"Catch-22" -Earth Angel

[happyrain]

Today, while exercising, a very confident earth-bound male energy came into my awareness. He was playful but militant. His voice even sounded different than my own.

Separate or not separate- what I observe is a thing of interest, and lately I see energy as entity. Whether it's in the form of color, or thoughts. Or some other modality-

This particular entity came in very quickly... Usually these kind of, "channeled thoughts" feel more divine in nature or assist my own line of thinking. This one felt very rugged in comparison, like he comes from planet Earth, and out of no where.

"Let me tell you something. It's a catch-22, free-will above self-interest. If you think you can understand that then at least you're on the right path."

What the heck - he might have said, "if you can at least understand that then you're on the right path." I don't remember exactly, it happened an hour ago.

The feeling was again, young/playful... But much wiser than my self.

Now I wonder what he meant... And "divine thoughts" assisting my own came into play shortly after and had me questioning whether or not I understood the words free-will or the concept of freedom as it was presented.

[happyrain]

I don't necessarily think this statement a catch-22 but a key to spiritual liberation... So why the catchphrase?

Well...
Look what flew in my direction later today...

2 white feathers


The phrase, "catch-22" crossed my mind at 3:11PM... Midwayer-22??

And... When I sent the photo to myself the time showed 4:22PM...

Who/what *are we, really? And what is our "reality" to *them- to align our material and immaterial experience so precisely?

This 'world' of ours(as we perceive it/think it to be) might be a thing of amusement for more advanced beings.

[happyrain]

Midwayer 22 continues to prompt not just me but those around me.

After posting this I went to my parents house to spend quality time with the family. Well, it has been sunny and about 98 degrees- and suddenly it was raining. It was raining a few feet in front of me but I wasn't getting wet. The rain was just beginning and I guess it was happening in isolated spots before it kicked in like the flip of a switch.

It made me laugh and felt like a gift. A gift for happyrain.

Because there are too many little miracles to share, I will just say- both my Mother and I had joint and separate synchronous events. For Mom it was with my Sister, for the both of us it was receiving a visit from two hummingbirds. A blue one that had been made wet from the storm, and later- a brown/reddish one smaller in stature.

The hummingbird represents finding Joy in the Moment, which is something I had been contemplating on my drive- wondering if the Now as a personality is likened to the Father as taught by Jesus.

---It also made me think of my experience with Monica, the hummingbird tattoo on her wrist- and the expression from earlier today(catch-22)... "Free-will above self-interest."

See. I think I caught wind of Midwayer22. Not that this was a literal catch22, but that real work had transpired here. I messed up with Monica because of my attachments- and I am learning how when I meditate, I can loosen the grip of my attachments and begin to feel more in tune with the Present.

Lastly... On my way home tonight, I got a perfect view of the orange clouds and setting sun. A bright white orb appeared, disappeared and then re-appeared even larger in the same spot before blending in with the clouds. Not knowing why I grabbed my phone and looked at the time, 7:22PM.

Maybe "Midwayer22" was doing some work here en masse.

Considering the synchronous observations between both my Mother and I- as shared and personal, it seems the meaning behind the prompts is multi-faceted... Kaleidoscopic - where the purview that is my awareness, is only one piece of a fractal we call consciousness.

[happyrain]

Last post.. I think... Promise. I just can't believe what happened... !

Shortly after this I decided to make some tea, and had a very strong feeling to go outside. I even thought, "maybe I'll run into my neighbor."

I'm sitting there, enjoying the sky and cool breeze with my hot tea. Sure enough, my neighbor pulls up. She just got home from a dinner event and she had a gift for me...

!!!



I am absolutely floored. And of course the time was 8:22PM...

She also told me she is starting to study the Bible with a group and is on Matthew. That she felt like sharing that with me feels important.

Something I failed to mention earlier(as I said there are many things happening in bulk at this time- so many little miracles)...
The color pink also has significance. The color pink cropped up in my awareness a few days ago as, "tangible entity"

So that this hummingbird is drinking from a pink flower, and the fact that my neighbor was wearing a pink shirt when she gave me the gift- I believe I am attempting communion with this intelligence.

[happyrain]

Yesterday I saw a UFO or UAP. It seemed to be responding with my internal thoughts. The time was 7:22PM.

Last night I had a dream I was aboard a craft. There was a hearty laugh coming from the man who would appear the leader among the crew. I believe this energy was the same, "Earth-bound" energy who graced me with the expression, "free will above self interest."

I was a member of this crew.

The crew found it humorous watching me try to serve a man I knew and not trying to divulge information- In the dream this man was young and had yet to have a child.

In real life I was childhood friends with this mans son. The man lost his son around 19 or 20 years of age.

The dream was an act of service, I was somehow helping Rick(the Father) but not permitted to talk to him about the child I knew he would have(that I would become friends with).

[Sandy]

Hello Eric,
Midwayer 22 is known as Midwayer Chief Bzutu. He is one of our best friends and a good Earth celestial to have in your corner.
Midwayers are of Earth as we are, but also celestial, and well over 30,000 years old. Your "spidey" senses have been well developed, and I am not surprised he felt earthy to you. Chief Bzutu is an amazing Midwayer. I love him dearly.
Can you remember anything special you may have been contemplating that could relate to what was said to you? You are receiving some very powerful prompts. Maybe you could ask in meditation for clarification of the Chief's meaning and some clarification.
xxSandy

[happyrain]

Hi Sandy, sweet Sister-

Actually this message came to me so sudden and "out of nowhere"

But as you can see his presence and influence have had compounding effects since the initial message.

Incredible.

The earthly energy/impression he gives me is one full of love and confidence.

The contemplation happened last night laying in bed. This is what I make of it:

What is the difference between free will and self interest? ... How do you put one above the other? I think this has more to do with recognizing God as Love and choosing to let go of ones attachments. Free will is making the choice to release the grip of the things we think identify us and learning the freedom found in Gods Will. What is Gods Will? Only the Now as a Living/Loving personality can show you. But you can be shown...