On Spiritual Loneliness

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On Spiritual Loneliness

I'm just wondering, does anyone else ever experience spiritual loneliness? where the strongest urge in your soul is to be around soulful people? where sometimes the only "people" that satisfy this longing at the time, are Angels, Midwayer's and Michael and Nebadonia?

When tuning your being to be absolutely as receptive to higher energies as possible seems to be THE highest priority, just in case you missed out on one divine thought, that would take you further!

Does anyone else feel this loneliness?

I know that sometimes the biggest way to bridge this loneliness is to be a 'living channel' to someone who is truly struggling, who is on the edge, and for you to acknowledge that there is no real separateness between you, no matter what either of you might think or feel.

My two cents tonight.
Dylan.

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Hi Dylan.

Yes. The peacock angel granted me an experience in 2008. And when I woke up from those two days of intensity... I was left crying, and when I tried to share it with my Mother- she could not understand. I felt a loneliness, at first. I carry this experience even now, but I recognize I have never been alone. The fact that the experience was granted, is a testament to my Relationship With God.

And just yesterday, I started to feel a preference for tuning inward back this Relationship with the peacock angel. Like there is more journey for me to discover, here.
This sudden interiorization... A deepening within. A need for reprieve from the activity of Life.

But this angel, alongside the many guides that work with us- in ways we're incapable of completely comprehending...
tell me that I can satisfy my relationship with THEM by continuing with the external world. That there really is no separation between, "inside" and "outside."

There is an important practice that makes this way of living sustainable. It is sensing the subtle realms. Sensing, before labeling. That can be difficult for us, especially when we look at others who disrupt our own sense of self.

The thought I had the other day, for people who believe in a 'higher self' true as it may be, is that we are all fragments of the Higher Self. The ultimate higher self, in my opinion, is God. and don't let these words polarize you. You don't have to agree with me, or even experience these words in the same manner. But move with me, for a brief moment... The deeper meaning I wish to relay is

Sincerity is key.

If I am to accept the model that all are fragments of the higher self, it means I interact with the WORLD in a way that means I am in ACTIVE relationship WITH GOD.

Surely- no one who has tasted these living waters wishes to harm God?

Moving with sincerity allows for greater sense perception- the sense perception being understanding the subtlety before labeling. This is why we are blessed to receive the 1111 experience- not only as a indicator of ones internal progress or movement, but as an indication of an active relationship that we are not truly alone.

In my most recent yearning this year and last, I pleaded- how can I get closer to you!?

Not realizing the many ways I am met. And later understanding, a part of this life means honoring what IS before me. This is the continuation of our sincerity, and our subtle sensing. Move in this direction, God meets you in kind. You will be suddenly overwhelmed with Joy and Love and moments of being held that are beyond your own thoughts, and are affirmed in ways that are beyond coincidence or merely pattern recognition.

No one outside yourself will be able to tell you otherwise, you will have moments and moments more of pure liberation where the Present is Perfect Presence-
The Kingdom.
In tears, or in silent appreciation.
Yes, I have felt loneliness. And I am learning how to move with it. And to my surprise, I realize just how grand my relationship and Being Met are actualized.

God is great Brother, you know it.

You're right, to serve another freely- without anything in return, is the ultimate form of devotion. Because you recognize how true and how real Love as sentience Is. That there is no separateness. And sometimes, it's ok not to be there for others. How can we be, when we ourselves are but babes to our Father who is the true teacher? And how might this teacher move through us, to speak to his children? Should we expect it means we are always aware- or are there moments our loneliness and even our contempt are Met, in ways we couldn't have predicted- in order to help us remember just how near God truly is?

Love.... And have a beautiful day ~

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Yes, I think you can view loneliness as a pathway into greater appreciation. It has a function and value too. Being able to move peacefully from the spiritual to the practical, and then back to the spiritual, is a skill to acquire, or to have them woven together.

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I think, on the Mansion Worlds, there will be so much peace and grace, that we will have no more opportunity to feel lonely again.