It is after 11:00 pm in the evening as I read the posts and I am struck by the contributions each of you make to this board but also and more importantly, perhaps

life around you as well. Whether it is family, friends, or community and regardless of talent and interests, you guys are unique, and very special, children of our Divine Parent(s) which means of course we are all related, eh?

I tend to dread the holiday season as it reminds me of the vast distance between my children, family and I. But I realise that it doesn't have to be that way. It is a choice I make and it is a choice I don't have to make. My heart feels lighter when I look beyond the circumstances and see the blessings hiding in my apathy. For instance, my thoughts just drifted to my beloved George. I am truly blessed to b with the man I love 24/7. While G and I found each other rather late in life, this blessing of so much quality time has made up those missing years. I am so grateful he and I are together for another Christmas and he is in better health. I don't know what the future holds for us, but tonight I am feeling optimistic. Funny how a simple thought pivot can change the ole vision.
Anyway... just wanted all of you to know how special you are and if you ever feel alone... know I am holding you close to my heart.
Good night my friends.
Sandy
PS. Just before Ruth posted her message above I was struggling with the lack in my life...missing my children deeply and longing to see my parents. Christmas seemed like a cruel reminder of what was missing... and then Ruth's message. thank you