical tasks or do something physical... walk, dance, meditate..something that makes you happy and gets your heart pumping. This will naturally help relieve tension or stress you may be harboring and create a positive platform for meditation.
Now this next thought may seem a little odd, but it truly is possible to become too wrapped up in meditation and living in our spiritual mind so to speak. We need to become balanced individuals, developing all aspects of being...physical, mind and spirit. Too much emphasis on any one aspect of ourselves can lead to problems. We are material beings and are created to enjoy the abundant world around us. So get out and do something that makes you happy...watch a movie, read a good book, study or learn something new, paint, write, help someone in a task...what ever lights your fire and gives you feelings of well being.
The Akashic Construct is just one of many tools which can help strengthen our inner light and help others. Use which ever method feels right to you at the time.
PP, I have to tell you that I tingled all over when I read that you saw your mother's face at the end of Stillness meditation! What a beautiful experience! I just love those wonderful surprises that come unlooked for at times.
Love you both,
Sandy
How right you are, I know in the beginning,,,I really felt like I couldn't ask for healing for myself, as I felt it was being selfish.....then George said 'somewhere' once, about we have a little on credit ourselves, and that made me 'think' well, why not? If we have health issues that don't seem to be resolving with our regular medical treatments, why not, ask for help from the area, that can really help the most???Perhaps I too strongly in my mind associate my AC as a place of healing for others and forget that I too can find healing for myself within its walls...not only that ...it can also serve as a quiet place to commune with God, find answers to problems, or form creative ideas just to name a few.
Oh yeah! I'm there often,,,,,and maybe I'm lucky, but my 'forced retirement', has given me the opportunity to 'slow down' and get things in order.....I always felt rushed, gotta get this done, that done, so on....(I don't even walk fast anymorethere might be a backload of things I need to do and my mind refuses to slow down to any one item
it does happen like that, you all of a sudden are on a spiritual overload sort of.....that's when I go for a walk, or out in the hot tub, or paint rocks, (anything but houseworkbut it truly is possible to become too wrapped up in meditation and living in our spiritual mind so to speak.
Much love to you, Rebecca. It will certainly come when you least expect it!oneworld wrote:I know I have been at the library in dreams. Those dreams are extremely clear and profound for me. At this time I will have to just ask for it, or meditate on providing the Cd for me. Gee...maybe Santa will bring it. I have no disposable income at the moment. better start manifesting, huh?
my deepest love,
Rebecca
Not fatigued, I hope. George's voice does all the work.Well...I am on week two...started part 2 yesterday. I read through this thread hoping to come up with answers to questions, but I'm still perplexed (a little strong but you get the idea).
Yes, that's good. You lose count when you've switched to the right hemisphere of your brain. You're now in Alpha, so just relax.1) Is it okay to start counting then just let it flow if I get "lost" (i.e., not count)?
Week 1 is segment 1.2) Somebody earlier in this thread said they use part 2 and 3 together. Am I mis-interpreting the instructions...once you have done 1 and 2 for a week do you just use 3?
George wrote:PeacockPlume wrote:
<<< I had an AC experience which I wrote to George about it, and he posted it on the AC board, which was ok, it was me that had the problem with the responses....I still can't explain how it really made me feel, and I can't seem to get over the hump, especially since I haven't been able to meditate properly since.... so I know it's just something I have to work with and through.... >>>
In that department (getting not a thing) I beat you all. Between December of 1987 and some time in 1992 I got nothing -- not a word from any of the Midwayers.
Their (my) only excuse was that some thoughtless mugger had broken my neck, I was in agony, throwing lots of life-threatening epileptic fits, but I stuck with it.
Machiventa advised us that if you do your stillness on 10 consecutive days, they (he and his workers) will meet you halfway.
How is it with me now? I spend most of my days in Alpha, miss stillness practice half the time, but I am ready to "take in a lesson" and report after about 3 to 10 minute of stillness.
Hope this helps.
Hugs......