Hi everyone,
I was feeling very grateful entering meditation today. I'd been thinking about what I was going to take with me to occupy myself during those times when I wasn't really doing anything on my vacation. Decided on a pen and pad to write down, adding to my collection of children's stories about my granddaughters. Merely thinking about them swells my heart and puts a smile on my face. So, I was already feeling pretty good before meditation!
February 27, 2022 Meditation What influence are you under
I took my time thanking and receiving chakra healing energy from the archangels. Invited them to join me on the journey of the meditation. After expressing my love and gratitude to Nebadonia I joyfully touched the giant crystal. Instead of finding myself transported to a destination, I saw a poem formulating in very large letters hanging in the air in front of me. It was titled What Influence Are You Under. This is a common topic I've been led to consider by my latest spiritual teacher Abraham/Hicks. Brief lines of text began appearing. What influence am I under? There are really only two choices. One is love, the other hate. All other emotions simply branched off from those basic emotions. The poem continued to evolve, and I'm sure will reveal itself to me again of that I'm certain.
I began contemplating this massive question and at my individual choices at times. I cannot express enough that, “It is indeed my choice to decide what emotion I will be influenced by.”
Replaying of memories flooded my vision, quickly then a prepaving began of scenarios I anticipated happening to me in the future. Understanding that all negative conversations between myself and others was driven by fear, I could clearly see what was behind the words and actions of those I was perceiving. In these encounters I was only under the influence of complete love(because I was in meditation), the quote, ”You can't do anything about anyone but yourself,” cemented itself in my head(after so many years of running into brick walls, I've finally relented). “There is nothing I can ever do to change the mind of anyone else.”,,, So what can I do? Anticipating these negative encounters my conclusion, “I can only project my love for the individual in front of me, hoping for their receiving and understanding that is 'the influence I'm under'.” Others have the choice of accepting it with love or hate. If the decision is love, then that is perfect! If it's the opposite? Well, it is my choice what I choose to take away from the encounter. If practiced enough I will believe in that moment, “I truly have a choice in this.”
As I practiced the prepaving, I began thinking of many different people and scenarios. What if when meeting a world leader, or someone of great influence I could remember that the driving force of their words and actions was from their fear? What if I could honestly project my love toward them instead of reflecting their own fear back to them? I practiced this greeting each person, no matter their status in the world, or relationship to me, I touched my forehead to theirs emanating love.
This action repeated itself one after another with many many people ranging from those I already knew, to those who I would never meet in real life. Each time the feeling of contentment and loving embrace grew, flooding my body with light. An smaller image appeared off to the side when greeting some. It was the possibility of this encounter containing a spark of an idea, that if allowed would have a chance to grow inside of each of them. Stepping very far back I could see the world brightening with individual pinpoints of light. Maybe this was not the result of my encounter, but maybe the spark if allowed to percolate would eventually be realized and passed on to others these individuals may meet?
Then the action expanded to my past relationships, no matter the precedent already set between us, I approached them with the same loving intention and action. This went on for a long time, extending to my pets and other animals, some that had been a positive experience, some frightening.
The song and book It's A Wonderful World began playing and the pages appearing and turning in front of me. More poems and songs began formulating and appearing filling the air in front of me.
I held onto the images and feeling of this meditation for a very long time, until I was completely sated with wonder and love. Then let it go.
This meditation lasted an hour and a half. The stones I used were a very large rose quartz, and a very large heart-shaped fairy quartz.
Love to all,
Kim