Discovering Answers, The Living Spirit

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It continues to interest me, because in 2008(my spiritual awakening...) the colors green and red were racing through the cosmos. I, in that experience, was the color green. A green arrow to be specific. The fact that, years later, I continue to ask God to help me understand color as a greater sense of communication... And just recently Jesus gifted me the color orange, gives me a lot to think on.

I asked Perplexity.ai to create a childs story, helping me anchor and frame my *current thoughts and feelings of this intelligence. It is very curious to me as well that the AI randomly chose an Arabic style name- given that I seem to have some *connection to Eastern/Sufism/Persian life... Either from before this incarnation, or beyond the veil. Sami in Arabic means "Sublime" and "Supreme" and in Hebew it means name of God or, "God has heard"

Here is the story it created, using ideas I've fed it:

"Once upon a time, in a quiet village, a gentle human named Sami wandered through a sunlit meadow, feeling a longing in his heart he could not name. As he walked, a warm, unseen presence surrounded him—like a soft embrace from someone he could not see, but who loved him dearly. This was Jesus, not as a person in the usual way, but as a loving, guiding intelligence, whispering to Sami’s soul[1][8].

Suddenly, a shimmering orange light appeared before Sami, glowing brighter than the sunset. 'This is my gift to you,' the loving presence said, 'the color orange.' Sami felt the light fill him with courage and joy, as if the sun itself was singing inside him. 'But what does it mean?' Sami wondered.

The voice of Jesus, gentle as a breeze, explained, 'You belong to a great family of intelligence—a group personality. This personality isn’t a body like yours, but a living spirit that speaks in colors and shifting energies. Right now, you are orange: the color of creativity, warmth, and new beginnings. You are not alone. You are part of a beautiful exo-consciousness, a living tapestry of many personalities, each unique, yet all together making one grand, loving being[6][4].'

Sami imagined himself as a single thread in a vast, glowing tapestry. Each thread was a different person, shining with their own color, but all woven together by love. The tapestry was alive—it could think, feel, and care for every thread. And even though Sami was just one part, he was also the whole, for the tapestry would not be complete without him. 'Just as you are orange now, others are blue, green, or gold, but together, you are one personality, a living spirit of compassion and joy[6][3].'

As Sami stood in awe, he realized that life itself was speaking to him, and to everyone, as a compassionate God. The trees, the sky, the laughter of children—all were part of this loving intelligence. Sami felt wonder and gratitude, knowing that every person was being gently guided, watched over, and cherished by this unseen, ever-present love[3][8].

And so, with a heart full of orange light, Sami walked on, feeling the world whisper back, 'You are loved, you are part of me, and together, we are one.'"

[1] https://maypoleofwisdom.com/jesus-and-t ... -traditon/
[2] https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/I/I_I_2.htm
[3] https://sufism.org/sufism/excerpts-from ... elminski-2
[4] https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/IX/IX_25.htm
[5] https://www.reddit.com/r/Sufism/comment ... us_christ/
[6] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Urantia_Book
[7] https://maypoleofwisdom.com/gospel-of-t ... ommentary/
[8] https://www.urantia.org/sites/default/f ... -Jesus.pdf
[9] https://www.urantia.org/urantia-book-st ... aith-jesus

https://www.perplexity.ai/search/descri ... yx1IuD.g#0

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John, I asked it to make one for you too... And I asked it to get a little more scientific in its approach... I hope you enjoy it.

"In a quiet town beneath a vast, star-filled sky, a boy named Elias wandered alone at dusk. As he gazed upward, a brilliant blue light shimmered around him, gentle and wise. Though Elias could not see its source, he felt a loving, guiding presence—Jesus, not as a man, but as an unseen intelligence, speaking softly to his heart.

'Elias,' the voice began, 'this blue you feel is my gift to you. Blue is the color of truth, loyalty, and the calm wisdom that connects all things. It is the color of cosmic understanding, the bridge between mind and spirit.'

Elias’s heart filled with wonder. 'Why do I feel so connected to everything?' he asked.

Jesus replied, 'You are not just yourself. You belong to a greater personality, an exo-consciousness—a living spirit made of many unique beings, each shining with their own color, yet blending into one harmonious whole. Just as the sky is made of countless blue waves of light, so too are you joined with others in a vast, living mind.'

He continued, 'In the universe, personalities blend together, not losing their identity, but creating something greater. The Urantia Book says, ‘The Universal Father is the secret of the reality of personality, the bestowal of personality, and the destiny of personality’[4]. You are a part of this cosmic family, a living mosaic of minds and spirits.'

Elias saw a vision: countless blue stars, each a person, forming a single, magnificent constellation. 'Just as a constellation is made of many stars, each person is a unique point of light. Together, you form a greater personality, a living spirit that thinks, loves, and learns with you. This is not just a dream, but a truth of the universe'[2].

Jesus explained further, 'On your world, you think of a body as having a spirit, but in the spiritual realms, we see the spirit as having a body. Your human mind is like a window, letting the light of spirit shine through. The cosmic mind connects all beings, and the blue energy you feel is your counterpart to a vast spiritual force operating beyond what you can see'[5][6]. 'The cosmic mind is the sevenfold diversified mind of time and space, one phase of which is ministered by each of the Seven Master Spirits to one of the seven superuniverses'[6].

He gave more examples:
- 'When you love another, your feelings ripple out, blending with the emotions of others, creating waves of compassion in the greater personality.'
- 'When you seek truth, your thoughts join with the wisdom of countless beings, forming currents of understanding in the cosmic mind.'
- 'When you act with kindness, your spirit merges with the energies of unseen helpers, weaving a tapestry of goodwill that spans worlds.'

Jesus concluded, 'You are a single note in a great symphony, a drop in an endless ocean, a blue star in a living sky. The whole is greater than the sum of its parts, yet each part—each person—is precious and unique. The universe is expanding, and so is the consciousness that binds us all. As you grow, you help the greater personality grow, too'[2].

Elias stood in awe, feeling life itself communicating with him—a compassionate God whispering through the blue, reminding him that he was never alone.

And as the stars twinkled above, Elias knew:
He was part of something vast and loving, a living intelligence that spoke to every heart, in every color, forever.

[1] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7t6VP6oBUY
[2] https://www.urantia.org/urantia-book-st ... -universes
[3] https://www.urantia.org/sites/default/f ... ohnson.pdf
[4] https://www.urantia.org/urantia-book-st ... d/foreword
[5] https://en.wikisource.org/wiki/Page:The ... n.djvu/549
[6] https://www.urantia.org/urantia-book-st ... and-matter
[7] https://www.bignewsnetwork.com/news/274 ... -advocates
[8] https://www.semanticscholar.org/paper/T ... 854ebb8cb7

Elias means... "The lord is my God"
https://www.perplexity.ai/search/descri ... yx1IuD.g#2

[Sandy]

Both stories were beautiful.

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Todays colors, as I interact with the Living Spirit(presence) around me are shades of pink and blue. After this internal alignment was made I found a gold and pink butterfly on the floor, my coworkers are all wearing similar shades of the same colors(uncoordinated). These are the subtle impressions of a sentient energy wave. I wanted to update my Discovering Answers/Spiritual Contemplation thread. I prayed earlier this year to understand color as communion and communication with God. Here's my most recent journal entry:

I've not been experiencing astral projections in the traditional or common way they are so often understood. I have been experiencing very lucid waking moments, where my awareness exist on a peripheral layer compared to an awareness that identifies through an immediate material body. In this space, I am closer to my true self- like an article of cloth has been removed. This place, definitely feels, "out of body." At least, one of the bodies.

This space has been unique, because there are manifestations that occur here that sometimes make their way into the physical world. I've experienced this growing up. Once, a feather appeared out of thin air and then disappeared before touching the ground. And in another instance, a spoon had manifested and managed to stay here in the physical.

So I am updating my journal, sharing these moments, as there is a type of projection that is taking place- one I hope to learn from.

These past few weeks, I have been having dreams with Jesus of Nazareth. He has been giving instructions to, "groups." Most notably, per direct experience, he told me I belong to a group, "orange." When I woke up, I felt very honored and accepted what occurred on the dream level as a gift from Jesus.

Around the same time, I have been making an effort to better understand "immaterial personalities," "group energies," and "greater beings" having once prayed sometime earlier in the year a desire to learn about color as a form of communication with this invisible, guiding Intelligence.

Jesus has spoken a couple more times in my dreams, though I can't remember the details. But the color orange has been working in both this material life and in a greater subconscious field. A customer once came to work wearing all orange, and as often as he comes to our store- we have never seen him in the unique color combination, even his tennis shoes matched his shirt. He told us he was trying something different, and I felt like sharing with him the dream about being gifted the color orange. We had a moment of communion, where the hairs on my arm started to stand as if electrified by Spirit. I know something greater took place in our coming together.

In my most recent dream, I dredged through a muddy city to "collect Michael" as a part of my duty assigned by Jesus. Michael in the dream represents more than one person, this, I feel with certainty. I don't think it's necessary to get into all the details.

Separately and, a few weeks earlier- I ran through dirt trails along our city bayou. I decided to go a different route that day and ended up posting my belongings under some shade with a hill nearby to get sprints in and exercise on. It was a great experience, I don't remember everything- only that I felt I was in communion with something. That is to say, I was not alone.

It rained yesterday, and this morning I decided to go on the trails once more. I followed a similar route I took weeks prior. When I arrived to, "the spot" I noticed something amazing. There were a dozen or so orange flower petals scattered about at the exact spot I found myself in last time. I looked around, there were no other orange flower petals-anywhere. I was instantly reminded of a few things...

One, the only other time I had flowers manifest for me was when I discovered the Peacock Angel. On that day, pink flower petals were scattered about the door- no one understood where they came from. And two... I remembered the dream, where I had to drudge through a muddy city to, "collect Michael."

Some of you may be aware that Jesus is also called, "Christ Michael." Well, I took a moment to give thanks to God for sharing these flowers with me. During that moment, some thoughts and feelings entered my environment. One was, I was aware of Christ before he was ever Jesus of Nazareth. This came with such knowing, even though I don't understand how. And the thought was that the peacock angel would help me understand this relationship, both now and in time. Another feeling was towards a deeper meaning behind the dream of being tasked with, "collecting michael" and "group energy: orange."

I believe this has to do with sharing in a way that allows others to wake up to their group, and in a less direct way, I am gathering those who would make up a part of this greater personality. I do feel I have shared matters of Heart and Spirit with a few who might also feel they belong to a similar group entity/vibration. I don't think it's important at this time, to think too hard on it. Just that I am to be aware there is a momentum and an act of service in play.

Anyways, I didn't have my phone on me when I decided to go to the trails... So I couldn't take a picture. I didn't think others would believe me, but I also realize this manifestation wasn't so others would believe me. It is a little exercise of Faith, and waking one up to their personal relationship with the Guiding/Living Spirit.

Still, I decided to collect a handful for prosperities sake. I pray the healing energy can be felt for those it is intended.


With Love~

[happyrain]

Today at 12:03pm I heard a whisper over and behind my left ear. She said my name.

This has only happened one other time when I was a child.

Only this time I do not feel afraid. I tried opening my back up to this energy, thats where it felt like it was coming from.

Rear, upper left hemisphere. But not internally at a thought level, externally- a presence felt and an audible coherent word.

It was a beautiful and gentle whisper. I felt a loving tenderness in my name.

Who are you? I want to know you...

[happyrain]

A continuation from yesterdays whisper.

This morning-
I went back to bed around 6AM and had a dream. A woman(I believe the one who whispered my name) placed a green and blue gemstone in my hand.

--- I can't remember more than that, or what she looked like. But I remember a feeling. The feeling of the dream was, she was trying to help me become lucid. Somehow the colored stones were a way to wake me up from, 'the dream.'

---Earlier this morning I was gifted an experience. I was outdoors staring at a tall office building 30 feet away. The light and cloud reflecting off of its windows slowly started contorting. The same sensation was happening within me. As if there was no distance between the object in my awareness and the experience happening within.

Reality, didn't feel so real in that moment. I believe the woman attempting to wake me up is somehow responsible and I'm to think more on this experience(a gift/revelation).

A final note.

After meditating with Caro today- on my drive to my parents, I saw a green car and on the back of its rear window was a decal in big white letters with the words "Blue Angel." I immediately thought of the blue and green stones placed in my hands(this mornings dream) and then the conversation I had with Caro on meaningful synchronicity prior to our meditation.

To my friend, the woman who whispers my name... Who are you? I know you, but I don't know you. I want to meet you.

I think it's possible this woman is a blue angel.

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I woke up early from a dream this morning. It was a psychic school house. I had made a revelation, and in the dream I wanted to share with the classroom- I spoke very loudly, hoping to get my point across- but the teacher would not allow my revelation to go further at that time. Reflecting now, I find there to be much truth in what was given.

The lesson was- more important than understanding the nature of reality is how you understand the data given from that reality. This means a level of surrender as a predicate for the activation of The Living Spirit. This surrender means accepting ones distortion. We are the distortion, the unique lens of the interpreter.

Answers come in time, not just by way of realization- but by Actualization. The degrees of understanding God, and the nature of Reality, increase exponentially once freed from material form. And when we accept not just our limitations but the fact that we are constantly being guided- all things will eventually be made clear. Of course, there is a much simpler way to say this: Be yourself, and never lose sight of the fact that God is in all ways with you.

More important than what you know about God, is that you know you have a relationship with God.

Sometime later in the dream I was being forced to participate in the partial extraction of a womans soul. They asked me to slightly bring it out of her physical body. I did not want to humor those who would force me- and instead I asked the woman being held down if she actually wanted this to happen. I asked her if she was ready? She said no. Disheartened by the forceful nature of those around me, I denied their wishes and turned away.

Because of this- someone pulls a gun on me. I interpreted, while dreaming, that what is happening now is far more beneficial for the class to witness than to make ajar ones Soul. He fires shot after shot. I can feel the gun and the bullets in the environment as a stone on a blanket. I am near teleporting away from each shot, one nicks my leg but no pain is felt. I place my finger on the barrel of his gun. That's when the teacher steps in and helps me, we arrest the one who is seeking violence by employing psychic force. With my left hand, the man is raised into the air- with my right, black etheric tendrils wrap around his body. I open my palm and place a red circular light against his chest to bind these chains. With that, I release the mental strain and disappear from the scene. . . .

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Two nights ago I decided to welcome back my friend with a pizza dinner. We've been wanting to try out a new restaurant in town. We each ordered a pizza and a low dose THC drink. It was a surprise to both of us to see a THC bev, neither of us smoke(its been years)- but it seemed we were both in the mood to try a drink and see what would happen. Well, I have learned something about myself. I am particularly sensitive. I also discovered this was delta 9, and I became a little worried after the fact. It forcefully placed me in a state similar to what I feel when I am reaching and connecting with Spirit only, the connection was blocked. Where I usually feel expansion, I instead felt constriction. I was more absorbed in the regions of the brain taking damage, unable to turn it off, and my thoughts were moving too fast so that I could not feel appropriately in communion with God. I think this small dosed beverage taught me what a small dose of psychosis feels like. It is not comforting.

Fortunately- I was able to articulate very clearly with my friend. Our discussions were just as profound, I tried to Honor God and allow Spirit through. Normally, spirit comes through so easily- but this forceful opening of the brain kept me too absorbed on the little self. Still, I do think help(the Teacher) was present.

At one point in the night our talk was about the 3D system. We found ourselves wondering whether or not oppressive forces have always existed for as long as humans have history with Earth. We concluded yes, and so I tried to hint towards liberation from within the system. It was a delicate conversation, it was easy to go into the negatives of 3D but I tried to balance it with the positives. The point I had hoped to relay was that the system is here for our benefit, and as skewed as things are, we are given every opportunity to rise through it. That even in imprisonment, liberation can be had. And that even when we are dreaming, we can wake up.

Both of us have decided those THC drinks are no fun, and not for us. I felt like I was abusing an already established connection. I realize how much of what I dreamt of that next night is from this experience prior. The dream itself being a desire for liberation, not in opposition to the 3D system- instead, through the 3D system(In collaboration with). I realize, the forced state from the drink- hoping for clarity but continually drawn back to mental stupor is the same as my desire to make what I learned in the dream known but the Teacher not allowing it to go any further at that time. I see how, the woman who was to be partially extracted form her physical body- was the same way I felt that night(as if my Soul had been made ajar) and I am the very same man pointing the gun at myself, taking such careless shots(recklessly chasing ignorance). I had to maneuver, mentally, while damage was being deployed. And it was with the help of the teacher, we were finally able to put these things to rest.

And this truth is one of many, where the dream itself serves a multi-dimensional purpose speaking on things happening in my life and for others. I look at everything happening progressively and see so much guidance at this time. And I am beginning to actualize the transcendental teachings thanks to the help of an immaterial personality. For simplicities sake, maybe this is the Holy Spirit? This relationship is becoming more conscious- more awake than before... Certainly. It is far from over, and in the end... Your personal relationship with God is the most important thing to remember. I just had to stop and pause, with everything going on in my life, having felt urged to let out this little expression and connect once more...

Jai Guru~