Discussing Celestial Messages

[happyrain]

This one really spoke to my heart

https://board.1111angels.com/viewtopic.php?t=34214

I am growing fond of the circle of seven, and teacher Ophelius.

I replaced the words to accept more ownership for the suffering and lack of understanding.

I met a beautiful woman recently. I found her impressive.

Well, our short experience together also brought my addictive personality to light. I was heartbroken as a result of my own behavior, where the selfish me sprouted monstrous proportions. I am learning that this disorder is real, like a person addicted to a substance- the brain seeks a sense of satisfaction(like a dopamine hit) despite the reality of a situation(causing regrettable action if not addressed and understood).

I am ashamed for not behaving more in tune with the inspiration I've been blessed to receive. I learned she too is prompted by 1111. That should have been my clue to subdue the selfish desires, but even then- my sexual attraction was intense.

I understand much of the suffering comes not just from a lack of understanding but from seeking false liberation(living for the ego) instead of seeking true liberation (seeking and accepting the Fathers Will)

Now I've lost a beautiful connection and opportunity to make a wonderful friend.

I intend to endure, and hope to grow. This prayer is something I will practice, again and again. I do think despite all of this, understanding is coming to light... And though I've received illumination- I must transform.

That's all, for now.

[Sandy]

Yes, you will endure, little brother.
We all slip up in private and in the public eye...aiyiyi Sometimes I remember something uncomfortable, and right there in the middle of what I am doing, I react, wishing I could go back and do something differently.

But a wise man once said on one of these threads...

We are here to learn, and this is a very real and challenging place to Be. But I say once more... With God as our LOVING Father, nothing is impossible.

You are free. You can do it. Do not give up on your self, because your loving father has never given up on you.

Those words, you may remember, are yours, and wise words that helped me and others, I am sure. We need such a reminder once in a while...that God is a very patient and loving Father who loves us and forgives us before we can forgive ourselves. That is pure love, and you have so much of that reflected in your being. Those around you feel it and open up about all kinds of things, spiritual and life's tough reality...and that is beyond price.

I know you know all this, but I wanted to take this opportunity to tell you how proud I am of you and the way you lighten your community. That's what it is all about...open-hearted love and kindness. That is how the world will change.

xxSandy

[happyrain]

Wow, thank you sweet Sandy- my friend.

I don't remember writing that, so I am very happy you would remind me all this wisdom- yours being included.

My date went well, it was my behavior I am upset by. It was a pursuit of ego, trying to force the elements. Ayiyi indeed, I am 37 but still such a child- apparently. I am happy because I realize I was depressed even prior to meeting this woman. And a part of fixing that depression means attempting to tackle the addictive personality that runs in my family.

It's ok. Live and hopefully, learn.

I was reading paper 54 in the Urantia Book, reading how patient our Father God is. A loving parent, who endures realities we don't even understand... For a sake of honoring sovereign right(gods gift) of all beings- Free Will.

I am going to meditate today, and I will open up with the prayer of understanding.

I am in all ways grateful, even at the humiliation of this little ego of mine.

With returning strength,
Your Bro.

[happyrain]

“The Act of Listening with the Ear of Spirit” - Thought Adjuster.
Great lesson Sandy.

I also translated it like this... Lately, I am seeing how I feel when I interact with others. I am listening to that energy. Sometimes I wonder, is the energy my own? Is it the other persons? Is it both of ours? Am I acting out of selfish interest? Am I feeling their intention? Are we flowing together beautifully? Are we living from our own delusions? Are we responding from bitterness of some unknown misgiving? Are we responding form fear over some projected expectation?

Well, there's a lot unspoken when interacting with others that I am really beginning to enjoy honing in on. Slowing down, feeling. Some people notice I am feeling the space, but I am not doing this enough to say it is a practice. I will try more to listen from this space, the exchange between individuals to gauge and choose. Hopefully choosing a direction filled with loving service.

There also has to be a level of honesty with my self... As in... Ok I am pursuing a selfish thought right now. Now that I know this is my energy speaking- is it OK to continue in that direction? As a man, who- in most instances, is the one who pursues in courting rituals- there is a lot I question. For example- I am OK with having sexual drives. So why in my seeking intimacy do I feel things like uncertainty or even a feeling pursuing with this individual means experiencing a negative outcome? Is it a 'social stigma'? Is it a projection, is it True?

Lately, I find myself testing the waters.

[Sandy]

I like the idea of slowing down and paying attention to the energy transfer between myself and others as we interact. Thanks, Eric, for this lovely reminder.
I find this can be quite helpful with my Mom, who has alzheimers. We are together 24/7, so developing a sense of where she is, where her thoughts, words, and emotions stem, is very helpful. It also helps to try to embody the mind of Christ. That is one reason I enjoy reading the fourth section of the Ubook. It provides so much detail as we are treated to the interactions between Jesus and those around him. Jesus loved people and desired to understand them, allowing him to love them. Developing the mind of Christ is one of the most beneficial things we can do for ourselves, our overall happiness, those around us, and the world.
xxSandy

[Sandy]

After being here less then an hour ago I went to the progress group website messages section and look what came up immediately. ...

Urantia, November 5, 2011.
The Beloved One.
Received by Lytske.

The Beloved One: "Even though we have broached the important subject of listening before, it will be useful to revisit this art once again, as true listening is so very seldom engaged in on this planet. Mortals are often too quick to formulate answers in their minds, so important parts of the conversation escape them.

"True listening is an art, which can be learned when both heart and mind are engaged at the same deep level of understanding, and I add that understanding is part and parcel of listening.

"I desire for you to engage in this art when conversing with others as there may be deeper levels of expression to be understood, which may give more insight, so this exercise of listening will have greater meaning.

"Remember that in listening the self must take a back seat, and it is the level of engagement with others that must be considered foremost. There is so much to learn and understand, therefore to listen intently is a worthy exercise to engage in for it to eventually become a most desirable and valuable habit.

"You know from experience how it is when someone else gives you her or his undivided attention when you speak, and how you feel valued as a person and worthy of their attention.

"In these modern, busy times, there is a great need to value people by giving them the attention they both require and deserve. The opposite so often happens, and so many humans feel ignored, even unworthy to be heard and understood.

"It is my hope that this short lesson on listening has given you the insight for a different take on this very important subject."

© 11:11 Progress Group.

You lit a Flame and it will become a Raging Fire - ABC-22.

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[happyrain]

Thank you Sandy...

Yes, it really is fun exploring the energetic space!

Awesome, awesome, AWESOME synchronicity! These timely messages, delivered on behalf of celestial helpers, most always seems multifaceted.

Using sex energy as an example, is just one such example. I have fun exploring the space amidst every day interaction- whether that interaction produces sexual attraction, fear, anger, comfort, peace, silliness, joy, impatience, patience... Whatever it is, it is fascinating! As is the pause, and attempts to behave in the desired manner.

The opportunity to shape our Being. Choosing to learn from the actions of Christ is noble, indeed! Christ exemplifies selfless Love...

And yet, no one person need punish themselves for their own behaviors and lack of understanding- we are all unique expressions learning with God in this very moment. Often, when I interact with others- I am learning more about my self than the other.

It is rare that I read others correctly- but when I do, my Heart is filled with a sense of profound Harmony. There is nothing but Love.

I am a baby compared to Jesus, and I do not think I am meant to BE Jesus... You are not saying this. But I write for the larger audience. So many times I have encountered folks who think they must forcefully behave in X, Y and Z manner maiming their own personality and alienating themselves from Love.

Yes, choose to be *Like Jesus. And recognize, even with spiritual maturity we may have a completely different personality than that of Jesus. Those differences are something of celebration! Truly, the discovery of one's truer self- in partnership with our Loving God... IS Transcendental.

Things aren't only black and white, but a dazzling display of Living Light extending beyond the means of human perception.

I just woke up from a dream where I confronted paper demons. I understand the demons held little power because I realize I am presently shining a space on the "condemned" and "neglected" aspects of my self. As a consequence I am finding opportunity for a greater understanding and compassion... I feel profound confidence in my every day interactions. This level of confidence is not like anything I've ever felt. It's almost as if, this is how it should be- the comfort of being in ones own skin...

I also think it helps having experienced Gods Love.

Universe keeps whispering, "Demon Hunter" to me today... And I think it means looking within, exploring the space and choosing the desired course for ones life.

That's my morning expansion. Thanks for letting lil' me share!!

PS...

Like you, one of my greatest challenges is interacting with my family. Sometimes I get very irritated with my Mother or Father when they don't deserve it. I recognize it is in part a learned behavior. Now I am trying to navigate these energies mindfully...
Perhaps we stumble even after this life time. But we can feel comforted knowing our God loves us so much and gives us every opportunity to try again.