Hi Eric,
My first thought was, I want clarity on the word "favor"... so...
noun
1.
approval, support, or liking for someone or something.
"the legislation is viewed with favor"
2.
an act of kindness beyond what is due or usual.
"I've come to ask you a favor"
verb
1.
feel or show approval or preference for.
"slashing public spending is a policy that few politicians favor"
2.
(often used in polite requests) give someone (something that they want).
"please favor me with an answer"
I believe you are considering the noun meaning of the word favor. right?
I believe we always have God's favor. We are God's children, and God, as a perfect parent, always wants to connect, support, guide, and encourage Her children. God also knows our thoughts, actions, and imperfections as well as our strengths, desires, and our disappointments with ourselves and others...so the "favor," I believe, is always there for us.
If there is a break, a withdrawal, it is most likely of our own making...
It isn't easy being human. Our world is so complicated. We are bombarded with shoulds and should n'ts even if we know the shoulds and should n'ts can mess us up royally... upend us in regards to self-love and acceptance.
I've been talking with Kim about "self-love". It is probably one of the most difficult avenues of love for us to master. And the lack of which can create all kinds of difficulties in our lives.
I am thinking that maybe, just maybe, the self-love thing can cause us to withdraw from God's emmersive love and move into areas of forgetfulness (of a sort). Life and spirit acceptance, and the journey to God, is different for everyone. We are all walking, riding, flying back to the Creator of all in ways that feel acceptable to us. Unfortunately, life is fraught with so much that is disagreeable. It is hazardous for us to retain this sense of God's favor (noun) if we step away from it for any length of time...we become wrapped in a haze of forgetfulness...And God's favor becomes like a memory..a beautiful, desirous memory... like a phantom, a whisper of something precious.
The allure of the world's materialism or its multitudes of gratuitous entertainment speaks to us, "for a small price each month you can enjoy an amazing array of movies, shows, sports events, documentaries, and games...
Yep, I hear that siren's call and spiritual apathy awaits...
God never withdraws His favor. It is always on our end.
We all know what we can do to change this... For those struggling, we need to ask ourselves, why? And really listen to what comes up.
Have faith, God is always there for us.
Sorry, Eric, I went off again on one of those silly tangents. This is in no way a reflection of you or any person. It just is my flow of thought this morning.
And at times, I think we pull ourselves away from it- even when we truly wish not to. At other times, we willingly rebel against what we think we know to be the assured way to a deeper revelation of Love. But is the, "assured way" really so determined?
Is there an "assured way"? I do not believe there is any way that is assured for us in mortal form. As we grow spiritually here, we are ready for higher spiritual truths of understanding... something more assured, perhaps. We cannot know God truth as a mortal, any more than we stand before the blinding presence that is God. Imagine wrapped in mortal form, standing before a blazing star, and expect to survive.
The energy, the matter that the star is made from, comes from the very essence that is God. God is so much more than we can ever imagine. With a mere thought, She upholds everything that is. So it is my view that any path we follow with love on this planet will lead us onwards...So, after all that rambling, there is, in my opinion, no one assured path of favor here on this physical planet filled with physical beings. It is for us to decide and to reject...to keep searching for God and where that leads.
Sorry...I ramble...I am simple and keep things relatively simple...But I have an eternity in multiple forms to grow closer to God after I walk through death's door. I'm just going to enjoy the moment of being human and do the best I can where God's will is concerned and quit worrying about getting zapped for not getting everything right. (Mom's minister was here yesterday...long story LOL)
xxSandy